Hey dad. Having a hard time tonight..just thinking about the good times but makes me sad because I wish I would of had more. It feels like I got the crappy end because I was use to you being there and then u were so unexpectedly gone:/ its kinda crappy cause I could of been there more but of course you never think your time is running short. I guess I have to settle for the memories..and I can pass those on to my daughter. I miss you daddy I love you
Howdy dad! Not getting married. We decided that it would be nice but nothing is wrong holding off for a while. We just want to focus on the baby. She's moving soooo much lol. When she moves and kicks I tell Devin and he gets excited but as soon as he puts his hand on my belly she quits. I think he takes it personally but I think of it as she's teasing him lol. We changed her name to Danielle Mae. Call her Dani for short. Devins blood grandpa and my paw paw are Danny lol that's why we picked it:) She's already got an attitude and she ain't even born. She will kick hard and when I say quit it she kicks harder and I feel like your looking down on me laughing your butt off. Lol I think were gonna have our hands full but mom did a good job and you did a good job so I think we will be ok. Me and Dylan have been talking about you a lot. The fact your gone gets to him just as bad as it gets to me. I still have crying spells and wish you were there to hold me or at least make me laugh:) plus I'm a million emotions into 1 so that doesn't help. I miss you like crazy daddy. I think of you when I have money lol I think of you when I see family guy or futurama on tv, I think of you when I see a father and daughter out in public..it gets to me and I just pray for comfort. Dani is gonna know her grandpa and how awesome he was. And she will not be musically challenged like I was lol. I love you daddy
Hey dad I'm not getting married June 22nd I'm looking at about February or march. I'm having a baby:) A little girl were naming her Alasynn. She kicks ALL THE TIME! She's due on April 18th. She kicks when I play hotel California. She kicks like crazy. I wish you were here with me and could meet her when I do and talk to her. I'm gonna be 23 soon. On the 28th...ill give you 10 bux if u give me 20...hehehe...i love you daddy...i miss you
I love you Derrick. My brother my friend... Life is so hard with out you in it:..(
i love and miss you so much
Hay dad its been 6 months since your left us.. and Daddy guess what? I'm getting married!! June 22,2014. I got a dress already so I wouldn't have to worry about it later on. It's really pretty dad. I wish I could have you walk me down the aisle daddy..but I'm going to carry a picture of you with me down the aisle so at least your picture can be there with me. I miss you dad I still can't believe your gone..it doesn't feel real but it is and there's nothing I can do but try to heal...people tell me I need to move on but it really isn't easy..some days are better than others but sometimes it just feels like a dream and I'm still waiting to wake up and be next to your hospital bed seeing you get better..I keep waiting but the more I wait the more reality sinks in...I still need u dad and I never will stop loving you, missing you or wishing I could see u one last time...I look at your pictures and see your face and wonder why I couldn't see how sick you were...why didn't I try and help...but then again there's nothing I could do to change it...I love you daddy..please know that.. I'm not angry at you anymore daddy I love you
Hay daddy:) how are ya doin up there? im ferting a little better each and every day. I got a job daddy. It's Walmart I'll be starting next week. I'm really excited. I wish you could come see me at work of course I'm working night shift but it something I can get some money saved up. Gosh I think about you almost every day and it kills me that your gone. But ik that your probably in a hell of a better place than this. Daddy I think I found the boy I'm gonna marry! But since Justin timberlake is married I guess I'll marry devin! Ha jk. We want to wait for a couple years first but he's the one daddy I wish you could of met him. I love you daddy:)
I love you so much and miss you so much, funny how robin just posted! I almost called you yesterday to remind you to call mom on her bday then I remembered, I couldn't, then I cried. Will I ever stop?
I love you my brother:..( the void never goes away, i think of you everday, i miss you so much:..(. I just want you here, i dont think its fair, you were taken too soon:...(
Daddy I miss yu so much and they say that u passing will get easier for us each day...but it's only getting harder hopefully one day it will get better
You will be so deeply missed Derrick. Now you are flying high with the Angels. I think about you all the time. That will never change. Prayers & condolences for all of your family.
Your warm company will be greatly missed Derrick, it won't be the same without your vibrant presence. Rest peacefully dear friend, you shan't be forgotten.
I miss you so much my brother:..( the pain gets lighter but it seems it will always cut deep:(
You know we're getting older each and everyday...yur son looks just like you dad. Sometimes it's hard to look at him without seeing it...and I miss you so much and I'm getting older too. I miss you more than anything and I still can't believe your gone...I keep wondering what's next..what does Sam do with out her daddy? She remembers him always has her moments of sadness and tears..but slowly and gradually move on with her life...never going to forget you dad and never going to stop missing you but we must move on dad. I will always remember you. Xoxoxoxo little sambo
I WISH WE COULD OF SEEN EACH OTHER BEFORE YOU ENTERED THE ETERNAL SLEEP THAT WE ALL MUST ADVENTUALLY ENTER. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN BIG BROTHER I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND THE BLESSINGS THAT YOU BROUGHT TO YOUR FAMLY AND MY FAMILY IN MY HEART YOU AND YOUR MOTHER AND SISTERS ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE PART OF MY FAMILY.
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY BIG BROTHER FOR THE PAST 41 YEARS. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU AND I WILL NEVER QUIT LOVING YOU. I WILL MISS YOU UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN IN HEAVEN.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BIG BROTHER,
YOUR LITTLE BROTHER LOUIE W.
Trust me we all do in his daughter and I still can't believe it but together we can all pick up the pieces and hopefully be ok again one day. And it will never stop hurting but hopefully it will get easier to go on each day. Just gotta take it day by day. And btw Eric your a great guy and I love you. He enjoyed your guys time together and ik that.
No!!!!!!!!! I still need him!!
So terrible sorr for your loss. he was so young. He is now with our Lord and no longer ill.
I wish i would have visited more while I was there. Still can't believe he's gone.....
Daddy it's finally hitting me hard that your not here. I woke up and was looking thru my phone looking for a number and I came across your number and I wanted to call you so bad but I knew you wouldn't answer....it's hard daddy but you'd be proud I'm doing best to hold back the tears to be strong for you. I love you daddy
It still doesn't seem right or real see my own brothers name on here:(
Baby sister misses you
thank u everyone, this is a blessing to see all the comments and post being made,, Theres just no words for me to be able to express how saddened i am by losing my brother, he was deeply loved and just the best brother anyone could have had, You will forever be remembered derrick. love you
I've known Derrick since my teenage years as I was good friends with his sister. He was a fun loving, laid back guy. My thoughts and prayers go out to the family during this difficulat time. You will be missed!
Our thoughts and prayers are with you robin and your entire family.
Carol & Don
Thank you to whoever is keeping this online, I as his sister fully appreciate it. I love my brother so much. I never knew I could miss someone so much. Thank you.
I don't know who T.T is but from My fathers family, myself and my brother, we thank you a million and 1 times for paying to keep this online permanently. God Bless you :)
Whoever you T T, thank you so much!! Words can't describe how I feel
I wish I had words, but there are none to describe how much I will miss you and how much I love you, you were my best friend as a little girl and will be always
I knew Derrick when we were teenagers. He was best friends at the time with my sons dad Eric Kellerhals.We had some good times together along with his 2 sisters Tracy Robin and his girlfirend Penny. Derrick was always happy. And even then he loved his music and his guitar.You will always be in my memory Derrick. Rest in Peace good friend!!
Hay daddy? Remember hotel California? I'd start crying as a baby you would play this song for me on guitar..and I would stop crying...I miss you so much...
Welcome to the hotel California :) Daddy,when I'd start crying as a baby you would play this song for me on guitar..and I would start crying...I miss you so much...
Derrick,I held you when you were only a newborn and I was about ready to have Mark,your cousin.You were 2 months older.I never really got to know you,but I know you were loved...RIP,my Nephew.I pray for your Mom,because I too lost a son.....Its never stops hurting....Aunt Becky
You were a good man!You will be missed by a great many people.
I miss yu daddy it's my first birthday today without yu...yur the best daddy ever and I miss yu so much...but I'm doing what yu always told me keep me chin up and don't cry. When I remember yu I want to be happy. Because we had a good time while yu were here with us. I love yu
Darrick,I never Imagined That your going home would come so soon,Thank You for the time we shared Together our friendship means so much to me. You are Missed.
Thank you for our 2 beautiful children. I will miss your goofey smile sense of humor.
I feel how futile it must be for any words of mine that should attempt to distract you from the grief of a loss so intense. But I cannot refrain from expressing to you the comfort that may be found in the thanks of the many lives Derrick had touched, having brought uplifting moments to all of us when we needed it the most. Words can barely describe the silence and sorrow felt by his friends around the world. May his memory live on forever through his children and those that knew him best.
Thanks for all you've done, may you rest in peace.
My condolences to the family.
My condolences from arizona I only remember him from when I was small and I thought man he was cool.bless and love u all
Thank you everyone for your beautiful messages. My dad would of loved them
Im so sorry its still so hard to believe we love you all Rose and Keith
You are in our thoughts and in our hearts.
Godspeed and thanks for the laughs and understanding ear
Thank you for all the great moments. You'll be always in our memory, like all the little things you loved. Forever our ace.
With love, your "virtual" friends.
Rest in peace Derrick, you will be missed for all of your kindness and understanding
RIP Derrick we all love you and will miss you.
I will miss you Big Brother until we meet again in heaven.love Louie W (Little Brother)
Brandy and Jesse, Sorry to hear of your loss.Love.
Derrick, I remember your smile and the twinkle in your eyes. Mischeivious little grins, now and then. Never quite knowing what u were thinking, but knowing the love in ur heart. A beautiful Spirit inside you, Derrick. Now your free. Fly like an eagle! Always my love and may peace be with you. Love, Aunt Mona
Praying for you and all of your family affected my Derrick's sudden passing. May God comfort you and strengthen you. It has been said that "If it God leads you to it, HE will see you through it."
Love Jim & Leann Day and family
I am so saddened for you by the loss of your dad. He was so blessed to have such a beautiful daughter and you were blessed to have him. Stay strong. You are loved.
rip derrick you will be missed