Carolyn, I am so sorry for your loss. I know how much you loved Perry, the times and the way you lit up when you talked about him only made me want to be a mom even more. I will not say that I know how you feel, but can only imagine, like you I am the mother of one child - a son. I can't know how you feel. I just want you to know that I am praying for you and family. I remember how your parents loved Perry, also. god will take care of you and that I can promise.