So today another milestone. We would have all been together. I miss you, Dad.
Elise said people read my entries and they say I sound like we were married. Well Mom did call me your other wife. I was your care giver, your driver, your daughter. You were my Dad, the parent who showed me unconditional love and encouragement throughout my life, either by the loving notes you left by my bed as a child or by cards and conversation.
There has been a new study done about grieving and because of the way you died and all the events after your death, defined my process of grieving for you. Losing a parent is difficult enough, but the way we lost you is changed me forever.
It would have been wonderful to sing with you today. We miss you as usual.