Hey brother it's been awhile since I've been here...
They say time heals all hearts and that is true...
But I still find myself remembering things from our childhood out of the blue..
Remember walking to the gas station downtown and buying peanuts for a nickel out of the machine?
I couldn't go unless you took me according to mom so I would beg you to walk me over to spend my dime....
You always said "why do you waste your money?"
I know you were only trying to teach me not to waste my money on silly things..even if it was..only a dime.
I try to remember this lesson everyday and spend wisely and I know most times you'd be proud of me.
"good job girlie" you'd say.
I still hear songs that remind me of you...guess that will never go away and that's ok.
I sometimes get sad over all the things your missing..then I tell myself "maybe your not missing them at all" Maybe
you had a hand in a lot of these things and I smile.
I still have a lot of healing to do....life keeps going...and the pain is still there....Thanks for taking time to take me for peanuts.
Love you big brother....
kiss, kiss I miss You Mister!