I've held in in for weeks now and i don't think I can do it anymore. I've tried to be strong but when I'm alone I can't help but think of you.I think about all the things I never got to ask you, I think about all the things you'll never see me do and I think about all the time I wasted when I was with you. When my mom would bring us over I would say hi and not think twice about the next time I would get to say it to you but now that's all I want to do right now. I want to say hi to you one last time, I want to tell you how much I miss you. I wish I could tell you how much you meant to me. I wish I could bring you back and I think about that over and over and it upsets me even more cause I know it can't happen, you're gone and you're never coming back. Sometimes when I'm alone, all I want to do is cry, but I don't cause I want to show you how strong I am. I just want you to know how much I love you and even though I wasn't there every day of every month, you meant so much to me! I miss you MomMom.