Baby, honestly I don't know what to say. I miss you more and more each day. I feel so broken without. I'm so use to falling asleep on your chest and waking to your good morning kiss pumpkin I don't know what to do. We've been through more than a married couple of 3 to 4 years. Many many downs, but ten times as more ups. Our love was so complicated through the eyes of others, but our love was most certainly known. And so what we're young, our love is true. And no one in this world can deny that. I feel as though I've gone emotionally bankrupt without having you physically here. But like you said while I was locked up, "you were holding it down", well baby it's my turn to hold it down for you. And that's what i intend on doing. Patrick we never ended, this relationship will always continue on. You left this earth with a piece of my heart, and keep it with you till the day we are reunited under God's loving arms to continue to be together forever. I know baby you're now in a better place were God is going to love you better than anyone on earth could. And although I will cry and I will miss you always, I'm going to be happy for you cause you're happy and your happiness is all I ever wanted. Patrick Puckett, you are more than just a boyfriend, you are my first love and my true love. You will always be my Pat Pat, my Fatback, my Pumpkin. And eternally I will remain your girlfriend, your Court Court, and your Babycakes. Because death shall NEVER do us part. I love you Pat Pat forever and for always.