Another month has come and I Miss you more and more!! Today when I woke up all I could think about was this day 9 months ago. It was the WORSE Day of My Life! I know it was a Happy Day for you to Meet Our Lord and ask all the many questions you didnot have the answers to here on earth and to see All your loved ones that are in Heaven with you. All day today I have saw the morning of Feb 5th run through my head. Tears just fall!! It has been a hard day for me. I don't know how to keep going. People tell me I am strong but I feel so weak. It's November and the Holidays are coming. Thanksgiving - the day we give Thanks for the many things in this life. I am thankful but I can't explain how I feel. I want to be selfish and I want you here with me. I don't want to have Thanksgiving without you. I don't want to do Thanksgiving at All!! I know you would want me to give thanks to the Lord for all that I have and I am Thankful. Thankful for what He gave us!!
I remember Our First Thanksgiving at Mom and Dads!! It was wonderful!! The joy and laughter that was in the rooms. Mom cooking, Dawn and Chrissy setting the tables and the kids just enjoying their time with each other. You enjoying the game with dad and Darren. Me taking pictures of everything and everyone just enjoying the togetherness. That is what the holiday is all about Family!! Look after Mom and Dad for their Hearts are very heavy. They have had a lot going on this Year!! Keep your eyes on Dawnie. She is hurting! I send prayers up for mom, dad, Dawnie, Darren and the whole family. Watch over us all..
Leslie and Hayley are dealing with many things in their lives too. Leslie's Job and just day to day life. Hayley with school and what to do for College. They both Miss you very much!!
I love you and My Heart is Yours For Ever!!
Until I See You Again!!
I Love you!!