i love and miss you everyday it is so hard for all of us this week!!!22 yrs ago we were all waiting for you to arrive now we are waiting to see you again when we get to heaven a different kind of waiting. help us all to find a way to get thru this week and all the others with outyou love grandma
my dear Tyler we miss you so much today,as we do every single day. Today is just a different kind of pain this is the day you left us.So hard to think of anything else all the moments leading up to that moment. I wish you the peace in your heart and mind you were seeking. you derserve that and so much more. If it is true there are many manisions in heaven I hope your bedroom window faces the west so the sun coming up doesnt wake you. LMYA grandma
Well the day is finally gone. So many miss and love u. I think me the most. I have given birth to you and laid you to rest. I will always love and cherish the time I had with you. I will always have a piece missing from my heart. I just hope that you are resting easy. I am so sorry that a let you down and couldn't take the pain away the way a mother should.
Love your mother. Forever and always till we meet again.
Your 2 year way from me is right around the corner. I am trying hard to stay strong. It gets so hard to consintrate as my mind is filled with thoughts of you. Not that it is not everyday. I love you my all of my heart. Wishes and loves always
We should not be signing this condolence book! Who knew just 2 yrs ago you were living the last days of your life. I wonder how different your life would be today if we knew the depths of your sadness and could have done something for you. As it gets closer to that horrible day all we can do is wish for you but nothing will ever change it. Then we will celebrate your birthday without you again. So many wonderful memories with you but so many more to have been made. Love you grandma
Happy valentines day miss you more each day wish you were here love grandma
going to get your ballons for valentines days day see you later today. hope they last till valentines days if not i know you will take care of them (one way or another haha) love grandma
I wish u were here. Miss u and love you!!!!
such a beautiful day,miss you and all your antics.you would be bouncing a basketball today or maybe playing golf. These are the times i miss you the most love grandma
Love and miss you always grandma
Thinking about you more often today. Love you always, Never forgotten. Aunt Judy.
My sweet angel baby. Everytime I goi outside ui have a vision of you walking around with the weed eater listening to your music you would look up and see me and grin. Oh if it were only true grandma
if wishes were horses beggers would ride; we would all be riding and you would be here, grandma
the countdown is beginning. even if your team wasnt playing boy would have had a comment on superbowl! I can see you now jumpimg and screaming at that last play. You would be holding your head and going in circles yelling . i miss you so much love grandma
I saw your picture today and just wanted to say I Love You and I Miss You, Buddy.
gloomy new week always the same without you love grandma
Merry christmas our own angel in heaven. Sing loud so we can hear you today. Miss you so much love grandma
miss you and love you always grandma,what would you have wanted this year?
Another 21st is here. The 22nd one soon it will be 2yrs since you went to heaven. How can that be possible. You were here one minute and then you weren't. I miss everything about you. The world is not the same . ICFMP love always grandma
Love you always... Seems like many new angels are seeking your happiness lately. Show them your warm heart and endless love you have all around you. You will Never be Forgotten.
This time of year hurts the worst because it gets cold and I think about that day 24-7 on cold days like these . I remember for years whether we were together or not we would send a list of what we got for Christmas . I miss those lists I miss your name popping up on my phone I miss your silly laugh and how happy I was with you in my presence. I don't talk to you a lot and I'm sorry don't think it's because I don't want too. I just hate thinking of you and that day popping into my head . Valentines day was one of the best days I've ever had in 2013 and I'll never forget it or you . I love you so much . Every part Of me wishes you were still here with everyone . I hope you're doing okay up there because the more your gone the harder it seems to get for me . Visit me sometime soon . I love you bebe!
I miss you everyday. I want so much for you to be here and experience all there is still to be done in your life. I.C.F.M.P.love. Grandma
For you my sweetie, how can it be time goes on all around us and yet you are still not here? This is a nightmare we will never wake from. I miss the sound of you being love grandma
The 2nd Christmas without you will soon be here. It is not any easier,we see so much you would have love. 2 new sports stores all the golf stuff you loved. I miss your smile love grandma
Christmas is coming, I have forgotten the last count down of shopping days left. I just know I want to ask you what you want and you are not there. You would always ask for something really cool or sporty. Again this year we will get an angel from the SA, Kroger food tree and donate in your name to Uspiritus, I hope that will make you smile. Love you always, never will you be forgotten.
Thanksgiving has come and gone. We missed you so but we did the best we could with the hole in all our hearts. Always grandma
Happy Thanksgiving, this is your 2 in heaven miss you so much today and every day love grandma and grandpa
There is and always will be such a tremendous sadness that you are not with us on earth. We had dinner with your g-grandma tonight for her Thanksgiving at BHC & you were missed. Thursday we will do it all over again without you for the 2nd year. It never gets easier. Love always,grandma
Socks are on. Amen LAMA grandma
Here at the game so Many thoughts of you. Going light a candle for u today. Will try to have a good day but it's going hard because you would be here with us cheering for UL.
Love you son with all my heart!!
days like this i know you are really gone. no one called to make sure the bowl was out for snowcream. no one came pounding up the steps for hot chocolate after being outside. i wonder what Kyle did all day by himself. you should be here to throw snowballs at the house and us and make snowmen with him and go sledding. love grandma
The cold and dark never your favorites so sorry love you and miss you forever grandma
We all miss you so much. You are such a large part of so many aspects of all our lives. Normal isn't any more with you gone. Love grandma
Not a day passes that we don't think of you bud. You touched the lives of each and every one of us and we would do anything to have you back brother. We are all waiting for this cruel joke to end and you to come running back to us. Fly high brother... Until we meet again
Good morning my sweetie pie. Love and miss you everyday.love grandma
Tyler, I haven't talked to you in awhile, but I wanted to let you know that I will always love you. I miss you so much, buddy. Football and basketball season are really hard on me now because we always shared so much during those times of the year. I constantly wonder what would have happened if I were there for you more, if I would have recognized that you were in trouble and that you needed my help. I hope to see you again in heaven.
It has been 20 months since you died. So missed and loved every day!Grandma
There was so much left for you. You are loved and missed so by all.grandma
I wish....so many wishes that will never come true.
Love and miss you
Love and miss you more than you could ever have imagined love grandma
I know I haven't talked to you in a while it's just so hard for me I miss you so much Tyler not a day goes by where I don't think you were the one for me. I'm sorry I let you down . I miss being with you and your family so much plus nugget ! Missing you and them all together is an understatement . I love you Tyler . And I just wanted you to know I will never forget you or the happiness you brought me .
Not a day passes that you are not in my thoughts. Not a season comes and goes that you were not a part of. Fall football,winter basketball, spring baseball,summer lake and so on. How do we ever see the joy in them changing when all we see is the sorrow of you not being a part of it anymore. Life has gone on for all but it is frozen in time for us without you here. Love and miss you always,grandma
Until I get the solor lights back your light will always shine for us
My heart aches this is the last real holiday for the lake. So much has changed I still question why everyday. So many love and miss you people we don't even know please help us all to go on without your presence. You are still and always will be with us always. the joy we feel is overshadowed with immense sadness that you are not here with us.If onlys why nots,regrets, memories I wish, most of all so much love,grandma
To Leisha thank you for the wonderful words for Tyler.I am so glad he has not been forgotten. He is truly a wonderful young man we love and miss his laugh and spirit each and everyday. Thank you Tylers grandmother
I have no idea why I decided to write you Ty. I guess it is because I really do miss you. I know we were not the best of friends but you were my first friend walking into Eastern HS. I am so glad you happened to be in my last class. Then I left school happy and not so nervous because you always laughed and said high school was no big deal. You are truly missed and trust me no one will ever forget a great spirit. Love you kid!
Too many firsts that don't include you and way too many last time and never again that do! Why in the world? Ty you are loved and missed every single day forever and always,grandma
18 months ago but who's counting? We love and miss you every single day that you are not here. Grandma
summer is almost over it is so hard to balance life for every joyous thing that happens there is that saddness that you are not here to share it with us. your life was just to short. i know you crammed so much into the time you had but there should have been so much more! you are loved and missed every single day. Night my sweet baby grandma
As I lay here in bed every night the only thoughts I have are about you. I can't imagine getting married and it not being to you. I can't imagine having kids one day and they won't be yours. It seems like we had our entire lives planned out. I'm living with a broken heart Ty. It seems like the world moves so fast but I'm stuck in one place. Nothing's the same anymore. I miss being young and laughing and joking all the time. Everything is so serious now that you aren't here.. It's like everyone forgot how to laugh. I'm forced to be such a mature young lady now. I'm off at college and living on my own. I'm still bit sure if this is where life was supposed to take me but I know you are watching over me. It's so hard being away from your family. I try not to bother them but they are practically my family too. I still look at your mom as my mother in law. And nick as a father in law. I love your grandparents dearly. And gosh Ty, Kyle is getting so big. Even though I'm far away every time I see them they don't treat me any different. I'm so greatful to have them in my life... I just wish you could be a part of it too. I love you Tyler Allen Gowers
Everytime I see a picture of you I just can't believe that's all it will ever be. It has been 17mos since you died I don't know how families can go on day after day for many years and years. It is a struggle to find a balance between the old normal and the normal of today. There is no comparison. Not a day goes by that I don't miss you,your smile,your laugh, bouncing basketball,picking on kyle,looking for food and everything else I so took for granted,love grandma
Love you and miss you this summer is half over no one is at the lake, no jet ski,no golf cart,amazing the ripple effect your death has had on so many love grandma
The 4th has come and gone. It has not gotten any easier. I miss you more then words can explain. Its hard trying to keep a happy face all the time. When all I want to do is cry. I just wish I had more time with.
Miss you this holiday is so hard for all
Tyler it is just not the same without you I Miss you so much
Our 2nd 4th of July without you wasn't any better than the 1st. All the 1st were as bad as expected so far the 2nds are too. We should have been at the lake,laughing,eating,reminding you kids "don't stand with the door open unless you like flies and mosquitoes"jet skies,boating and I bet you and Nick would find time for a game of golf. Wish it were still the same for all of us but mostly for you to still be here and know how much you are loved
You saw the light before us, you went ahead. Do you feel the peace? The journey is so long.
love you and miss you especially this time of the year. watching you roll your eyes at all the stuff we would take unless it was for you all to eat. love grandma
missing you hear, the birds singing,we should all be at the lake,jet skis, boats, much much food, laughing i wish i could see you smile as you hand me a plate of smores. love you grandma wikw
I wish u were here to talk. Everyone is celebrating something it seems. Life goes around me even though you are not here. People talking about there kids lives it is so hard to listen and not be sad. I will never get to celebrate with you at your wedding or your first born. Sometimes life just sucks. I want to make things better and just have you back in my life. Love and miss u always and forever.
missing you so much me and your mama went up to see you and to look at the solar angel from aunt judy. it changes colors and is so pretty. there were a lot of solar light up there last night so they should leave yours alone i hope. we brought the other things home till the next time we can take them back. i wish we were doing things with you and for you and not taking things to you at a grave. love you and miss you each and every day love grandma
need a trip to Chicago, we talked about going but never found time. Times have changed. I hope you have found the peace you needed. Love you always . . Never forgotten.
miss you do not like this new normal on holidays at all love you and miss so much it is unbearable grandma
Just on my mind so much more lately. Missing you so much!!
Love ya always
So many memories of you today flooding my mind and heart. All the years of being at the lake these beautiful weekends (and the not so beautiful) just sitting while you all had so much fun. Stepping around all the stuff in the living room hanging up all the towels. You really could use a bunch. Big breakfasts,lunches,dinners and all snacks in between. Wish you had these things to do still. I can not believe you are not here today. Love grandma
morning my sweetie missed you so much mothers day love you forever and always grandma
I still have so many questions to ask you.. So many things to talk to you about.. I feel like I'm never going to get answers and it's haunting me.
nothing is the same everything has changed so it seems to get harder everyday just wish we could go back in time love you always grandma i miss your smile
I miss u. Each day is hard
missing you so much,you are always on my mind and in my heart. Wishing things were so different and you were still alive here with us in earth. may you have the peace in heaven that you so wanted on earth. love grandma
happy easter miss you everyday love always grandma
Another little angel joined you in heaven today. Please continue to watch over your loved ones and give then strength, these tragic events bring back memories. It's like breaking our hearts all over again. I love you and miss you so much Ty.
Everyone is having trouble with you being gone. People say it gets easier with time but o. Starting to think they are crazy. I just want you back with us. Maybe it change I'm the seasons. I don't know or understand ? You are always in my heart.
you can not imagine how i hate the sound of the lawnmover and weedeater in our yards. the only thing worse is no sounds at all. love you grandma miss you forever
I wish I could go back to the day we decided things weren't working out. You tried to tell me I was making a mistake and I would regret it, I do every day Ty. When we were struggling towards the end of our relationship you asked me to marry you almost every day. I always just pushed it aside and let life take it's course. I wish I would've listened to you, not a day goes by that I don't regret every little mistake I made. I'd do anything to get you back. I will never forgive myself Tyler. Nothing makes sense anymore without you. I don't know where I would be without your family. I miss you Tyler Allen Gowers. You will forever and always be my other half, my soul mate, and my bestfriend. I love you. Sweet dreams love, I hope heaven is treating you well.
I can't stand being without you ..
I miss you so much. Not a day goes by to where I just want to feel your heartbeat when I lay on your tummy . I love you so much Tyler . I miss my bestfriend
miss you more than words can ever say love grandma
Heaven gained another angel Wednesday morning. I've now lost the three most important people in my life. Ty please help me get through this. You are the only person in the world who can take this pain away, and no one understands. I miss you so much. I love you, forever and always.
It is this day again. I know I say it every 21st but I hate this day. Wishing u were here. I miss u and love u with all my heart. Love always and never forgotten!!!!
hi my sweet baby, we are into another year without you. still so much reminds me of you and how you loved this time of year. all the sports overlapping basketball tournys,basesball starting. i miss seeing your s mile most of all love grandma
Sweet dreams boob ! Hope they have comfy beds in heaven . I love you so much. I wish I could talk to you one last time . But this will have to do for now . :) I miss you more than words could explain Tyler ! See you soon
I need you can I please just be with you again . Please ? I love you Tyler
You never gave up on me and i feel like i let you down. the more I think about you the more tears fall everyday . I miss you and miss being surrounded by you and your family everyday. You made my world go around and now it's just stuck . And I still have no idea what to or how to move it. I love you and miss you dearly Tyler. Visit me more.
morning miss you beautiful day little chili wish you were here love grandma
happy birthday my sweet angel i wish with all heart you were celebrating this special birthday here with us. I can only imagine the party with your friends!!! love you and miss you forever. (leave the balloons alone ok)love grandma
Happy 21st birthday my sweet angel. Trumpets are blowing angels are singing as you celebrate in heaven. I would give all to have you here with us love,grandma
well this is it, the last hrs of your life. On this thursday last year it was raining too. I want to wake up in the morning and this will have been a nightmare but i know thats not going to happen.If only i had asked you to go with me and get buffalo chicken at subway on the way to school or anything that day many regrets many if onlys love you and miss you always grandma
I miss you more and more every day. I don't know how to stop the pain Ty. The only person in the world I need right now is you. I love you and I'm so sorry for not replying to you a year ago. I'm so sorry.
I visited you on Valentines Day and realize that if you were to give a rose to everyone that love you, there would not be enough. Love you always ... Never forgotten...
Happy valentines day. I miss you. Can't stop thinking about you. Love you.
i have nothing new to say that i havent said a million times since you died. I will love you always and miss you as long as i live. The day is getting so close and we are all struggling to understand why you are goneand why you couldnt ask for help> it has been such a hard year and i cant see it getting any easier as time goes on. You will be forver loved and cherised i wish you had eremembered that love grandma
326 days since you have been gone missed you everyday for the rest of my life love grandma
Praying for the family.
i wonder how you are and what you do all day. i miss you so especially on these cold days. i found a glove in your driveway and wondered if it was yours. maybe its nicks love grandma
We are in the last month of you life. I cant believe that in just a few days it will be a year since you died. The time has gone by so fast ant yet it seems like just yesterday you were bouncing up the basement steps to play with mike and molly. I can see you sitting on the couch the last time you were here just days before you went to heaven. you had on your white zip up hoodie jeans and socks with your nike shoes. you were texting away on your phone while we were talking. i remember it like it was just yesterday, Lord i miss that you just popping in looking for junk to eat. I dont know hoe we are going to get through this next 21st.love grandma
I hate when this day rolls around. I know it is just another day but it is a reminder of the day that changed my life and yours forever. I am still trying to figure out how to be without you. I love and miss you more than words can say.
missing you another young man went to haven this weekend course you already know that hope you and the other yiung men meet him and you have more to play ball with love grandma did you like the valentines heart?
looking at all these pictures i can not believe you are n ot here just a little bit longer and there will not be anymore this time last year you did this or that and you were still here love and miss you always
miss you hope people put cards and stuff in your mailbox. isnt it beautiful rose had mark make it for me for christmas. i will get you a name plate. so everyone knows what it is . love grandma ps almost a year so hard to believe love you to infinity and beyond
morning my sweet baby i miss you so much i just wanteds to say hi and i love you i have some new stuff for you i wish you were her to give it to i hate you are not. give our daddy a big hug from me and aunt judy he has been in heaven for so long i miss him too i know youi have fun fishing with him you must be great fishing buddies grandma
What was Christmas like, did you celebrate Jesus birth? Did you see the snowman, I wish I had gotten new candles in it before the snow. I have so much to ask you about, please give your Great-Grandfather Garrison a hug for me I have missed him for so long. Love you always, never forgotten.
missing you today it is so cold and school has been canceled for 2 days i know your little brother misses you it is so quiet in your house when he is by himself.Wish you were here love grandma
POSTING CLARIFICSATION - - from my last post I have found that drawings cannot be added. the drawing I had added turned into ?? when posted on this beautiful Journal. Which look like I questioned my statement.
There is No Question.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS, NEVER FORGOTTEN!
evertme i try to close this page it keeps popping back up! are you trying to answer my questions? love grandma
snowing again! miss you can you ski in heaven? Are there seasons? What do you do? Can you sleep nowdo you get hot tea and is it as good as mine so many questions you know i always asked questions about everthing sure wished i had gone to a nd game with you all i would be quiet and not make a sound if you would come back right now i promise so much missing without you and you are missing so much by not being here. im sorry i dont care how wonderful heaven is it is not as wonderful as having you here with us. tell God im sorry but i mean it love grandma
A new year has come. Not sure how this will go. Still trying to learn how to live life without you here. I still think sometimes when the door opens you will come in it. Or when my text goes off it will be you asking whats for dinner. I know that I will always have a gaint hole in my heart and life forever. I love and miss you boo.
Thank you to whoever kept this open, we will be able to talk to Tyler forever now. Love from his grandmother
how do you wish a grandchild happy new year when you are not here. nine of us will be ever truely happy again.All the new years to come we will be as happy as we can be without you.I would give anything just to have you here alive with us again.love grandma
wish you could walk in the door and tell me what you have been up to these many months, what is it like to be really happy again, who you have seen and who has given you hugs. Love you always, you are never forgotten.
morning my sweet angel miss you love grandma
getting close to the end of your last year. so much to say to you wish you were here to hear how much i love you and miss you with all my heart till my last breathi will wish i could love grandma.watch over all of us who loved you so as we a gone opn
made it through most of this day without a lot of tears. We miss you so much me and grandpa decorated you tree,aunt judy and family visited you today too. Your mama and dad brought you flowers early in the morning and someone came up and had a beer with you course you know all that i found you a baby Jesus just like you aked for when you were not much more than a baby yourself did you already know you would be in heaven at such an early age? God let you have such a full life with so many friends and loved onesyou saw and did so many more things in your nearly 20yrs than some do in their whole life. you still had so much more to do and many more to years to live i wish with all my heart that you had remembered that the day you went to heaven love you grandma
Merry Christmas Ty ! I hope you're getting presents in heaven. Miss you. Watch over your family on this hard day.
It is Christmas day and you are not here. Missing you so much everyday. Don't know how to get though the day. I love you with all my heart.
merry christmas eve another first and now last this time last year you were here you are missed so very much by so many i think of you every day love always grandma
we have put a christmas tree on your grave anyone can come a put ornaments on it.trevor,kayla,aunt shelly and your mama visited you today the children wanted to take you something so you now have a reindeer there also so sweet of them it made this day a little bit brighter it was 10 months ago you went to heaven even if it isnt a thurs it was still raining. we love you and miss you grandma
i love you and miss you always everyday you would think it would be alittle bit easier by now but it isnt it is just different these are the saddest times i want to get your christmas presents for the first time since you were a baby there are not lists or wants or needs or special requests miss you so grandma
It's so hard to be with someone else. Especially someone who's so different from you. I look for you in him sometimes.. It breaks my heart. I may realize one day that I can't have you back.. But that days not right now. I'll keep hoping and wishing you're still here. Were getting closer and closer to the one year that me and you broke up... I'm dreading that day.
He's keeping me sane tho Ty.. So you don't have to protect me. I'll be okay. Just take good care of your mom. I can't watch her hurt anymore Ty
I love you and I miss you.
how are we going to do christmas this year?missing you so dreading the new year because its the beginning of the end of this time last years i will be able to say love you and miss you everyday grandma
missed you last night at our dinner with lsr then frischs. what a difference a year has made it will soon be 10mos since you died and it doesnt get easier just different some days are almost bearable. wish you were here to throw snowballs i would never tell you to watch the windows i would just replace them if they broke. i would give anything just to hear you laugh as you pelted us then took off running knowing we could not catch you. lord we miss you so xoxo grandma
Today would be our two years... I'm so sorry Tyler. I miss you. And I love you so much :(
its snowing you are not here to tell me to put out the bowl for snowcream i miss you so. i cant stand to think of you in the cold i know you are not really but to me you are. love you grandma
thursday its still warm but turning colder and of course it is raining. would you have been one of the lucky winners of the lottery at ups. miss you love grandma
wish you were here holidays are just not the same without your laughter. who will want the new madden game, what would you have wanted for the mustang this year, would you have gone skiing like you wanted if just one thing had been different that day would you still be here? so many questions with out any answers for a wonderful young man whos life was just starting and ended way to soon xoxo grandma
happy 1st thanksgiving in heaven took stuff to you but we would give the world and more to just have you here, love from all of us we miss you so.
thanksgiving day our 1st without you! still have so much to be thankful for and so much not to. We will be missing you tomorrow and everyday thereafter. Always in our thoughts and hearts love you so much so many tears and smuch sorrow that you are not here love grandma
Miss and love you. Always on my mind and in my heart.
tomorrow will be 9mo since you left us it has been forever since i hugged you and you hugged me back. yet it seems like just yesterday you were here these have been the saddest times of my life with so many more to come. I know there will be many days of joy with all thoses you left behind it will always be a hole in our hearts without you love grandma
I would give anything to just look into your eyes one more time and tell you that you're the love of my life. Tyler i miss you :(
our group TAG_IT raised an amazing amount of money thanks to your manyu many friends and loved ones. But o would give it all and more just to have you here and well with us and I know so many others would too
miss you today as always
miss you i hope it is warm and sunny in heaven because you did not like to be cold and its cold here this morning
we walked for you and the others yesterday it was a beautiful day only you were not here with us. if you were we would never know about these things. i wish we did not i just wish you were here miss you so much love grandma
my sweet baby,you have a brick,dogtags,braclets and now shirts all with you name on them. There are also necklaces with your thumbprint & a memorial page with pictures &a guest book to write to you. Soon your picture will be on a quilt with other suicide victims, most of them young like you. You have a page to raise money for prevention of suicide, which has done very well. Many of your friends and family will join together on sat to walk in your memory and honor you. I would give all this and infinity 7 beyond if you only had life. Asyou look down from heaven and see all this you know how much we all love and miss you , grandma
we are beginning our 8th month without you wish you were here! love grandma
oh my Ty we are missimg you so much these days. Its Tyler Thursday the sun is shining and i just for the life of me can not understand how you can not be with us. We are planning the walk with buttons,shirts,pictures, and rose made 2 beautiful afgans to auction for proceeds for sucide prevention. We all wish we were planning anything else but this for you.The leaves are piling up in front of your side of the garage cause your door doesnt come open and you dont drive out. What ever will we do these coming months.love you so much and miss you more than ever everyday grandma
just hearing you laugh will be the best part of this day i really miss you so much today i dont know why this day is any different but it is oh my ty love grandma
today is really showing signs of Fall, cool air, the trees have a little color on the tops and needles to say a very light shower. I wish you were here to see it all. But you see Gods plan. Love and miss you always.
i would do anything and everything if only you could come back
have a good day i sure do miss you today but this day is not any different i went to get your stuff from your grave(i hate to call it that) the nice people at restheaven told me you have many visitors iom so glad you are loved and missed everyday if you had only remembered that you would still be with us. i will be bringing the stuff back soon grandma
another thursday but so far the sun is shining this wekend is grandpas car clubs rod run at iroquis park how all you all loved to eat at frischs. You kids were always selling candybars for school my how the time has flown. The last year you drove your self and courtney to the eat at frischs we will miss you both this year. our group is getting smaller some time adam and kyle will be bringing friends with them> you would have like teasing them with girls.love you always grandma
Tyler, 7 months ago today we woke up to the 1st day without you,it has been anightmare that has not gone away. The light that has gone out of our lives now shines from heaven for all of us. when i think of you it is with such love for a beautiful baby that had grown into such a beautiful young man with so much left to discover in his life. We are moving towards the 1st anniversary of your death soon there will be no more"this time last years" and many of our 1st times without you will past but the sorrow and grief of your death will never leave us it will just shift and change. You will be forever in all our hearts where we can still touch you. I would give anything to have you back here with all of us and to let you know you r life was so precious to each and everyone love you and miss you always grandma
i wish you could send aunt tonie a birthday wish will you try please? we all miss you so much take care of court grandpa tommy love grandma
Hey babe. I miss you so much. Please take my grandpa fishing and golfing in heaven. Keep him company ! I told him something to tell you. I hope you got it. Rest easy. I love you forever and always
i hate that it is turning cold you liked warm weather so much more. Will you go sking in heaven? I hope so love grandma
dear tyler how are you? does any one ask you that any more? what can we do for you now except love you and go on without you. Please be ok in heaven i wish you were here with us today to go to saki blue for adams birthday you will be there i know love you grandma take care of court grandpa we all miss you so our lives will never be the same
My grandpa will be up there with you soon. Please take care of him for me. I'm gonna tell him something for you. I hope you get it.
hot today same as the last time you went to lake to hot for swimming or jet ski sorry you didnt get to do those things. you had plans to go ago in spring wish they had happened one more time for you. love grandma
You will always live in our hearts and prayers.
another thurs but no rain this time. i got all your u/l stuff in my car will be putting it back up soon love you ty grandma
beautiful, fantastic, just plain wonderful sunny morning but it is missing is the most beautiful,fantastic,wonderful you!
missed you today as always holidays will never be the same without you here with us love always grandma
Life just isn't the same without you :(
20yrs&6m ago you came into our lives, just 6mos ago you left it forever missed and loved especially today watching the u/l gave wish you were here too you have a better view than me but mine is lonely. You were missed at the notre dame game to and at the lake today playing golf with nick all the things you loved in one fantastic weekend! sure do miss you my sweety baby. Special decorations for u/l from your dad, put his spinner back with some new ones will keep them up for a few days and take them and keep for later see ya sure wish i could hear you say wassup watch over us all. grandma
It breaks my heart more and more every day knowing you thought I didn't love you.... I do love you. Forever and always
Right before we went through our hard times we talked about getting married. You were the love of my life. I wanted to be with you forever. I hate how it ended and then you had to leave me forever :( just know.. I did want to be your wife. I will always remember you as my first love. And I will love you forever. It breaks my heart knowing how this all ended up.. I will be broken forever.. Or until we meet again. Please don't forget about me Ty. I will see you again one day. I love you. I didn't want you to think I forgot. I didn't. Sweet dreams my angel.
night sleep tight till mornings light
it has been six months since we kissed you goodbye. The longest and shortest time i still expect to see you any minute. It feels like a giant piece of me has just been ripped off i dont think that would hurt as bad as you dying, i see you in your little brother more everyday kyle and adam are such wonderful boys i am so pround to have 3 wonderful grandsons wish you were here to grow old with them love always grandma how many more months/years will pass till we are together again? see you in my dreams xoxo
feeling the warm sun on my face and the breeze blowing i can not believe that you are not here. I can see you laying on the trampoline in the with your head phones just resting. Do you still feel the things you so loved in heaven i hope so. some days the everyday things are just too hard to do. Please be with all of us who love you and miss you i love the little things you send a penny from 1993 at the frog follies this year and the giant feather at your grave soar high my sweet baby i miss you more than ever,grandma summer is nearly over then fall i always hated fall ever thing begins to fade away it will be really hard to do it this year knowing that when spring comes it will be a year of not having you here no beautiful renewal, no beautiful beginings.
I got accepted into the sorority that I wanted. With everything that happened I know you were with me every step of the way. I love you and thank you. Rest easy. I will never forget you. You're always on my mind.
Ty i don't even know what to say.. But I know you see me. I still think about you every day. And there isn't a second that I don't miss you. I just hope you're happy. I try to believe it because I want it to be true. I wish you were here... To help me through this. I still hurt. It won't go away.... I miss you so much.. I love you. Please don't leave me
Not a day goes bye that I don't think about you, gone but never forgotten! Xoxo Nikki
love you and miss you for all eternity
im sitting here looking at pictures, 18th birthday at joes crab shack,your 19th birthday in california, and your 20th birthday in heaven,what a difference a few years makes! so much happiness and so much saddness. I miss you so much so many others do too such beautiful smiles on you face on so many occasions sleep peacefully by sweet angel love you always grandma
6mos since you died. I cant beleive it has passed so quickly and so slowly at the same time. Your mama and I placed flowers on your grave so not where we wanted to be! you made it rain but only here at home are those your tears of sorrow too? we all miss you and yes you are miised every single day and will be for as long as we live love you my sweety pie
another year of school, new beginnings for some,new chapters in many lives life has to go on. wish yours was too.i miss you more than i can say, grandma
see you later, Love you .
where has everyone gone we miss you and always will you will never be forgotten love grandma
love you grandma and grandpa
me and grandpaw stopped to see you after the street rod nats and left you a few things miss you and love you always
another 1st the 1st time in 19yrs you have not gone to nats with us. your grandpaw would wait for you on thur and fri to be his date and you never got to big for it we have missed you so .its the last day of this fist so many more to come.love you grandma
tyler sure missed you going to nationals whith me today love grandpaw
oh tyler all the things you have missed and you are so missed
hi love you mind is flooded with memories of you that will never be passed on to your children so many things that will never be able to be shared miss you grandma
miss you tooday and always me and grandpa went to see you today it breaks our hearts that you are nor here love grandma
my sweety,for some reason i keep seeing you standing on the steps holdig your lunch box for your first day of kindergarten. Your smile was huge and you were so happy that day with your hair cut short. youi couldnt wait to get to school. thats the way i remember you always in a hurry to dosomething or go somewhere so excited i miss you so i see all these youngmen and little boys and i want just 1 of them to be you rest easy love you grandma
well it has been another month 5 now miss you and love you each and every day. As you know it was raining on the 21st your mother and i were putting flowers for you with the thunder and lightening so we couldnt sit but we will be back keep us safe as you watch us from heaven grandma
I still struggle every day but I am becoming stronger. I miss you like crazy. I'm trying to be happy again. I know I am with someone else now but you have this place in my heart no one can touch. He really is a great guy Ty. He makes me happy. Even tho it's hard for him to understand what I'm going through he still tries and I'm thankful to have him.. I hope I'm not hurting you up there in heaven... i know you want me happy so that's what I'm doing. Please continue to look down on me and Help me
With my struggles. Love you Ty. Forever and always.
good morning my angel, court brought beautiful braclets in honor of you i will wear mine always such a sweet girl love you and miss you always grandma have to go to work now see ya
miss you you should be here with us. So many things to do,see, experience when i see your smile in these pictures i miss you more than ever and so does every one love grandma
we had a nice visit today, beautiful day nice breeze thank you love grandma
good morning my sweet angel, miss you on this sunny beautiful day. We should be seeing you outside bouncing basketball, washing that mustang you were so proud of you should be meeting friends, heading to lake and maybe a round of golf before getting settled there, All thses things you should be doing and millions more i will miss that for always, i wonder what you do in heaven all day love grandma
Memories of you flood my mind every day. I think it's impossible for me to forget any second I spent with you. I love you Tyler Allen. Forever and ever.
love and miss you always grandma
sleep well rest easy love you grandma
another day all of your 4th decorations were gone you did not get to enjoy them very long, iwill bring more back always i have those too looks vey forlorn without anything there it is so hard to tell servers how many people we have when we are going to eat mom says 6 no 5 it was 6 or 7 if we had you and court god i wish it was the same love always miss you forever grandma
another first kyle turned 15 today right about now we were all waiting at hospital.I have the oicture of you sitting int the room at a table coloring and just waiting to be the big brother completee with shirt. It is so hard to believe you, grandma and grandpa greene are not here with us, I wish there had been many more years for you all to celebrate birthdays we will be missing you all tonight as we celebrate Kyles' birthday. love & miss you always, grandma
Miss u bunches boo. Love you Mom
love you my sweet baby grandma
guess what its thurs 4th of july,you know where we all should be today,instead it is raining as usuall on thurs. what do angels do in heaven all day i want to sit on the deck in the rain and just talk and laugh like we have since you were 4 months old. i miss you so much today love forever and always my sweet baby lord i wish i could say whats ya doin my sweety pie i would give anything and everything to have that back grandma happy 4th another 1st how i hate them.the only 1st i want are the happy ones we will never have again with you
You aren't just a phone call away like you said you would be.. I need you Ty
im sorry i will eat lunch with you put flowers on your grave and decorate it till my dying day i just wanted you here as i am getting things ready for holiday i know you love us all and miss it here too celebrate in heaven ok grandma
i dont want to eat lunch by myself, i dont want to put flowersd in vase,i dont want to decorate a grave for the 4th of july, i want you here t do those things so the other is not necessary i love you and miss you so i want to change that day so badly grandma
so many loved you and you loved so many i wish you how muc and how many i miss you every day of my life. xoxo grandma
Think of you everyday. Cant wait to get my next tat in dedication to you and the influence you gave my life. Ill carry your wisdom everywhere I go and pass it down to those I meet in life.
"You were given no wings but you chose to fly"
Rest easy up there T Gow -Nicky
miss you my sweet angel waiting for kyle to get home to go eat wish you were here to go to what do you eat in heaven, steak, sushi, ice cream , browniesall youe favorites love you today and always grandma
another 1st: today is your dad nicks birthday i am glad he is at the racetrack with grandpa, today we miss you so, weather cant make up its mind rain or sun. i wish you were here with us so much has changed and remained the same so hard to go on doing the things we have always done with you. no one is looking forward to 4th of july. who will lite the fireworks like you and court did last year and entertain us all with you antics. xoxo grandma
You were it for me. I hope you know that... I just wanna marry you and be happy forever like we planned.. God I miss you too much
Thinking about you today and wishing there was a real "Back to the Future Car". Keep your hands touching your family and friends. They are all in out thoughts and prayers.
It's storming and I just want you to cuddle up next to me and tell me you love me. I just wanna squeeze you so tight and not let go.. I miss you. I love you so much it hurts. Forever and always
thank you court for the new picture please send more if you have them, love you pat
i second that request every single day xoxo grandma,ps give your grandpa extra hugs in his sleep he really needs them.
i miss you and love you so sleep wasy and smile that big beautiful smile amd make eveyone happy withyou in heaven love grandma
Dude! I miss you! It sucks knowing one of my great friends is no longer here. I know you watching over everyone down here especially your mom and the rest of your family. When it's my time, I hope you are there to greet me into the gates. You may have graduated from eastern, but you will always be a Trinity Brother. Much love man! Rest In Peace Gowers!
You should be here with me Ty :( I miss you
i know how court feels, i keep asking you to get up and come back to us but you dont i just want to go back to 2-20-2013 and keep you safe with me i would give everything to wake up to that day all over again i would change what happened yes i would and you would still be herei dont care what anyone says i know you would be here still xoxo grandma
here it is the 21st of june you have been in heaven 4 months thats 1\4 of the year,i cant believe it did not rain on thursday beautiful day the kind you loved so today is the 1st day of summer all the things you loved to do we will be doing without you saw 12 tylers and had a car with a texas longhorns license plate holder in front of me it had a cross etched on the back window i was on my way to see you on wednesday before work did you send it remember when you were little and we laid on lawn chairs and looked for shapes in clouds i do that now incase i can see you in heaven someday i will love you grandma and i hate this anniversary date but i love you
I went to Logan's tonight and I got one of those little buckets of brownies. It made me think of you because you laughed because I kept mine. It was so little and I love little things :) But what I loved more was making you smile. I miss your smile. It gave me goosebumps and made me fall in love with you even more every time I saw it. I love you Ty. Forever and always. I promised I would remember. Sweet dreams my angel
morning my angel, i want to tell you that to your faceand see you smile and say morning grandma, miss you when the sun shines,miss you when it doesnt,miss you when it rains, just plain miss you my little boy oxoxo grandma
We survived another first, fathers day! you were really missed by us all how do you have a wonderful day when one of your children are not there? i know you were therewith us just not physically i hate 1st like these i want your 1st collage graduation, wedding,your children with your smile and eyes your life to have gone on for many years these are the firsts i wanted to celebrate with you. love grandma
we had a beautiful day to walk in yours and many other childern who died way to soon, so many stories of unfinised lives, hopes, dreams. So many other families smiling thru their tears the first of many more walks i would give any thing to have been somewhere else with you really here too love always grandma
Remember when you promised to get me out of this house, that you'd do anything to make me happy again.. Please help me
I keep trying to beg for you to come back but its not working :( I wish it would because I need you. You were my soul mate remember ? We were supposed to have a happy ending. We were the ones who never fought and we were always happy... How'd we end up like this ??? This wasn't supposed to happen..
I miss you. You're always on my mind. Smile tonight babe. Get some rest. I love you forever and always.
love always it rained this morning its thurs so i dont expect anything different . i still dont believe it love grandma
Hey babe :) you were in my dream lastnight. I got to kiss you again. You were so big and muscular and healthy and happy. I think I saw you in heaven. I'd never seen you so happy. I love you so much and I miss you. It was good seeing you again. I'm smiling today knowing you're happy. I love you.
I just saw some kid get off a louisville flight in Chicago. He was wearing a baseball hat and his dad picked him up at the gate. It made me think of you Ty. It broke my heart but made me smile. I love you forever and always
Hey baby ! I went to New York this weekend. I can feel you with me every adventure I take and I love it. You're an amazing angel. I just wanted to say I love you and I can't stop thinking about you. Smile. Today's been a beautiful day and you're loved by so many. Forever and always
i my angel love and miss you today and always oxoxgrandma
my sweet baby i miss you so i cant believe i will never see your face or feel you hugs and laugh ever again till i get to heaven.im trying so hard to think of the happy times and not dwell on what i cant have or dont have but it is hard this is your favorite time everything you loved so happens this time of year it is so hard without you but we all try see you when its time love always grandma
Today would be our year and a half of us dating. It's so crazy to think about. In gonna miss you so much today. I can't stop thinking about you. Tyler my birthdays just not the same :( I love you Tyler Allen gowers !
its thur morning and its raining as usuall i miss you so much so much to share with you always in my heart and in my thoughts i am reminded of you daily. there was so much left for you to do and you are so missed by everyone how could you think otherwise be at peace my sweet baby love grandma
One more day would be our year and a half... Please be with me on this day Ty. I'll be thinking about you the entire time. I love you babe. Forever and always
my sweet baby i miss you so much i dreamed of you and you were talking to me and driving me somwhere oh how i wish it were true life then you were carring a little dark haired girl about 3 or 4 years old and she and her hair like your mama and aunt tonya did when they were little i tried to take your picture because i knew you were not staying and my camera wont do it and i cried because i couldnt get it i wanted you to stay here i miss you every day and you are loved more than you ever knew, grandma
Hey babe. I haven't written to you in a while and I'm sorry. You don't ever come off my mind. I literally don't stop thinking about you. Every day my decisions are based off what you would want for me. Everything I do I find some memory that relates. My heart is still so broken. Sometimes I feel like I won't love anyone like I loved you. I can't explain to anyone the way I felt about you. There aren't words that could describe us.. Okay just one and that's.. Love. We were so in love, as young and naive as we were. There was something between us that was rare and you could literally feel it. I try to get that feeling but I only do when I think about you. Just a thought gives me thAt feeling. It's crazy. I still can't believe you're gone. And I can't wait to see you again. You're missed every millisecond of every day Ty. By everyone. You have so many people that love you, way more than anyone I know. I miss you babe. My heart will always miss you. I love seeing you in my dreams. It warms my heart just to see your smile and hear your laugh. You're are one amazing person Ty. I love you. Forever and always
so many emotions tonight you should have been part of this celebration with all yuour friends everyone misses you and loves you what a t fantastic time you would have had with them love grandma
Ty there are so many milestones happening right now and I wonder what you are doing at those times. You are so missed and loved. I pray that with Gods help you keep guiding your friends and family.
love you and miss you always i wonderwhat you do all day in heaven.love always please watch over everyone you love keep us close to you grandma
love you my sweetypie you are heavy on my heart yesterday and today sun shining birds are singing why arent you i should be able to look outside and see you in the sunshine that you loved so much. you are so valuable, loved, missed cherished and greatly needed there is such a big whole in all our lives without you. we are so blessed to have had you as long as we did and thankful for the wondeful memories we have there should have been many more love grandma
i love you too my sweet angel you are so missed today and always love grandma
I love u boo and miss so much. You are always in my heart.
Love forever & always
will you know my name if i saw you in heaven xoxo grandma
well we will celebrate memorial day without you i saw a red cardinal fly across the yard while your family was poacking the car for lake i know you are with us always its just not he same nor is it enough holidays will never be the same you could not wait to get to the lake and get started on fun stuff miss you and love you always grandma
your parents and brother and your dog have left for lake what a sad day this is for all! kyle was singing, dont worry everythings gonna be alright, how can it be without you our lives will go on with much difficulty and saddness. I wish things were different i dont know how we will go on but we must for each of us you left behind all my love always grandma this was the saddest thin to see them drive off without you with them you would think we would be out of tears by now there have been so many xoxo
Early bird gets the worm I'm up way before ya .. Memories :))
we really will have a hard time this weekend another 1st holiday at the lake without im tired of 1st i want you to come back how about that for a 1st
thank you love always grandma
i am not afraid you are with me always my angel fly high & sleep easy may we find some peace in all this for i cant love you always more and more grandma
Baby my tummy started growling and I started crying. It made so many memories come back or you laughing at me because I laugh when my stomach growls. I miss you.. Everything about you. I love you. Forever and always.
well it rained yesterday and it was thurs nothing new,went to mike linnings another of your favorite places and you were not with us.miss you always. this is our first memorial day without you.your parents and brother are going to lake iam glad i have to work i am not looking forward to that 1st without you. Let them have that by themselves it might be easier on them if im not there yet. you could not wait to start the season at the lake i saw your items listed to take the last time you went, so through so you had everything you needed. you will be there everywhere i look i will know you are with us but i want you to be there really and truely xoxo grandma
Light our way each day ! Miss you always.
here we go again beginning another month without you everyday is one day closer to being with you again but this is just not how it is supposed to be you should be here its time to start planning to go to the lake how are we going to do that without you you are such a large wonderful part of all we do its just too hard to do it without you i know im supposed to ask why until why doesnt matter anymore but i think it will always matter and i will always ask why because i will always wonder i wish i could go back in time and stop that day from happening for all of us ilove you and miss you every day for the rest of my life grandma
oh my beautiful sweet baby where did you go xoxo grandma
3 months it feels like a lifetime since i was able to hug,touch,see, kiss your cheek, see your great big beautiful smile, hear your laugh, hear you bounce a ball in drivway,see you come in the drive in that mustang you were so proud of,and all the millions of other things you did that i so took for granted thinking there were many many years left to share i miss you and love you so very much my shining light. i am looking at your pictures here on the desk of you playing baseball and a school picture of you as a little boy you were just growing up and becoming the man you so wanted to be i am so proud to be your grandmother and i always will be.i will see you today. xoxo grandma
Three months.... I'm speechless. The only thing I can think to say is I love you forever and always
i dreamed of you today ! you came over and got a two liter to take to your house and you knowhow you always tried to hide it at your side like you didnt have anything and grinned and danced around the kitchen you looked so good and smiled that great big smile and laughed oh god how i miss all that love you so much and miss you even more grandma
Every day I feel the emptiness of not having you. Tyler I've never felt anything like the love you gave to me. Every day I just felt so amazing.. I wish I wasn't so stupid :(
we are missing you today as always, 2 more days untill you have been in heaven 3 months each day is 1 day closer to being with you again till then love grandma
saw you again last night fog, coming in across your spot. oh how i wish you had been on the porch with your mama last night like you were so many times and we could just sit and talk and make plans love you miss you always grandma
please hug my daddy and tell him happy birthday for me and i miss all of you go fishing and eat lots of watermelon love grandma
what a difference a year makes,jh cutting the grass, special days,you should be here,you just just be alive sharing these things and making plans and living, we miss you and all the things we hoped and dreamed for you and us. xoxo grandma
sleep tight xoxox grandma
you are on my mind so today.whats wrong,i cant get you out of my mind im am thinking of you all day is it beacuse it is trying to rain and sun shine cant decide. or because the man we meet thur that got out of his car and didnt complete his death was he to so us the pain he was feeling at that moment i hope we showed him the pain he would cause if he did that maybe we all helped each other. i miss you so it is a special day today help us all to get thru it. you will be so missed today just as you are everyday smile for me today ok xoxoxo grandma
good morning Tyler, its gloomy today, beginning another week without you miss you and love you just as much as always love grandma
Goodnight my angle. I'm going to have dreams about you tonight. I've had them every night for a week now. In every one you tell me you love me and it's the reason I get up every morning... I used to tell you that you were the man of my dreams.. Well you truly are Ty. Now and forever. Until we meet again in front if the gates of heaven. Wait for me. Because wherever this life takes me nothing will compare to the love that we shared. I can not wait for that moment I get to see you. I'm expecting a big smile and a big hug with you saying "oh man, I love Chou courtney" just like we always talked. Sleep well tonight Ty. I can't wait to close my eyes and see you :)) I love you.. Forever and Always.
its thurs day again 12 thurs since you left us and its raining again just like that day. The only difference is its not cold im going to check i think its rained almost every one are you crying to and wishing you were here too? I know I am we went to your little brothers spring concerts it was good to celebrate but sad without you on my way to therepy xoxo grandma
the candle and message on 5-9-2013 is from me ty I thought omg would just sum up my feeling for the day & not mean anything else Im sorry if it did. i only meant oh my God! why are you not here with us. I took your mama ballons 1 plays happy birthday with you touch it you would be pleased nugget barks just like at the vacuam its so funny omg i miss you many tears shed today on this our 1st mothers day without you. There were so many cars today at the resting places of so many loved ones heaven must be crowdedi dont understand why God needed 1 more angel i know you needed him that day i wish he could have helped you to stay here on earth with us. please hug all our family with you your dad lost 2 loved ones this year today was twice as hard on him, his mama and you both not here. I remember at her funeral him hugging you and kyle and asking you to be good to your mama and love her always do you remember ?oxox grandma
it breaks my heart to talk to you here and at your resting place why cant you just be here i cant understand or accept it never
i want you back too, it was a fine day.me and grandpa went to see you today you should be here too it is not the same with out you i cant hardly stand it oxox grandma
Babe I want you back !! Nothing's the same. I'm not happy. I just want you. You're the only person who can make me happy. Come back...... Please..
Today is mothers day and you are not here with me. I miss you more then words can say. My heart breaks when I think of you and wish you could be here with me. I will go to your resting place today to put flowers on your grave to have a little one on one time. Give me some strength today to make it though the day that is meant for us to share. I will try to think happy thoughts today. I know u would only be upset if I was not happy today.
got to go to work how many mustangs will i see today and young kids at work to remind me of you and nate playing basketball next door is so like you oxox
oh ty my heart aches and i feel so old today ireally miss you so, mothers day omg,another 1st we got thru wed and thurs but how will we do tomorrow i dont have any idea you will have to help us somehow love today anf always grandma i m looking at your picture and see you smiling why did you stop
Last night wasn't the same without you. I felt really along so I cried. I just wish you understood how hard this is on all of us. I hope you aren't in pain anymore tho Ty. I love you forever and always.
oh Ty, its pouring down rain are you crying to because you are not here? I know heaven must be a beautiful place but why wasnt it enough to have heaven on earth with all of us? We have had another 1st your moms birthday how will we do mothers day without you! love today and always grandma
My tummy hurts.. Normally you'd be saying a prayer for it to make it feel better.. God I miss you. It's so hard living without you. I love you forever and always Ty
cutting grass again why is that not you in my yard on a lawn mower? oxox grandma
I've been sleeping with your pillow every night since I got it. I should've got it sooner ! It takes away my bad dreams. I know it's you doing it. I miss everything about you. I wish you were here. I listen to your laugh every day, it's the only thing that gets me up when I'm down. You were such an incredible person. Babe you changed my life forever. Even before all this. You made me realize what true love was. I hope I can find that again some day. No one will ever mean as much to me as you. I couldn't stand being away from you. It was the worst two months of my life.... I miss you so much :(
mustangs everywhere sun stopped shining life is a mess really miss you today bless you keep us all close to you dont fprget youir mama today xoxo grandma
dear tyler today is you mama's birthday, please wish her the happiest day she can possibly have withoutyou here.this is a very sad day we will try to make it the best day we can for her.another 1st without you thank you for the sunshine we are all hurting so much love you today and always grandma
You're the only person I want to talk to. You're the only person who understands. I know you can hear me but you're arent here. Please just kiss my nose and tell me everything's going to be okay. I'm hurting Ty :(
morning my shing angel oh what i would give to hear you come stomping up the basements steps todayand stop at the top and say hi really loud to scare me and then just grin at me with your beautiful smile grandmaYOU GOT ANY SNACKS! I NEED BROWNIES and go to pantry and get whatever you wanted. i miss you so much everryday just the little things you always do. today and always love grandma
love to you today and always grandma you are such an amazing young man i know you know it too
I took our love for granted... I'm so sorry :(
i had to go to store for bread and milk last night, how long will it be before i can a simple thing like that i cant go pass the icecream without my heart pounding and tears start kyles light was on at 2pm he is not sleeping e all are so devasted by your death i just want to stay with my face pressed to your grandpa tatoo that is as close as i can get to you unless i visit your resting place.i saw robins in the yard today playing in the rain its not the same as seeing you in the yard oh my ty i miss you so today and always love grandma
me too, court me too love grandma
I find my self piecing together every second I spent with you because that's all I have left of you. Every little memory is my world.. Even though you're just a memory now.. You made my life time. I'm still in love with you and I wish I could've told you that. My heart hurts still :(
I can't stop missing you :(
I wish I could've told you I loved you one more time... I'm waiting for that moment.. I love you forever and always ty
happy derby day!will be missing you no party for us this year at the lake I will be working. Its raining and then sun comes out are you crying cause you arent here and then send the sun for us to smile? i wish it was that easy you should be having a party here with your friends!xoxo grandma
So still cannot believe you are not here. Looking at pictures over the years, you had an angel smile then and now just smiling down on everyone. Love you
morning, the begining of another month without you, we should be getting ready to go to the lake for derby tomorrow. Your mama placed a bet for me for petinos horse he is on a winning streak! please send her a good day for her birthday and how in the world will we be able to get through mothers day. You are the reason she is a mother for the 1st time 20years ago, and my 1st grandchild. i will be holding kyle and adam so close that day and you equally close to my heart love today and always grandma
I thank God every day that I have you in my life and for letting you do all the amazing things you did, the places you went, the things you saw and experienced, the people you love.Iam blessed to be your grandmother you make me be a better person I wish I had so many more years with you here your life was just really begining so much more to do!@ xoxox grandma
morning my sweet angel love to today and always, its almost derby wonder who you would bet on this year i hope yo have money on rps horse just got to find someone to take bet to track like you did before xoxo grandma
Hey babe !! I found our matching bracelets :))) I'm gonna wash yours to make it shrink so I can wear it. I know you loved it so much but I never gave it back after you asked me to wash it :( also i found the golf glove you bought me lol i was so bad but i will mever forget all the memories of all the times we went golfing. They were some of the best. anyways, I miss you !!!!!!!! More and more every second. Life is so hard but I'm trying to love my life and be happy just because I know you hate seeing me sad. Your family is doing so much better. We all have these giant holes in our hearts from when you left and went to heaven. The pain of not having you will never go away. But it can be easier as we all learn the purpose of life and live our lives for you because I know how much you want that right now. I hope your tummy isn't hurting up there, you better not forget how to make your grandmas warm tea to make it better !! it helps me all the time :) oh and i bet you're eating buckets of ice cream with extra milk in it ! I miss you so much it hurts. And I love you forever and always. Rest easy babe. You will never be forgotten.
my mind my be really confused I told you it has been 3months since you went to heaven it has just been 2months and 4days since we last saw you and 68 days since you went to heaven. It feels like forever how long untill we see you again. xoxo
good morning my sweet angel, you and God keep your arms around john and his family as he was in a serious motercycle accident yesterday. sun is shining today love you today and always xoxo you have some beautiful pink roses.I saw them sunday and they were still beautiful yesterday when your grandpa and I were there. We miss you so much our hearts and arms ache to hold you. love you dude grandma and grandpaw
ps. goodnight my sweet sweet angel oxoxoox grandma
well here we are again, the 1st day of the next month with out you here.icant beleive it has been so long since you were here it feels like a million years, I would give anything to have you here to talk too(or to text silly things) i wish I had saved some texts or voice mail so I could hear you I thought I had all the time in the world.I did not know your world and mine would end so soon.We were not finished there is so much left for us to share. love today and always grandma
I'd deal with every little pestering moment from you if I could just have you back.. I'd let you take 45 minute showers, sing in the shower, make nugget go crazy, scream and run around the house, get nugget to jump on Kyle while he's sleeping, fight with me, annoy me... I'd give anything just to hear that laugh one more time.
I really want some chunky monkey ice cream right now... But I can't eat it without you
You would be so mad at me, I stole your pillow !!!! Usually you would've been fighting me because I would try to take it every time I left. Well your mom said I could have it. I'm gonna sleep with it every night.. You know it's my favorite ! I just wish you here :( my heart still hurts and I need you to fix it...
3mo ago today we laid you to rest but God had already taken you in in arms.It has been so long since I kissed you touched your check,held your hand, rubbed your soft hair. I ache to do those things.Tyler you are my sweet sweet child, a little boy almost grown up but not so grown up to not need your grandma,please forgive me for letting you think you would not be missed because you are all the time and loved every mimute of the day.When I came home last night your little brothers light was on it was very late and the tv was on in the living room but your room was dark. I wish it was like a few short weeks ago and you were with your friends on friday night and you would be home later but that didnt happen. I woke up and you were still in heaven. love grandma
got to get ready to go to work jh will be coming to cut grass after I leave so I wont have to see someone other than you doing that xoxo grandma
my sweet baby it is a beautiful day, i saw your dad leave for work this morning.He just looks so dejected and sad please help himand all of us we all just ache for you and miss you so we love you today and everday.Yesterday your brother and i went to see you and then your mom and dad and i went back and they took some beautiful flowers to you i just want you hear so much we are getting the lake ready to start going this summer oh my God how will we do it without you!Oh my Tyler why i hate all the 1st we have to do without you
9 thurs ago you went to heaven, it was about this time you left us, i love you and miss just as muich as 9 wednesdays ago and i am so proud to be your grandma we had so much left to do!
I read this morning and to quote, “Webster defines sorrow as a “state of deep loss”. I believe that is a feeling we all have. And they then thought of what it takes to overcome “Loss”. “Letting Others Strengthen & Support”. I cannot say you overcome loss, I think you try to understand why you feel as you do. Ask for help and help others seems to be you cared for others.
You are truly amazing, sending messages that you have internal life and are watching over your family and friends – in writing this, I am listening to K-Love radio, and their daily verse is a tab. Today's verse: But the Lord stood with me and gave me strength. 2 Timothy 4:17. Please keep giving us strength.
Love and Miss you.
2mos ago was the beginning of the last time we could see you or touch you now we just visit you at your resting place, we can visit you anywhere because you are in heaven, hugs and kisses love always grandma
i went to see you twice yesterday the sun was shining it was you favorite kind of day you should be here playing hoops and golf
its another rainy wednesday are you crying for all of us today? love you and miss you always grandma
today feels like my heart will never heal either!I can hear a lawnmower and smell the fresh cut grass, i cant find you today where are you? I miss you so much today.I cant tell you how much I love you and miss you, grandma ( the candle is for me today God is lighting your way but mine is so dark today there is no light for me today)
It feels as though my heart will never heal. Sending you tender hugs from afar....miss you.
beautiful red cardnials flying around this week fly high sleep well love you grandma
my dearest sweet angel, We are missing you as always I can only wonder what this day would be like for you if we could have talked. There are so many wonderful memories but there were so many more to be made. so many things you had done with your loved ones and yet so many things left undone, There was so much life to be lived. I wonder what the future would have held for you and all of us who love you I know what the futrue is for us, learning to be without you, love grandma
today the sun was shining I made chili & grilled cheese in the oven,we missed you so much today, I wish this day had a different ending 2 mo ago, it would have been wonderful to have more time with you. So many more things left undone the world is just not the same without you in it.Love grandma
you have beengone now 2mo it is the time you went to heaven. I want to open my eyes and this be a really bad dream only that never happens! Some days the tears just wont stop everthing reminds me of you other days it is like I dont have any tears left.My heart hurts so much not only for me but for your mama she is my baby too and i cant make this horrible pain go away for her or the rest of the family we love you so much please rest in Gods arms while we find a way to go on without you, life goes on but I dont know how it can when you are not here.This is you favorite time of year to be outdoors doing all the things you love we must do them without you here physically it is not the same.Sometimes lighting the candle is as much for me as you to show me the way to go on love xoxoxoxoxox grandma
I went to tanners lastnight. It's so hard being there with everyone and you aren't. I faught ally and Willie for Jakes bed just like you would. Except I slept alone :( I cried all night, i feel so heart broken. Every little memory came back while I was laying there just waiting for you to walk in and come lay with me. All this still feels so new. I wish this hurt would go away but I don't want to lose any part of you. I don't want to forget any memories. I don't want you to stop watching over me.. I miss you so much. You should be here right now. I love you Tyler Allen gowers. Forever and always.
its here 4-21-2013,2mo since you went to heaven, how long will this day seem? It was a very restless night, not much sleep, coffee alreay on, I would give anything to have you here with us.This is such a beautiful day Iknow you and Nick would be at the golf course you would be so happy! All I can say is WHY and tell you how much you are loved and missed this day and everyday and how proud of you I am and will always be and what a joy you are!!!love grandma
2 months ago today you left us my beautiful grandson,please help us all on this most difficult day.At this time of the night you were still here ,i wish the gym had been 24hrs and you could have gone or met some friends for breakfast anything but staying at home alone and being in so much pain i will remember your picture staring at the golf course before you left for prom last year that was so you have a good golf game for your dad he so misses playing with you.love you today and always grandma
I'm sitting at thunder right now. Just imagining you next to me with all of our friends. I love you babe. I can't do this without you. It's breaking my heart :( I miss you
last night I dreamed of you and for the 1st time I can remember it. You were at the kitchen table with all the stuff spread out to fix your ice cream syrup,sprinkles,whipped cream (no cherries)you were wearing your hat backwards and a texas shirt.You were smiling and laughing you said I was going to get tired of hearing you and john laughing !no i am not ever going to will there be more dreams and laughter? oh my Tyler I hope so I miss you and love so much i will bring you some purple flowers today hope they dont freeze or blow away. Happy thunder grandma
I can't make it to thunder this year because of all the memories we had from last year. I couldn't bare the pain of not having you by my side. I love you Ty. I need you every day. You're my baby, my best friend, my love .. My heart will forever hurt not having you. Please keep showing me signs of you being here. I love you. Forever and always.
morning my angel,57 days, 8 thurs and another friday i am still asking why.i want so much to walk next door and give you icecream or pinwhell cookies i want to hear you call me and say you dont feel good will i make you some hot tea oh god tyler i miss the everday things we took for granted my heart hurts so much yours must have hurt a million times more why didnt we both reach out to each other? i have some purple tulips to bring to you i waited till after last nights storm some the would not be blown away. watch over us get ready for thunder on sat i will be remembering you last year going with court and having a wonderful day then, another 1st with out you so many more to come! how will we get through them all love you somuch today and everyday grandma
"You are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life, I smile. Even at confusion, I understand, even in betrayal, I trust, even in fear of pain, I love…" You taught me how to live my life but most of all you taught me what true love really is. I love you Tyler Allen. Forever and always
i needed a hug today and you gave me one i miss you so today w&w xoxo g
Thinking of you more often this morning – I put some flowers on your grave Easter Sunday and kept one yellow Chrysanthemum that just wouldn't fit in the vase, (maybe because it was yellow) it is still beautiful. Remember that you have a great friend in Jesus. Talk to Him today as you would talk to any friend. Talk about everything, and nothing. Life does not always seem fair, struggles in so many ways. When those overwhelming moments come to surface, I find peace knowing you are carefree now. And that you have so many caring friends that are reaching out to each other and your family. I hope they find it comforting, because words will never fill your absence – We Love them All and You! Aunt Judy
it has been a very strange day you know what i mean love today and every day miss you i will know you know grandma
we had some storms last night with lots of hail were you letting us know something? love you
love you today and always love grandma
miss you dude i kmow you are up there pestering uncle squeez love grandpaw
a new angel came to heaven today, a little 8yr old boy killed at boston marathon, he played ball like you, i hope you and God met him so he would not be scared keep him safe and play ball with him and the other children love grandma
another 1st, someone else had to cut our grass and weedeat, 1st time in years i'm glad i was not home to see that i can't stand all these 1st. sat is thunder last year you were at ice house with court this year you will be on the other side watching i will miss you and love you forever grandma
Another 1st without you adams college graduation we went and then ate you were missed. It is a bittersweet day. Most of them are without you love you grandma
morning my angel love grandma
bless you and keep all your family safe and stronger each day
my heart aches so today birds are singing, sun is shining, someone stated a lawnmower and my heart stopped i thought of you please help us all grandma
my sweet angel there was dancing in heaven tonight i know you were cheering the loudest i could hear you and feel it in my heart oh god how i miss you love today and always grandma
I can't believe louisville just won. You were the only thought in my head during it all. As soon as they won I jumped in the car and rushed to see you. Tyler I couldn't share that moment with anyone but you. You're my world. Forever and always. I will forever me a louisville fan. And I will forever love you. Watching louisville win was a dream come true but when I see you again all my dreams will be true. I love you Tyler Allen Gowers. You're truly resting peacefully now.
all our loved ones have made it home from their trips safely, sun is shining,the birds are singing it is as beautiful a day could be without you here too, love you today and always grandma
Today has been a terrible day. The only thing I can think of is you. You said you'd only be a phone call away.. Well right now I need you, I wish you were that close. I love you so much Ty. Please help me get through this. I miss you.
I love you and imiss you so very much grandpaw
1year ago today we were celebrating your Aunt Tonya &Uncle Adam's wedding such a beautiful day with you a part of it! We are especially missing you today but that is nothing new we miss you and love you everyday
This candles for you celebrating the cards win in heaven !
I love you.
I'm on my way home ! Ill come visit you tomorrow.. I miss talking to you. It was so hard being away from you for a week. Smile. Louisville won !! I went and took a picture of the Georgia dome and a bright light was in the sky. I knew you were there with me. I miss you babe. I hope you sleep peacefully in heaven tonight. See you tomorrow.
watch over your family as they return home keep them and all the rest of us in your lovbing arms we miss you and love you every day grandma
omg my sweet tyler goodnight you are so missed love you grandma
love you you are so missed today and everyday be safe and at peace watch over all of us please love your family
i just needed to tell what an amazing young man you are and how proud we are to be your grandparents!
my prayers are with all who knew and loved Tyler. May each of us find the strength to go on without him in this world till we see him in the next, love his grandma
beautiful day thank you sleep peacefully tonight, what a difference ayear can make you all were having the time of your lives at final 4 miss you love grandma
I can't stand on the beach and not think of you. Every time I feel the sand between my toes I feel like you should be right next to me. Living in Cali was our dream. I can't imagine this life without you :( I miss you so much. Its so hard to have fun on spring break. The pain of losing you hasn't gone away... I can't wait to see you again babe.
my ceiling fan in living room sounds like you bouncing basketball in driveway nobody better fix it either doesnt do it all the time just occasionly i love it thank you grandma
a bright beautiful day just like you love grandma and grandpaw
well tyler it is another beautiful day you grandpaw and I have purchased the plots behind you so now we will be together always i dont want it to be that way i want you here so much but i cant have that this is the best i can do i love you so much grandma
you are my sunshine you make me happy when skies are gray youll never know dear how much i love please dont my sunshine away,why did you take our sunshine way? grandma
Sunrise service was not as joyous as I expected, I thought sharing it with you, even though your soul is with God, your Grandma and Granddad would make it easier but it didn't. It was to be at the pavilion, but as you know it was raining so they had to move it inside to the Chapel. I find it hard to go, but feel you comfort each time – I would rather be having those talks with you here and work on that promise each day and will not let you down. We tried to arrange some flowers around a little momentous I am sure one of your MANY friends had left. I think if it is there much longer – you must want it taken care of- I'll invite your Grandma to help me! Your Granddad finished an amazing tattoo you must have been there also, he said “no pain”. At least until I smacked him on it – accidently yesterday. I hope you are reading the many post that are being sent on facebook – so many prayers and the photos it's wonderful to see them. You are so missed!
i was listening for sounds of you this morning 20years and 1 month ago you were born what a wonderful day love grandma
for you today help light our way
thank you for sunshine today, you are so loved and cherised everyday and missed by everyone
Two days of 1st for us! watching your family drive away on a vacation planned for the 4 of you months ago without you and easter sunday without you! I know you are celebrating in heaven what a wonderful party that must be but the ones of us left here a the largest pain that will never go away as we go on to the next 1st without you. please watch over all of us and hug all who are in heaven with you till we see you again.love you today and always grandma
love to you today and always miss you so much the sun is shining now i so want to hug you today grandma
your grandpa aunt judy and i went to sunrise service at funeral home i would rather be anywhere but looking at your grave i want so much to hold you and tell you how sorry i am and i miss youand love you so much. iwish i could go back in time and do so much different you are so loved and missed everyday i should have told you so now it is too late to tell you on earth you must hear it in heaven happy easter my sweet angel love grandma and grandpa we dyed eggs with adam remember how you loved to do that when you were little i miss you so
Easter Sunday and I am imagining what you are seeing what a beautiful place you are in! What a glorious day with our Havenly Father . He has taken all of your worries and confusion away. Touch your family and friends so they know you are at rest and they can release some of their pain also to your Lord. You have so many friends and no one has or will ever forget your sent this to your granddad and grandma this morning I turned on my phone and it was the first thing I read - must be a reason. " I'll always be beside you" until the very end ,whiping all your tears away, being your best friend, I'll smile when you smile, and feel all the pain you do, and if you cry a single tear, "i promise I'll cry too" "I Love You" Aunt Judy
I can't be here in panama without you :( I miss you so much..
my sweet angel, we went to see you fri some of your friends have been there they left you gifts, that is so sweet. we all miss you so much and love you always. ther are easter gifts for you i know you see them and miss us too. heaven must be a wonderful place to spend easter,if you cant be here on earth with us i wish you were love grandma
I miss you babe. Please take care of your family and me this week. You're my world. Forever and always.
my sewwt angel it is a suuny day so far thank you whatch over all those you love this coming week as they travel bring them back home safe love grandma
God bless to the Family from all of your Street Rodder Frends
my sweet angel i will try harder love you today and every day grandma
I'm going to panama for spring break. It's going to bring back so many memories from last year. It broke my heart to be away from you for a week. It was the first time we spent more than two days away from eachother. Now we have to spend a life time away from eachother.. It's so hard to do this Tyler but I know you're everywhere I am. Being there will also make me think about california. It was your birthday present for me to take you there but it meant the world to me for you to go... i miss you so much.. You'll be on my mind the entire time I'm there. I love you, please don't forget that.
tyler i miss you so how will we do easter without you here see you everywhere love you so much grandma
I can't wait until I get to the gates of heaven and you are there waiting for me. I can't wait to see you again. I hope you're looking down and seeing the answer to your question.. I miss you every second of every day.
I love you forever and always...No matter what, I will love you forever.
i am going to try harder to focus on the happy times we have and the memories not just on how in the world we can do them without you i miss you so much love grandma
love you today and everyday,there was a purple ribbon on the ground at atherton know you were there to yesterday to hear kyle play thank you grandma
love you today and everyday, grandma
my sweet angel it is a cold snowy day in spring, soon it will warm again.I know you will always have sun on your face and not be cold I have asked God where He was went you left us and He said He was with you.Yesterday was one of the most awful days since you went to heaven as you must know, shine down on us and keep sending those signs of love to us your grandpa tattoo looks amazing now i will see you always not just in my dreams love grandma
I miss the way we used to talk to eachother.. I just started doing it randomly today and it made me miss you. We had the weirdest relationship but we were best friends. I miss you so much Tyler. I just wanna know that you're okay. I worry about you all the time and I can't get you out of my mind. But through all the crazy thoughts my heart still keeps me calm. It lets me know you're okay.
I love you so much. I hope you know that.. I can't wait to see you again.
Ty I wish you were here to see your grandpas tattoo. You would be so amazed with the shading and talk about it forever. They're all getting them for you.. I'm getting mine soon. I hope you see them all !
I love and miss you
love you today and everyday grandma
uofl won again you must dancing on the streets of gold in heaven just wish you could have waited and danced here with us love grandma and grandpa
You are one amazing guy and I just wanted to tell you that.. I've been thinking about you non stop and thinking about the memories we have... I miss you so much it hurts, Until we meet again.
Pat, I am heartbroken for you...I just found this...I remember how Tyler means the world to you...I hurt for you....know I will pray for God to comfort you and draw you closer to a Him....Vickie Cassady
thank you to all who loved tyler and are praying for all his family,stay close to each other,pray for each other and please dont ever forget how wonderful he is
good morning my angel you truely are an angel for all of us now love you and miss you every day grandma
29 days it hurts as much the first second we were told you were gone shine down on us and help us please i went to basement to get sweatshirt and your star wars carrier made a noise i know that is you love and kisses to you grandma
this is a beautiful day the kind you loved sunny i want to here you bouncing the basketball in the driveway saying watch this grandma
you should be here, i want to here you firing up the lawnmower and bouncing the basketball when you took a break i miss you so much this is your time of the year golf basesball basketball flying as fast as you could go on the jetski hitting all the big waves and LAUGHING at us for being scared why did you need to go i miss you so much grandma im sorry for my pity party today
Goodnight dearest Tyler! My heart aches every single day...you were such an amazing young man with so much life ahead of you. Hearts everywhere ache and miss you! I will think of, love and miss you every single day until I see you again! I know you are in a place of only love and happiness now and that is the peace I turn to when I need it most. Love you!!!! Aunt tonya
good morning my angel,1 month ago today you went to be with god how i wish i had told you that morning just how much i loved you and how proud i was of you and what a joy it is to be your grandmother since the day you were born,it could have made all the difference in your world. rest in gods loving arms until i can see you again just know how very sorry i am to have lost you my bright shining star see you in heaven love grandmother
Good morning swewtpea it has been a month today since you left us. I miss u every single minute. Your laugh and everything else. I am trying to be happy for you and not be selfish for my self but there isn't a day that goes by that a wish I could not hug or kiss you. Just in my heart and soul forever. I love you Mom
i miss you too, love grandma
much love to you today and always love grandma
I talk with God each morning and not one talk is without you. A day does not go by that, I do not think of you. I ask God to keep your family and friends close and walk with them. And that he could fill their pain with your wonderful smile each day. For you to be their forever Angel shinning over them. I am trying to realize, that my tears are jealous tears,they are not for you being in a Heavenly place with so much love, but for you not being here. And that you forgive me for letting you go. I miss seeing you on the street in that red car with a smile on your face. You always took time to blow the horn or stop and say hello. We are all trying our best to make you proud, some days are better than others. Today I read Philippians 4:7, Then you will experience God's peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. You understand his peace now! I know we also will one day.I cannot wait to see you and your Grandfather Garrison.
Love you, Aunt Judy
God must really have needed another angel in heaven miss you our angel love your grandparents
To the family..I didn't know Tyler, but I would see him at work(UPS) sometimes. There are no words of comfort, that can explain the pain & sorrow you all are going thru right
now. Lean on God, Keep God in your hearts & soul, for he is the only one that can get you thru this unimaginable time of grief. I will pray for peace & understanding.....God bless,RIP TYLER
this is for all of us you left behind.It has been a really hard day for all of us, we are missing you so very much and seeing you everywhere today! I dont know how we are going to get thru th is it is so lonesome without you here.I looked out just a little while ago at you dark house and wondered if you were home safe tonight I forgot for just a moment that you are in the safest place you could be. sleep peacefully my sweet baby love gramdma
So very sorry for your family's loss. You are in my thought & prayers
words can not express how much you are missed our hearts are so heavy i see your smile ever where miss you love you always and fporever g
rest easy and sleep peacefully till we see you again my sweet angel g
morning my angel a beautiful day thank you I wish you were here love g
big game tonight you have a front row seat pulling for the team g
morning love grandparents
I wanna leave my footprints on the sands of time,know thst there was something that meant something that I left behind when I leave this world,I'll leave no regrets leave something to remember so they won't forget I was here... I lived, I loved,I was here... Ijust want them to know that I gave my all,did my bestbrought someone some happiness,left this world a little better just because I was here. when i think of how short your life was here with us I know you touched so many others and had so many happy times it makes it a little better remembering that love grandma
3 weeks today since you went to heaven,how i wish i could go back to that day and just give you 1 more hug and kissyou maybe it would be enough to kept you here my heart hurts so much today as i know yours must have hurt then love grandma
goodnite angel love grandma
sun is shining miss you love you today and always grandma
good night sweet baby love your grandparents
In my heart I know you're okay now. I know you're happy, sleeping and not in pain. Some days are easier than others. But not a day goes by that I don't think about you. You were truly a blessing to have in my life. I wish things didn't end the way they did. Every night before I go to sleep I can hear your laugh, that is something I'm gonna remember for the rest if my life. There were so many things about you that are unforgettable. You told me I changed your life.. But really you changed mine. I promise no matter what I will always take care of your family because they are part of mine now. You took this really big place in my heart that no one will ever be able to touch.. Please don't forget about me, I hope you're watching over me.
I'll always love you.
today is a day of 1st without out.I watched your mama and kyle leave this morninglike they have so many times only it is the 1st time since you went to heaven. oh how we miss you the sun just came out thank you! love grandma
today is a rainy gloomy day so much like it is now without you here.I am missing your beautiful smile this morning so much,love you always grandma
miss you my angel get ready to do the fish dance spring is coming grandma
birds were singing early this morning spring is coming miss you love grandma
R.I.P. TYLER I love you very much and always will
how about that game! your parents were in red, its hard not to see you here,
everyday we are hearing about an act of kindness or something wonderful you did for someone! you are truly an awesome yopung man love yor grandparents
20yrs 8 days, sunny day go UofL
Shawna, no words can express the pain and sorrow that came over me when I learned of your son's passing. Please accept my deepest sympathy.
Romans 8:18; For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.
Always thinking of you. The sun has finally started to shine. Love Mom
this is a beautiful day, just not as beautiful without you here,it must a wonderous sight from your side,watch over us our angel love you grandma and grandpaw
2 weeks today since you went to heaven, this has been a very hard day,we love you and miss you,grandma and grandpaw
enough snow for the snow cream who will eat it with me grandma
Love you and thinking of you always. sunshine
The beginning of another day without you. You are the first thing I think of each day and the last I think of when I close my eyes at night. May God hold you close to his heart in heaven as we hold you close to ours here on earth.love grandma
One more day and many thoughts. I pray for your family each morning, give them the strength to heal and knowing you are walking with them everyday will comfort them. We miss you and i promise to never forget you. Love you always . Aunt Judy
I chose this day to write to you because it is the 5th and we both know how significant this number was to you - we are seeing 23's, 32's and 5's everywhere! When you first came into my life, I was lost and not in a very good place. Your spirit and passion for life, even as a small baby, helped me find my way and I will never forget that. You were a shining star throughout your life, and you did some very incredible things. Give Grandpa and Grandma Greene a hug and kiss for me. They will take care of you until we see you again.
I will love you forever,
miss you, love you more every day love grandma amd grandpa
morning angel beautiful day just you are not here thank you for the sunshine miss you and love you 20ys 4days love grandma and grandpaw
I do not know you or your family, nor did I know, Tyler, I just know he was too young to be taken from those he loved and loved him back. But for some reason God has greater plan for him in heaven, I pray for you daily, i cannot imagine what you are going through, just know that people who do not even know you feel your sorrow.
Just wanted to say goodnight and we love and miss you everyday!!!! Hugs and kisses to you!!
morning sunshine 20yrs 2days isaw 2 robins this morning thank you grandma
goodnight our sweet baby love your family
we had the most awsome day on your birthday.the skylaterns were so beautiful &then your friends lined the street with candles and sang happy birthday and we had birthday dinner at saki blue (you were right me and grandpaw did like it)lol.Kyle played for you on his trumpet,guess all that outdoor practice you made him do came in handy,huh?The only thing missing from this wonderful day was you! We know you were watching and helping us love always grandma and grandpaw
20years 1day loves you every one of them will miss you forever love grandma &grandpaw
Happy Birthday Tyler. You share my mothers birthday, I will always remember you on this day.
Happy birthday baby. The day you came into the world forever changed my life. You will always be my shining star.
Love always and forever,
Love you baby on this day you came in life and forever changed me. You will forever be my shining star.
Happy Birthday Ty! I know there is a big party for you in heaven today. Rest easy our sweet angel. We love and miss you!!!
the candles in heaven must be so bright today, they will never go out my bright shining light love grandma
Thinking about Tyler this morning…and the many times he went out of his way to make us laugh/smile. Our family will cherish the time we spent with Tyler over at Mike and Holly's. Please know he made a long lasting impression on our family. Keeping his family in our thoughts and prayers – also praying for all of Tyler's friends…we're thinking about you guys during this difficult time.
Happy Birthday Tyler! This is your Birthday candle.We had great fun in California for your Birthday last year.Many are celebrating this year wirh you!! Love always
good morning my angel,you have snow on your birthday and the bowl is out for the snow cream we love you so much happy birthday grandma and grandpa
Happy bday angel Love you forever and always.
Tyler, God called you home so you could have your 20th birthday celebration in heaven with all the other angels! Now that sounds like a heavenly party! Happy Birthday Tyler Allen Gowers!
Tyler, you were like my younger brother that I never had. We worked together almost everyday for about a year. You had so much potential. You were so bright, funny, charismatic, and you had a smile and laugh that was contagious. You could drive a golf ball further than anybody on the driving range, and you could throw a football further than anybody on our crew. I will always remember that is was you that come up with our team name, "We Got The Runs" for the kick ball tournament. There are many other great memories I have of you as well. I can only imagine how many more amazing memories other people have of you. You will truly be missed by your family, friends, and everyone who had the benefit of knowing how awesome you really were. Your memories will live on. You will never be forgotten. You will be remembered always... in heart, mind, and spirit. R. I. P. Tyler Allen Gowers. Happy Birthday in Heaven! Fly High Bro!
Thinking of you. love you always.
Dallas/Shawna, I'm very sorry for your loss. I couldn't even begin to understand what you are going thru, but if you need anything please let me know. Thanks, Ted Boston Tboston@bigotires.com
May God be with you all during this of time of your lose of Tyler. The Gowers & wimsatt Families...God bless
hey ty did you see the purple tye coach pitino was wearing last nites game !!!wonder why? love grandma&grandpa
morning my angel, not much snow this morning,your dad and thought their might a blanket of snow for you when we went to see you last nite, no snowcream yet love grandma
Love you bunches always and forever boo.
I am so sorry for your loss Dallas. May God be with you and your family. You are all in my prayers.
Dallas & Christine,
You have our deepest sympathy. Our thoughts are with you daily.
We are so sorry for your loss. We don't know you personally but our daughter Sarah, thought the world of Tyler. God Bless you and your family.
So sorry. May God keep him wrapped in His arms forever.
Shanna and family.
You and all your family are in our thought and prayers.
We have never met, but I know about your family from your Grandmother Ruby, and mother Pat.
I talked with them both a couple weeks ago. All of your cousins in North Carolina are thinking of you.
God bless the Wimsatt and Grwers family from the Okolona Street Rods.
Shawna, there are no words that can comfort but I know that you have so many wonderful memories of Tyler that you will forever cherish in your heart. I know this because you are an amazing mom who loves to talk about her boys with a smile on her face with almost every story. Praying for you , Nick and Klye to find peace in the days to come. Remember you are loved by so many we are all here for you! Love Teresa
Shawna I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers. Not a day has gone by that I don't think of you first thing in the morning and I say a prayer that God helps you and gives you strength thru this and I will keep praying for you and your family. God bless
Shawna and Family,
I know there will be days that you will be so lonesome without Tyler in your life; there will be days you will laugh and days that you will cry and days that you will ask "Why"... but I want you to know that my heart aches for you in this time of your great loss. I am praying that you will be able to adjust. Please accept my sincere sympathy. God Bless,
I am so sorry about your loss. You and and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers
Dallas and Christine,
We wanted to pass our condolences onto you both for the loss of Tyler. Words cannot express how you must feel right now but our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
God Bless and take care of yourselves!
As a 2011 eastern graduate and a acquaintance of Tyler, I pray for your family.
Tyler went to school at Eastern with my daughters Charli & Shayna and was at my house many times, my heart breaks for you. He touched many people.
Dallas and Christine, Our thoughts and prayers are with you and the entire family at this difficult time. Please take comfort in the love and support of those around you. If there is anything we can do, just let us know.
Shawna, Nick, Kyle & Family, No words can express how sorry we are for your loss.Just know you are in our thoughts and prayers!
Shawna, Nick & Kyle, I am so sorry for your loss. Our thoughts & prayers are with you. Please let us know if you need anything.
This candle is for Tyler's entire family. There are no words to say that will make anyone feel better. He will surely be missed!
Dallas and Christine, I can't express how sorry we are to hear about your loss. My heart aches for you. You will be in our thoughts and prayers, we are here for you and your family.
Ed and Rachel
may you never feel darkness ever again these candles will help light all our ways. you were so loved by all I know you could feel all the love tonight just wish you could have felt it again sooner, my sunshine, miss you for ever and ever ,grandma and grandpa
My daughter, Katelyn, went to ST Edward with Tyler. I also taught his Confirmation classes. Please accept my heartfelt sympathy. He was a wonderful young man. Sincerely, Kathy Lux
God Bless the Wimsatt And Growers Family
I cannot imagine how hard this is. Just know that we are thinking of you and your family and that we are here if you need anything. Eric and Sue
I will always have you in my heart. Thoughts and prayers.
Shawna, words can't express the pain you must feel. I am so sorry for your loss. Your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Dearest Shawna and Family, I was so sorry when I heard the news. My heart is heavy with ache for your loss.... You will always be in our hearts and prayers.
Dear Tyler, I miss u dearly. You made work so much fun! I really miss your smile and your laughter. I only got to work with you for a year and a half, I wish it was longer! You truly are an unfinished life!
Tyler was such a good friend to my son Robee. He took the time for the younger kids. Tyler's kindness and spirit will be remembered.
Fine young man...will be missed.
Dearest Shawna and family: My heart aches for you. This has got to be one of the hardest times in your lives. In the sadness, remember Tyler and all the precious moments you had. My prayers for you and your family.
Nick, Shawna & Kyle, I am so sorry to hear this news. My heart breaks for you guys! Let me know if we can help in any way. I will light a candle in church to pray for your healing. Cindy & Alyssa Bowen (Seneca Marching Band)
Shawna, I was so sorry to hear about your son Tyler. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Shawna and Family, with deepest sympathy and heart-felt wishes for peace in this difficult time. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Shawna & family - Thinking and Praying for you during this time.
Shawna & family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Patrick & Janice:
So sorry to hear about your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Shawna, I am so sad for your loss. I pray to God that you will find comfort to carry you through.
i remember when we had classes together sophomore year at Eastern. You had such a high spirit that you made everyone's day. i still can't believe that you're gone.. you will be missed dearly
Shawna when I heard of Tyler's passing I just remembered all the talks we had about our sons. The love that you had for Tyler was unconditional and right now my heartbreaks for you. I am praying for you and your entire family. I cannot express how deeply sorry am I.
Shawna and family,
I cannot imagine your pain at this time and I am hurting for you and your entire family. Will always remember Tyler and that beautiful smile he had! Our many thoughts and prayers are with you during this most difficult time. Rest in peace, Tyler....you will be missed, always!
The Beahl Family
My dear sweet Tyler, to know the lives of everyone you touched and loved is so amazing!!! You are so special no words could ever begin to tell you how much we loved you! You will forever be in our hearts...gone but never ever forgotten. Until we meet again...hugs and kisses always.
Dallas and Christine, we are so sorry for your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you, with Tyler, and with all who love him.
Shawna.... I am soo sorry to hear this.... you are in my prayers ... let me know if you need anything... Love you Carrie
Dallas, Christine & Shawna & Nick, So sorry for your loss. Tyler was a great kid and an absolute pleasure to be around. Will forever miss that sweet, good looking kid. Love, Joe & Nancy Ganote
My heart is breaking for you and your family. There are no words to express how deeply sorry I am for you loss. You and your familiy are in my thoughts and prayers.
Although I have never met him, we had a lot of mutual friends. I pray that God heals your heart and that you find peace in all this. My deepest condolences
Dallas - So sorry for your loss. You and all of Tyler's friends & family are in my prayers.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
You are in my throught and prays
Dallas,Christine, and Shawna
My deepest and sincere condolences for the loss of Tyler. I will remember the times we had together partaking in a sporting event or a video game. Great kid and infectious smile. He wil be sorely missed.
So sorry for your loss. You and your family are in our thoughts every second of the day. Please let us know if we can help in any way. RIP Tyler Gowers. Love, Bob, Sandy, Krystin and Steph Lossman
Shawna..so sorry to hear of your loss. I will pray for you, your family and for Tyler. May peace find you and heal your heart.
Shawna, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family right now. If there is anything that I can do to help in any way please let me know.
I am so sorry you have to go through this. My prayers are with you and your family.
I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Every time i saw him in the hallways on Trinity High School, he had a smile on his face and was always happy. This is a horrific tragedy but he is in a better place with our Savior! RIP bro
Nick, Shawna & Family, I am so sorry for your loss, your family is in our daily prayers.
I knew him from St.Edward.My heart is broken. I loved that kid. Will always remember his cute smile and how good hearted he was.
I don't have the words to express how sorry I am that you and your family are going thru this. Please know I say my prayers for you, you family and Tyler everyday.
My prayers and thoughts are with Shawna and her family.
Shawna, just to let you know that I am praying for you and your family. Please know that God/family/friends will bring you strength at this time of need and always....love ya.
I pray for you all to have peace in your heart. Tyler loved you all. He will never be forgotten!
Shawna, my heart goes out to you and your family. I will keep you all in my prayers in these trying times.
Tyler you will always be remembered for your smile and your silly laugh. Now you can rest in peace.
Love you and miss you... We have made some great memories I will cherish them forever. Always remembered never forgotten
"Will anyone miss me when I am gone?" Yes, forever.