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May 11, 2013
Tomorrow is Mother's Day & your Mom's heart is broken in two. I light a candle for her, hoping the good Lord continues to give her strength. Nicole....I know you're honoring your Mom this Mother's Day & always.
May 08, 2013
Hey there my sweet beautiful girl. Let me start out by saying, I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!! It has really been hard on EVERYBODY since you've been gone. We ALL miss you so much in lives. You were such a huge part of all of us that it so hard for us to accept that you're gone and that we are left with this empty place in our hearts and in our lives. Nicole, the way you touched us all with your love, that smile, those "deeper than the bluest sea" eyes and that spark that lit up everybody's life when you were around can never ever be replaced. YOU WERE AMAZING!!!! I know I've lost my "spark" since you've been gone. You were truly and honestly the light of my life. I can't believe how much I miss you. Your daddy, your mama, your family and your friends still think about you and miss you more and more every day. You were that special to all of us. Mama went to your bench the other day and I got a phone call from Kippi to call and check on mama because she was so upset and sad when she got home. That's how much we miss you being a part of our lives. It is really sad and hard without you. Thank God we have each other to lean on and to help each other get through this. We are a strong family and we always have been. We have always been there for each other no matter what, but loosing you has showed us even more just how much we need each other because of the love we have for you is so strong and so deep that it is taking everything we can give to each other just so we can get through this. You have no idea how much everyone loved and still does love you. You were so much more that just a daughter or a grand-daughter or a niece or a sister or a friend. You were our "Angel" and our hearts are breaking without you. I can't even think about Sunday, (Mother's Day), knowing that you won't be able to call me first thing Sunday morning. I think I will just skip Sunday!!! Just know Nicole that we love you and miss you more than words could ever say. Until next week, from my heart to your heart, blink 1-2-3, I love you Nicole.
May 05, 2013
My pinky!! I miss you soooo much! There isn't a day that doesn't go by that I don't think of you. I went to your bench last night and its beautiful. I know you were sitting right next to me & reassuring me everything would be ok. I'm so used to having you here with me N helping me with anything. I know I will see you again, but sometimes I feel that isn't good enough and I want you here now. Everytime I see your dads trucks I pictured us racing up to it just to see who was driving. LOL. I go to the doctors in a couple weeks to find out what the baby's sex is (; I promise you your godchild will know exactly who you were!! I love you Nicole and this isn't goodbye it's see you later xoxoxo GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN!!
May 04, 2013
TO MY ANGLE, HEY IT'S ME AGAIN,sorry I didn't write last week I had bad week without you,I saw a blanket like yours,"gator" and its made me think of you,being your good luck blanket just didn't work this time,or did It... people tell me things well always make me think of you or about you,they were right, and when it dose its makes me smile and happy or just cry... that smile and them blue eyes were and still are wonderful to think about,our memory's are most amazing thing that "god" gave us to remember the people that we lose"BOY MINE IS WORKING IN OVER TIME'. I go to your bench and your tree every day, your flowers and tree doing great, there is a bird that shows up every time its black red wings with yellow on them just sits there and sings... I LOVE YOU AND MISE SO MUCH... BLINK 3 TIMES DADDY.
May 01, 2013
Hey there my sweet, beautiful angel. Sorry I missed last week, but I was having computer issues. As a matter of fact I still am!!! You know how much I hate computers! Anyway, I have to tell you that there has not been a single minute that has gone by that you haven't been on my mind. No matter what I do or what I'm watching on t.v. or istening to in the car, there is always something reminding me of you. There is still so much I want to talk to you about. I need my girl to talk to. I just miss you so much. I also still have so many questions about what happened. Questions I know that will never be answered because there is no answer. The what went wrong? Why couldn't you get better? Why didn't they see what was happening to you and fix it? These questions will stay with me until the day I come to see you. Maybe then, I will get my questions answered. Know matter what anybody says I still think you should be here with me, but then again, that's the selfish part of me talking. I keep waiting for this to get easier and just accept what has happened and that there is nothing I can do to change it, but I just seem to miss you more the more time goes by. I miss talking to my best friend more than anything. You always made things seem better just by saying "I love you mama!!!" Mother's Day is coming up in 12 days and I'm having a really hard time even just hearing that's it's coming up. The last thing you were able to write to me was last Mother's Day at the hospital. How am I suppose to face this year without you. I love you so much my "baby gurl". I am so lost without you in my life. I know I'm a strong person, but I seemed a lot stronger with you by my side. I guess I just miss you that much! Well sweetheart until next week, from my heart to your heart, blink 1-2-3, I love you Nicole.
April 20, 2013
To my ANGEL, Been having a hard time without you being here me, seeing that smile and your voice that I can't here anymore saying I love you, or good morning or the way you call me daddy... Today I had A tree planted at your bench and some flowers for you, a place to go to talk to you and think about you, I think you would like It there, little hot but that's why we planted a tree there, for shade for every one. always thinking about you every day and every nite,your the light of my candle... blink 3 times... I LOVE YOU... DADDY
April 17, 2013
Hey there my sweet angel. Just a short note to tell you that you are ALWAYS on my mind. I never stop thinking about you! I miss you so much MORE than I ever thought I could possibly miss someone! My heart aches without you!! And I love you MORE than any words could ever say or ever be written. You will always and forever be my heart and my soul. Thank you for being my daughter and the love of my life!!! Until next week, from my heart to your heart, blink 1-2-3, I love you Nicole.
April 10, 2013
Hey there my beautiful girl. You have been on my mind sooo much this week. I have finally gotten motivated and have started to clean my house up and down. Inside and out. You would be so proud of me. All the things that I have either thrown out or given away. (BAGS and BOXES of stuff!!!) All my out of date clothing and things that didn't fit any more. You can actually get into the spare bedroom now! It is no longer my storage unit!! Yeah me!!!. I still have a lot to do, but have made such great progress. I wish you could have been here when I was going through all those clothes. You were suppose to be. You were suppose to help me decide what I should keep and what I shouldn't. We talked about doing that so often, but we never took the time. There was always "tomorrow". We had plenty of time to get this house into shape "after you moved in with me." I'm still finding it hard to believe that I'm doing it without you. It wasn't suppose to happen this way. I find myself thinking that "I need your opinion on this or that" or "I was going to give this to Nicole". All the things that mean something to me was suppose to be given to you and now I don't have you to give them to. I find myself missing you so very very much. This may sound a little selfish, but I knew I always had you! I counted on you to always be here for me. I knew that if anything ever happened and I needed you, that you and your love would be there for me. Now I find myself feeling very alone at times. I know I no longer have you to turn to. I no longer have your love and our relationship that I can count on. I know that I don't have my girl here with me to love. Nicole, there is so much I want to share with you and to tell you and you're not here and I'm scared and lonely without you. I will never, ever, stop wishing and wanting you here with me. I know you are in the most beautiful place there is and I know how happy you must be. I know you are still here with me all the time, but I really really miss being able to talk to you in person and knowing that you love me no matter what. God knows I will never love anyone like I love you and nobody will ever be able to replace or fill the void that you have left in my heart and in my life. Going through all this stuff has made me realize just how much a part of me and my life that you really were. Brain is already afraid that I will want to go out and replace all this stuff that I'm getting rid of but I have reassured him that the only reason I ever went shopping was because of you! It was the one thing that you really enjoyed doing and we always had such a great time together when we went out. (Especially if mama was with us!!! Right now I'm thinking of one of our last Target shopping days with her and I can't stop smiling!!! We had so much fun that day!!!!) I have reassured him that I HATE shopping now without you!!!! Well, until next week, from my heart to your heart, blink 1-2-3, I love you Nicole.
All my love ALWAYS and FOREVER.
April 05, 2013
Nicole, I miss you so much and I really wish that this horrible nightmare would end already.
I was laying in bed last night and thinking about you. You know what I remember which is odd, the last meal I ate with you was pork chops and macaroni and cheese but I cant remember if I had A1 or ketchup. I remember the trips to GA, to the air plane muesum. I love you so much and I wish that you were here. XoXoXo
April 04, 2013
Hey there my beautiful girl. It has been kind of a sad week for your dad and I. It's April and we are finding ourselves going back and trying to remember what was going on in your life this time last year. It is two weeks from being a year that you went into the hospital. You were here with me. I remember you not feeling so great. You moved the surgery up a week. You were so excited to be getting it done and over with so that you could get back to you house. You had been here with Brian and I for 4 months and were looking forward to being able to get back to your little apartment and your normal day to day. You were so positive, we all were that this was just going to be an "in and out" stay. I can't believe that things turned out this way. This is going to be a rough year for us. Going through each day and each week reliving what you went through last year. I miss you baby so much. I think about you each and every day. My heart is still aching without you. I love you my angel more and more with each passing day. Well until next week, from my heart to your heart, blink 1-2-3, I love you Nicole.
All my love always and forever.

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