I had typed a prev. message & it disappeared so I hope this doesn't become a duplicate. What I had said is that i did not get to know Bill as I had Alan, & I wish I had had that opportunity. I was so happy for you that you found love after your past loss. I have always remembered your wedding pic on the beach - so carefree & joyful. You have been "twice blessed" w/ love in mid-life. My heart breaks for you & I send you positive energy & hope that you experience "good" grief. I do not have to send you wishes for hope & strength for I know you have those, & those will see you through. I enjoyed seeing the fb pix of your lovely Beechwold home. Be very loving to yourself, good friend.