I have been thinking about you a lot lately , I know you're in a better place but I can't help but continue to think that somehow you should be here, that it all never happened, that you haven't been gone for all these years that this has all been a very long episode of candid camera and somewhere down the road someone will pull a curtain and there you'll be laughing , thinking you got us good. I know this isn't true , I know that in an earthly way we have lost you. Know that you are loved and in no way forgotten, you walk every footstep in my heart and those moments where my steps and my heart simultaneously skip a beat I know you were there, to keep me going. Love you