Tom, you have my deepest sympathy in the loss of your dear Susan. I know Sue and Jan are doing some catching up in their heavenly home and their healthy and whole bodies. God's glorious plan for each of our lives is sometimes very difficult to understand, but He has everything under control. God is good all the time Tom. Hold tightly to His hand in this difficult time. I know from experience that He will see you through the overwelming grief you're consumed by right now. God bless you and your family. Please give me a call if I can help in any way.