Jessica & family,
Like the others that have written I have come to know your story through the show "Starting over"
I feel that with your strength for the search of some closure, understanding of what happened that day, and just to start a healing process you have given me much strength to start my own healing process.
Just as this season of starting over started I myself started therapy sessions provided by the red cross and Lifenet.
I lost my best friend who was like a sister to me. Her name is Patricia Massari she was in tower 1 on the 98th floor. On todays show it was the 4th year anniversary and I cried throughout the show. Knowing EXACTLY how you were feeling that morning. Because thats how I feel about Trish. The loss of a mother is beyond what I can truly comprehend on how you feel but the loss of a loved one is what we share together with thousands of others.
I don't want to ramble on but I just wanted you to know that I know how you feel. I know how much it hurts, and I know how you want to be that old self before 911. Be strong, for thats what I'm trying very hard to do as well. Live a full happy life I know thats what your mother would want.