Dad, today is the second of April. That makes it 6 months ago today that you died. I miss you so much. I know I will never stop missing you. Strange you really never think about it, but when someone loses their spouse everyone thinks it is the surviving spouse that misses you the most. But when you have a parent you are extremely close to, talk to them everyday, see them many times a week and in the last 7 months of their life you become their caregiver. You have been there my WHOLE life, not just for the from a wedding day, but my WHOLE life. The loss for a child losing a parent is phenomenal, especially for how close you were with both Clare and I. We adore you. You are our Daddy and we will always miss you. Not having you here is not getting easier with time, it still hurts; but I am sure I won't cry as much. I love you, Dad.