understanding and realizing that your gone has been hard , and you know as the time passes . but you know sometimes god does things that we don't understand and we blame him .
bashing the only pure thing on this earth because people don't realize that sometimes we walk with angles.
Chads cousin bob showed me that .
you know as the time progress i feel as if i should cry everyday and night but i finally got the point . You were pure happiness and dealing with the fact that i can't call you to talk and ask about sara what's new that i don't know..
I see now that i need to let things be and try and keep us happy like you always wanted , I try and look at your picture daily to make sure I don't forget about you. and it kills me inside to know that.
But I will go with what you wanted because its the right thing to do.
so thank you for all the calls to see how i was , all the nights you stood up talking to me letting me know things will be ok.
all those delicious meals that made me feel like this is life .
I love you and will always miss you put I pray to good that one day we will all meet again.