I have been doing a lot of thinking and have decided that this has to be a dream. A terrible horrible nightmare that I am soon going to wake up from. You can't be gone. It wasn't your time. I still need you, your sisters, mom, nieces, nephews, Amber, Ethan... We all need you.
You weren't done. Your grand kids need to know about hardwork, hanging drywall, and the value of turning something old and used up into something new and beautiful. I need you to help them learn to ride a bike and drive a stick.., matter of fact... Your daughter could use a few more lessons.. I need your help to teach them about love, courage, forgiveness, and strength and someone to keep me in line when I'm too protective and overbearing and can't see it. I want to see you buy your own home and perfect it to make it the beautiful home you created with your own hands.
I miss you and I want you back with us. It wasn't your time you had too much left to live for... I love you... Forever and ever.. To the moon and back.
Loving you with all my heart,
Your baby girl