I am still grieving for you my love ,I know most think adequate time has passed . But I still feel so depressed and alone at times . The kids are my life now , What keeps me going from day to day .But my heart was broken into a million pieces, the the pain is hard to bear knowing your not here .Will i ever think of you without a tear ? Why did you have to go? no one knows . I look to the clouds and try to figure which one you may be resting on , watching over us .My heart will never be whole again . I was so lucky to have been loved by someone so kind and caring , such a special person , I grieve now not for you i know you are in gods hands now . But for me and the aching of my heart , baby just watch over us till i can be with you again . love you more than words can ever say .