Four months have passed. People say time heals. I don't know how that can possibly work. I cannot grasp the concept. We think of you all day long as we go about our day. The sorrow we feel hasn't lessened, nor do we expect it to any time soon. It will always be there. I'm afraid we will have to learn to live with our loss for the rest of our lives.
Your Dad had a dream about you and shared it with me a few days ago. He went on to tell me the dream began when he noticed from the house that you were out front cleaning your truck. Your Dad was very anxious to share some news with you so he went outside and walked over to you. He described as you continued to wipe off your truck, he asked you if you knew that the dude from Slayer had died. You replied simply, "Yes, I know." After a moment or two you stopped what you were doing and looked up at your Dad and added, "I know everything." As your Dad stood there pondering your statement. He realized Nancy had joined you and watched the two of you walk down our street, hand in hand, busily talking with each other as the couple you were.
"I know everything." I so pray your statement is true. That you now do know everything about, all that is, in this universe. I have to believe you were with us on Friday when your dear sweet baby Jonna was born. She is so sweet and tiny like Isabel was as a baby but she looks so much like Anna as an infant.
Nancy was incredibly brave and strong through her entire labor and the birthing process. She is a wonderful mother and daughter-in-law. You certainly knew exactly what you were doing when you chose Nancy to be your wife and the mother of your children. You could not have made a more perfect choice.
I'll love you until the end of time. Mom