Rhonda Lynn O'Neal Armbruster

My loving wife. The pain continue since Easter morning. I will never forgive myself for not living up to my promise to protect you from all harm and paln and for not telling \ showing you how much I loved you each and every day. The shame that I have to bear with each day knowing iam and will always be a failure as a father. Friend and husband. I deserve and will pay
the penalty of loneliness of a empty heart for the rest of my time here. I cant forget you off my mind and out of my heart. I listen to one of our favorite songs each day "The Grand Tour and cry thinking of you like a little boy. its the hurt and shame I have deep in my heart. I have always loved you since the first time I saw u walking out that club wearing,that one piece light
blue suite some twenty five years ago. The one u still have in the back of your closet. The one you didnt think I knew about.P.S. Happy mothers day. I love you and miss you more than life itself.