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It has been 5 months today I got that terrible phone call telling me you were gone. Most of the last 5 months are a blur, I thought I was functioning right but I found out I wasn't. I find it really hard to feel anything but cheated. I feel cheated out of the rest of my life with you. You were supposed to survive me, not me survive you. I try to always remember our lives shared and the love we had, but I end up back at the felling of being cheat out of all that we worked so hard to achieve and I don't know how to move past that.
The 26th of next month would have been your 37th birthday, I know it's going to be hard to get through. I love you so much sweetheart you were the only person that really 'got' me and I miss that so much, it makes me feel so alone now.