Meghan, meggers, megnut....
i hate the month of july. as each day passes its one day closer to the day you were so tragically taken from this world and your family and friends.
Never in a million years did i think i would ever lose someone i loved this way. it shouldnt have happened. i shouldnt be sitting here writing on your legacy guestbook. this feels all wrong and backwards. but it isnt.. this really happened.
I still dont think ive let it hit me yet that you are gone. i live with the idea and knowing you are gone. but that just sits atop a huge depth of emotions i have buried.
i love you so much. i cant stop looking at my tattoo. i love how i can look down and see your "
i love you. not a day goes by when you are not on my mind. one day meggers, we will be reunited and i will be thrilled to discuss all things backstreet boys with you.
i love you forever