I lost my own beautiful red headed son who was 27 at the time to horrific suicide. He was very depressed at the time because he had not been with his 3 year old son for 2 years. He started drinking when he lost his sister at the WTC in 2001 and never "recovered". You are in my prayers and thoughts. It will take a long, long time to accept his death. Your son was such a handsome man in the photo the Richmond Times published. No bond is as great as that between a parent and child. My deepest condolences are with you as you grieve.