I truly dont know how to carry on as before. She was my rock, my mentor, my best friend. Always someone that I knew was always there not just for me but for so many. I was so lucky to have the relationship we had, there isnt many people in the world can say that. We could finish each others thoughts and sentences. Shared a same value system. Laughed together, cried together, always got through things together. Both her and Lorne allowed me to be a part of their lives. Including me in so many things, Allowed me to share in the joy of her grandchildren. Painted houses together, painted fences together, laughed the whole time. Such great memories! That Laugh, it was like music to everyone around her, There was never anyone that could be in a room with her when she laughed that they didnt laugh also, It was infectious! We spent so many hours when I was a little kid sitting in her bedroom at night Maureen writing love letters to Lorne and me just writing him letters, she actually had me believing that he was waiting for mine, that they were just as important as hers! That from my Special Older Sister, the pain of losing her is unberable, every hour is something new to tell her. She would want me to carry on and out of the deep respect I had for her I will but life will never be the same as I knew it to be!