Jamaar, I never thought in a million years that you would not be around to see Ian grow up. He misses you so much. Gabby came over a few weeks ago and he told her " I guess I can't play football because my dad is not here anymore!" Gabby and I are going to make that happen. Just the other day he wanted to ride by the house, and he said "I miss coming over here with my dad, Monique and my brothers." I thank God everyday for blessing you with a strong loving woman like Monique. You would be so proud, she still checks on him and Ian does the same. I tell Ian everyday all though your dad is no longer here in the flesh he wants the very best from you. Words can not begin to express the love Ian has for you and how much he misses you!