Hey there my love, it has been so hard without you. I wish you were here. These last 8 months without you have been the most difficult ever. I wish you were here. I wish I could pick up the phone to call you. I know you are with me and I know that you have helped me get through this most difficult time. A new friend of mine has just recently passed away, her name is Deanne Mendoza. If you happen to meet her up there, you two give each other a hug from me. She was a great person. I am sure you would have both got along and loved each other. I miss our laughs and crazy times. I feel like I don't even laugh anymore. Not the way I once used to. I am very grateful to God that you are no longer here having to suffer or stress or just simply be tired of being sick and tired. Pay a visit to your dad. I know he needs you more than anybody. Please keep an eye on him from up above. Anyways, I just wanted to say hello and tell you I love you. Give grandma Dora a big hug and kiss from me her trompuda. Until we meet again, I love you.