Hey beautiful Lady, You should be here recieving flowers and candy and being told how important your existence in this world is. Im thinking of you today as I always do. I miss you so much. The pain never lets up.
Tammy, you were one of the true loves in my life. In my heart you will never be forgotten. We were young then and robbed of the chance of meeting up again and seeing how each other is doing. We will meet again, when it's my time. Love Always, E.J.
Tammy, you lit up my life in the short time I knew you. I will always remember your beutiful smile. The world is a darker place without you.
Tammy I posted to you on xmas but they didn't put it on here. I love you
HI tammy hope you had a nice Birthday with your friends in Heaven Hoping you have found peace. I think about you all the time I am hoping to see Janet soon. Happy belated birthday sister of ours. Love and miss you Allison
Happy Birthday aunt Tammy. I love you.
Happy birthday Tammy. Wishing you were here with us. Fly with the angels!
To My Sister TAMARA SUE SHORES....Happy birthday beautiful lady. Today we are having a party. Just for you. A nice dinner, birthday cake and even a card. We will be sending balloons up to heaven that everyone signed with birthday wishes for you. And yes we will sing happy birthday to you... To not celebrate this day would make my world feel too void of you, as if your existence has been erased because you no longer walk this earth beside me.. But I know you are near and I continue to do the things that always made your heart smile and know that you were loved . In my mind you'will die all over again every day for the rest of my life.. But in my heart you will live forever. You were such a precious, precious person and the world was robbed of everything good the day your heart stopped beating. You know I love you with all that I am…Forever. I promise you that. And i will keep fighting for the justice they owe you.
yet another year has passed without you in it. Those of us who know and loved you still miss you terribly. I miss our frequent phone chats and our visits. I miss your beautiful smile and your infectious laughter. You will always be missed by those left behind. I know you are celebrating your special day with your Angel friends in heaven. Happy birthday Tammy, I love and miss you.
Hi sweetie im thinking of you and wanted to say happy thanksgiving. I miss you today and always my beautiful sister.
Im sitting here thinking how i wish so bad that you were sitting here beside me. I want to talk with you. About life, love....All the things we used to talk about. I still miss you so much and ill never stop. I am not the same person i was before you died. That person died the day you did. I feel so bitter and distant towards the world now, and nothing feels safe anymore. I want you to know that i love you very much and i think of you every single day, even if i dont always make it here to your page to let you know. I pray your soul has found peace. I love you.
My precious sister Tammy, Your guest book was due to expire today. I didnt have money to renew it and didnt know what to do, because the thought of not being able to come here and share my thoughts with you was heartbreaking. This page makes me feel close to you when my heart is hurting. But Allison Jarvis (groves) paid for your page to stay online. Rememember she was a part of our family, and after all these years she still is. See, your life and legacy are important to those of us who truly love you forever. She is such a beautiful person. I hope to see her soon. I love you always
Heaven is a better place because of you.God Bless
aunt Tammy sorry to hear what happen to u we will have justice one day and we will always keep you in our hearts. My mom is fighting hard for your justice and the system is finally starting to pay attention to this case. Love always Cj Andrew
Hey sis I wanted to add a photo of the memorial I just put on the back window of my car in honor of you. I love you so much.
I drove to your house on sunday. I just sat there at the mailbox and cried. I tried to feel what it would be like if only you were at home and I could actually drive up to the house and see you. But I knew the reality was that you were not there. So I just sat there and cried. I miss you so much sister. I will always miss you. love you forever.
Tammy, im really having a hard day today. sometimes the reality of living the rest of my life without you in it forever literally takes my breath away and it gets so hard to breathe. I just cant grasp it. it never gets easier, and time doesn't heal. God how I miss you sis. I love you so much tammy shores.
To my sister Tammy,
Two years ago today your life was taken away. It all seems so surreal. This world is such a lonely place without you in it, and im still trying to get used to living this life without seeing your beautiful face or hearing the sound of your sweet voice. Losing you has changed so many things about me. Funny how grief does that to people. I don't think we ever really get used to it. We just get used to living with the pain. I think in some way, pain is the price we pay for love. Ive learned and re-learned many things this year. Such as the price you pay for ignoring your intuition isn't worth the cost, you cannot bargain with God, true injustice is injustice in itself, and that sometimes, good things really do come to those who wait. I tell you these things when they come to me, I believe you hear them all. I will always hurt for the pain and fear that you went through in your final moments of life. And I promise that for the rest of my days, I will look at this world for the both of us. You are such a beautiful person and im thankful to have so many wonderful memories. I love you forever.
Tammy, happy mothers day. Mac said so from heaven. Lol. I miss you sis. Your chance is just around the corner. I told you I wouldnt give up. Ive never been more determined. Every professional forensic expert that has seen your file have all made their final opinion. I told you the truth would reveal itself. Im in the truck with ronnie right now on our way from Stockton. Ill write more soon. Love you forever
IT'S ALLISON I WAS SO SAD TO HEAR OF YOUR PASSING! I MOVED BACK TO CALI 11 YEARS AGO AND ASKED PEOPLE WHERE I COULD FIND YOU AND JANET NO ONE KNEW SO I KEPT LOOKING. I FINALLY FOUND JANET ON CURT OTTILIGES FACEBOOK AND I HAVE TALKED TO HER ON THE PHONE I AM HOPING SHE WILL COME AND VISIT ME SOON IT WILL BE NICE TO SEE HER AGAIN. SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH AND IS TRYING HARD TO GET THE JUSTICE YOU DESERVE. I AM SO SORRY I COULDN'T FIND YOU WHEN I CAME BACK SO WE COULD HAVE GOTTEN TOGETHER. WELL I FOUND THIS PAGE AND WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I THINK ABOUT YOU AND MISS YOU. GOD BLESS YOU TAMMY! LOVE ALLISON
Hello auntie just found out you are no longer here, I wish I could have gotten to know you, My mom spoke about you alot.Say hello to my mom for me, and tell her I love her, and miss her sooooo much, You and my mom are both with your mother now. May you rest in peace auntie and I pray they find out what happened to you! R.I.P
Tammy, although we never met I feel that I know you in our souls. ..you've probably got to meet my son, Seth, as he too roams about with Jesus. ..I've heard so much about you and your life here before you left us...and you truly are a beautiful person with so much heart for those you knew. I met your awesome sister, Janet, and believe me she is still fighting for your justice ..I pray one day it'll come about. I also am praising GOD for your circumstances and passing for I believe that God is the one that can make things come together for good and can bring the peace that we , Janet, family and friends so desperately need and desire..I hope that you can continue to show those who knew and loved you that you are at peace and full of forever joy. I too miss you being here for those you love, and understand that your passing was too soon in our hearts and eyes but that it happened for a purpose that we just can't seem to quite fully understand yet..All my love to you, Tamara, and Janet, and family and friends. .rest peacefully in heaven and may Seth too be joyfully with you....
Tammy, are you hanging out up there with a kid named Seth? He lived down the street and recently went to heaven. I feel his spirit and I think he must be near you. I miss you beautiful lady. God how I miss you. Ive been diagnosed with hyperthyroidism. Its a disease caused from too much emotional stress on the body. my blood tests from jan 2012 shows everything was normal, then in jan this year they came up abnormal with this disease. So obviously the stress ive been under since your life was so brutally taken, has taken a toll on my health. Doctor says I have to find a way to better manage this stress. But I don't care if it kills me, Im not laying down until I have my answers. And I don't care if it means bringing in the DOJ and FBI or a private conversation with just him. I need to know the just how and why. I still cant get over this.
Hi sis, Just sending you a note to let you know how things are going with me. Im having surgery in 5 weeks to remove the polyps. And my other blood tests have all came back abnormal on my t3, t4,tsh,and tpr. Ive been at the hospital for 2 days having more testing and the octor has put me on heart medication in an effort to protect my heart because whatever is wrong is taking a toll on all my vital organs. But im trying to stay positive and hope to have a diagnosis very soon. I sure wish you were here. Im scared and needing you.I love you Tammy.
Tammy yesterday was dads birthday. I meant to write you but I had appointments with several doctors and at the end my day I was exhausted. Just want to say that I love you and I miss you so much. There are times I still start to pick up my phone to call you, and in the same instant im reminded that I cant. I know you will be watching over me during my next surgery and I know things will be ok. I miss your beautiful face so much. I love you precious lady.
Happy Valentines Day my beautiful sister. If no one else is thinking of you today, I am. I love you so much. I will be getting my settlement soon and I will pay every penny of it to get this investigation back on track. I will be meeting with news reporters and eventually your story is going to air on a show called 20/20. Nobody has forgotten what happened to you. I told you its not a matter of if, but when. I miss your beautiful face so much.
I still think of you everyday. I promised to light a candle each day for you until this is over, its the first thing I do when wake up. The website has been paid for, but the contents wont be there until I get the money to hire a professional web designer. There's a lot to do, and I want it all done now. But these things don't work that way. Im trying to understand that will prove its worth the wait. I know you are overseeing this every step of the way. I know you see my tears, my frustration, and my broken heart. You comfort me in my dreams. I still cant believe that whatever happened that night, took you away from me forever. I would've came and got you if you were bothering someone or they couldn't handle your behavior. I know now exactly how you died. And you did not deserve that no matter what you did. I love you my sweet, sweet sister.
you will be missed your friend Ronnie price
all these years,i wondered how you were,now I know,i know someone took a good persons life,now I know your with kim simpson and the angels,,,you will be greatly missed
Omg... I can't believe what I just saw its Dede Conway remember Greg Janvier? Bless your heart girl so remember that big school bus driving around with your dad. Tell my mom hi for me . God bless you.
to my sooo loved baby sister tammy I love and miss you more than words could ever say I keep your memory in my heart always and i think of you daily keep a place next to you for me until were together again I remain your big sister debbie
Tammy you were like my sister in law, a part of my family. And you certainly didn't deserve to lose your life the way you did. It broke a lot of hearts. Don't worry, im still here to watch over janet.
I took for granted that you would always be safe and out of harms way. I took for granted that you would always be here and never leave me like you promised when we talked on my front porch just one day before your life ended. I believed you when you said you'd never leave me. I know you believed it too. I know now that I will NEVER be the same without you in this world. You should be here, its so unfair. My heart just hurts. I love you so much and miss you just the same beautiful lady!
Tammy I miss you so much more than my heart can take. It hasnt gotten easier with time. I think the entire 1st year of your death i was in shock. It seems the reality that youre really gone is starting to sink in. Losing you hurts more than anything ive ever felt. And not knowing the answers is slowly driving me to an early grave. I struggle to keep on keeping on, as ive still got alot left to do here. I daydream about having a chance to rewind or just be granted one wish. Anything that would bring you back to me.I see you in my dreams and wake missing you all over again. you are the bestest sister in the whole world. I will always treasure this kiss.
Hi sweetie pie, I sure do miss you and your beautiful smile. I wish you were here to string beads with me. Ill see you on the rainbow bridge.
Sending deep condolences to your family in the loss of your dear family member. May God provide comfort as you go through this difficult time of grief.
All though I did not know Tammy as well as I do Janet, my thought's and prayers go out to her family and friends. I know she will be deeply missed as I miss my sister today as well. Janet you hang in there baby and I do hope to see you soon love ya honey...
The times that we talked and hung out together will be forever in my memories, you will be missed.
May the Angels hold you tightly!
Take comfort in knowing that now you have a special guardian angel to watch over you.
Im here again, just to say that I miss you so much and to light a candle for you. Love you forever sis
To my beloved Tamara. I sure do miss you very much. I know one day we will be together in heaven together. I love you Tamara from my heart. May God bless you and enjoy your presence as I did Babe. Love Russell
Tammy had the heart of an Angel and a smile as bright as a shining star in the night sky. She left this earthly place much too soon and she is missed by those who knew and loved her.
Tammy you were such a beautiful person, and the best sister ever. I miss everything about you. Some days I fall apart all over again. What happened to you wasn't fair. you should be here to grow old with me. I feel your spirit and I know you are watching over me. I will always love you sis