Mom being the oldest I have been trying so hard to be strong for the family. As I'm writing this tears are flowing I miss and need you so much. I miss taking you places, going out to eat, shop or just spending time at home. You were my rock and its so hard. I'm going to try to be as strong as you were and be a great Mother like you was to us. I know you don't want me feeling like this so I will do my best to take care of dad and the family like you did. You will be in my heart always. Love you.