...Almost two months...I miss you soooo much!
I thank God we were together las Christmas, we had a wonderful time. From heaven you can see that everything that I do I do it thinking all the time of you. December 25th could be VERY SAD DAY, but I realize that getting closer to Jesus make you feel relieved...and help you to cure the pain better. That day is Jesus birthday, and you are now by his side to say "Happy Birthday to Him". I told your another half (Brad) "if we want to understand that you are not here today the only way is feeling God presence, as you did in the most dificult time of your life. I still cry every day, but I know that is God healing me inside. I can feel you by my side every where I go.
I will always love you my sunshine.