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March 13, 2013
Hey "baby gurl". It has been 4 months and 1 week since you became our angel and I miss you more than ever. Time seems to be just flying by and I just can't stop thinking about you and everything you went through. Your strength and your will to live amazes me still. The way you fought to overcome what was happening to you made me so proud. You were so strong and determined to get better. There was nothing more that I wanted to do than to be able to bring you home with me. Nicole, I love you so much. You are still on everybody's mind and in their hearts. Your poor mama can't even say two words about you without crying. She misses you sooo much. I hope you know just how much you meant to your grandmother. You really were her "little buddy", "her girl". All our lives have just been turned upside down since you've been gone. You were so special to all of us and touched us all (and everyone you met!) in a way that will never be forgotten. You are so missed by all of us. The love you gave to each of us will be cherished forever. Nobody will ever fill the void you have left in all of us. Everything reminds me of you. Some of our favorite T.V. shows are coming back on. And of course every time I see the Kia Soul commercials with the "meeses" (mice) driving, I think of you. I was just listening to the CD I played for you in the hospital that you liked so much and thought about our own "therapy sessions" and our "salon days" that we had up there. We always had to have that CD playing on those days. I was reading some old texts on your phone that we wrote and it made me feel like I was talking to you. You would love this crazy schedule I'm on right now. With the hours that Brian's working, I'm up all night and sleep the day away. Just like you use to do. We could be on the phone all night now if we wanted to!! Bottom line is that I'm lonely without you in my life. I miss my best friend more and more every day. I talk to you all the time and I know you hear me, but I just wish I could hear you talk back to me. I wish I could see that beautiful smiling face and those amazing blue eyes looking at me. I wish I could tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I want to tell you how proud I am of you. I want to tell you that you grew up to be one beautiful and amazing women. I want you back!!! (More than you know.) Well that's it for this week. Until next week, from my heart to your heart, blink 1-2-3, I love you Nicole.
All my love always and forever.
March 09, 2013
ANOTHER DAY WITH OUT YOU, Today starts bike week you know how much I hate bike week. But there was some good news today the bench on the river in ormond beach, I hope you like it, this place is really nice a place to set and think about you and the time you spent with us, all your friends can come to,and your family can spend time with you that you enjoyed so much,maybe to just lunch together or read a book. I just need to be some where it is has pretty has you are and make me smile again,and this place makes me think of them blue eyes and that smile that never ends. one day like to have tree there with winds chimes hanging there,and flowers has pretty has you.[nicoles and chucks place]opening soon... come join us... blink 3 times daddy love you...
March 07, 2013
Hey my beautiful "baby gurl". This week got away from me so I'm writing you on Thursday instead of my usual Wednesday. I love you so much my sweet angel. I miss you so very much. I think about you all the time. I can't get you off my mind. I'm feeling a little guilty this week. I guess it's all part of the grieving process. I know I can be a very impatient person. I hope you know that whenever I was angry, short or impatient with you while you were in the hospital that it was because I was scared, worried, tired and not understanding totally what was going on with you. How sick you were. Why you weren't getting better. Why they couldn't make you better. I know you were even more scared and confused about what was happening than I was. I just hope I told you and showed you how much I loved you more than how impatient I could be. I just wanted you to get better so I could take you home where you belonged. I guess God had other plans for you. He needed the most beautiful angel in the world there with Him. I just want you to know that I sure do miss you here with me. I hope you know that I tried my best to let you know that I was there for you and that I loved with all my heart. I tried to tell you everyday and every night that "I love you". I hope you knew how much I did and still do. I hope I didn't let you down. I hope I never made you feel like I was mad at you or that I didn't love you. It was just me being scared of loosing you. I miss you Nicole with all my heart and I would do anything to have you back here with me. I miss that beautiful smile when I told you that I loved you and you saying, mouthing or blinking it back to me. I just hope you know how much I really and truly love you. You are and always will be my heart. Until next week my love, from my heart to your heart, blink 1-2-3, I love you Nicole.
All my love always and forever.
February 28, 2013
Dear Nicole,
In rest and in play God will always keep us safe.. Soar with the Angels.. Just a reminder that we are all bound together forever by the Love we shared..

"God looked around his Garden and found an empty place, he then looked down upon the Earth and saw your sweet and tired face.
He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest. God's Garden must be beautiful He always takes the best.
He knew that you were suffering, He knew that you were in pain, He knew that you would never get well on Earth again.
He saw the road was getting rough and the hills were hard to climb.
So He closed your weary eyelids and whispered, "Peace Be Thine."
It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone, For parts of us went with you the day He called you home."
This summer i will plant a special flower and watch it grow and change. Just as i watched you over your life time.It will be my Nicole Flower. I will call it my "Nicki Sunshine Flower!"
I Love you Always and Forever,
February 28, 2013
My Beautiful,Sweet,Funny Nicole..

It's been a while my friend. My heart just needed some time to heal and process. But you have been heavy in my thoughts the past several days, more then the everyday usual? When i hear the wind chimes, i listen for your laughter on the breeze. Your new freedom and strength rush over me and it reminds me that you are EVERYWHERE. And that is a Beautiful thing Miss Priss! The bluest skies remind me of your eyes. A child's innocent smile makes me think of the love in your Heart. A soft light rain makes me think of the quiet tears you must have cried, that no one else ever saw because of your strength. I watched a pelican in flight, just this morning sitting by the river and it made me think of you, as it sailed so effortlessly, so carefree, its belly almost touching the water and the tiny marks like etched glass rippled wherever it choose to dip and touch it's wingtips. I know in my heart that you are now that Free, so agile, without the worries and cares of a material world. How beautiful you must be in all of your glory these days Nicole! How refreshing and Beautiful everything must be. You are now able to see everything as it was always meant to be seen. In His Perfection. Unmarked,untouched, restored,vibrant and amazing. The world misses you. Your parents, your friends,your family, every life you ever touched. Weather they were deeply moved and inspired by who you were, or if they just barely knew you. You touched people, way down deep in the soul, where it really makes an impact.. i miss you.. I think of you. I smile when someone has your name and orders a "caramel fraccachino!" no one will ever say it with true Nicki"ism" style. nonetheless, it makes me smile.. Maybe we can't touch you, hold your hand, see your eyes sparkle, or hear your voice in the old familiar way that we are used too. But feeling you from the heart and feeling you from the deepest parts of our soul, We Can! To touch you is to feel the wind on our face, to hold your hand, is just placing ours in the space next to us and letting you hold onto us, your eyes are in the Blue sky and your voice is everywhere that laughter is heard and felt.. Thank you for blessing my life as my little sister. Thank you even more for showing me the true meaning of strength, determination, love and a positive "Princess Diva" attitude.. Let your light shine on Nicole~ let the whole world know that you were hear..
SO much Love to you Girly Girl..
Forever and Always,
February 27, 2013
Hey there my beautiful angel. Well it's Wednesday night again and I want you to know that I miss you more than ever. I have so many pictures of you surrounding me at the house and all I can think of is how beautiful you are, how much I miss you and how I love you so very very much. I still find it hard to accept that I can't see you or talk to you any more. I miss your smile. I miss your hugs. I miss hearing your voice. I miss YOU!!!! There are so many things I want to say to you. So many things I need your opinion on or your help with. I so much need to hear "Mama, I love you." I can't stop thinking about you. I relive your life over and over every day wishing you were still here living it. I don't think I will ever get over missing you like I do. Nicole, you are my heart. You made me happy. You are my true love. I am trying to stay strong and live every day for you, but just so you know, life sucks without you!! For now I will have to settle with your beautiful face smiling at me through all your pictures and know that your standing beside me all the time keeping me going. Keeping me strong. I will never in a million years be able to express how much I truly love you. I hope you know and I hope knew just how much I do. Until next week, Blink 1-2-3, I love you Nicole.
All my love always and forever.
February 26, 2013
thinking of you,I think of you all the time,it makes me smile and makes cry and sad. this is so hard to deal with every day and night ,just knowing that your not in pain any more not dealing with shands every day helps , i mise that smile so much and that i love you can i have something? I read somthing today that me think about every thing "don't question what god but a period on " I wish you new all much you meant to every one around you. you touch so many with your smile and kindness. I'm so proud of you. blink 3 times love daddy.
February 20, 2013
Hey beautiful girl. Just wanted to let you know how very much I love you and how much I really miss you. You are on my mind 24 hours a day. Everything I see, hear or touch reminds me of you. Something you said or did. Someplace we went. Something you liked or wanted. Even something you didn't like. It just all reminds me of how much I miss you and miss having you here with me. Brian and I were listening to music tonight and guess what came on, Love Shack!!!! He had just said he was wanting to hear it and it came on!! You must of heard him! I miss my best friend so much baby. I miss the love of my life. I love you more than words could ever say. Life is so empty without you. I will never get use to you not being here. I wish this was still just a bad dream and I will wake up and you will be here. A mom can dream can't she? Well I will write you next week, but until then, blink 1-2-3 I love you Nicole. All my love always and forever. Mom
February 13, 2013
Hey my sweet "Baby Gurl". Happy Valentine's Day (tomorrow). I LOVE YOU!!! I will sure miss that phone call from you wishing me a Happy Valentine's Day. I just want to let you know just how much I love you my sweet angel. I hope that through out your life you knew just how much you meant to me and that I truly loved you with all my heart starting from the very first moment I found out that I was going to have you. My love for you was always unconditional and it still is. There is no truer love in this world than my love for you. I am so honored to be your mom and so, so proud to call you my daughter. I could not have wished for a more perfect mother/daughter relationship then what we had. I would not change a thing about our relationship or the love we had for each other. You were the best daughter a mom could ever hope for and the best friend that anyone could ever have. I hope you know how proud I am of you and of what you achieved and how you handled your life especially being dealt the hand you were dealt. You are the strongest most beautiful women I know. You amazed me with the way you handled the struggles of your every day life. You are and always will be my inspiration. If only I could be half as strong and courageous as you. My admiration for you will last my life time. My love for you is eternal. My heart aches without you here. Just know that I love you more and more every day. I miss you my beautiful angel and I think about you every second of every day. Until next week, blink 1-2-3, I love you Nicole.
February 09, 2013
too the love of my live
I writing you too tell you that you are missed so much I think a lot of your friends and family don't have any one to call and make them smile like you did . I know I miss making that call my self. you are a special friend and a daughter just wanted too say hi and tell you how much I love you and how much I mise you . I took it for granted that you would be here forever I miss you so much you always made me fell so special to be your dad and proud of me. I feel that I let you down I was there to take care of you and didn't. I'm so sorry. I will hurt forever for that. please forgive me. blink 3 times daddy

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