I miss my tuesday nights with Joe. I miss talking smack to the guys and elbowing him for it when they were at bat. And I miss are very private and personal conversations about everything when they were in the field. I'm going to miss everything else that I never got to experience with Joe. I'm going to miss the fact that I never get to hear him play. Im going to miss ever seeing him hold our baby (hopefully Joseph Ellis???). Im going to miss the look in my husbands (to be :) eyes after he hugs him. Im going to miss him at our wedding. Im going to miss how much he just accepted and loved me the good and the bad. Im just going to miss him more than I could ever express.