It has been a tough year, especially the last couple of months remembering all of the fun times we had with Paul right up untill the last days we had with him. All year watching Emma & Benson, I don't know how many times we would say "Paul would have loved this". Emma & Benson continue to miss him every day, his name constantly comes up with them saying "Pauly would always do this with us" or " I wish Pauly was here". We will continue to miss him everyday, but we will also remember all of the good times, and be thankful we had them. I always tell the kids, Pauly is always with them and watching them, and whenever we see a butterfly (they seem to always be around Emma) I tell her thats Pauly sending her his love.