We are all so very sorrowful in the face of your loss. And, shocked by sadness. I was very stunned that you lost Jack. At this time in your life, I hope you let the people who love you offer their goodness and support -- and love in their own ways.
Sorrow obscures so much! I hope looking back through mirrors of memories will bring comfort. None of us comprehend profound loss, but my father told me an Eskimo proverb I always loved: Some believed the stars were but windows where those who have loved us can shine light on us to remind us to be happy again.
Let it be so.