Nicki, I ache inside knowing I cannot attend the buriel. I wish I could see you one last time. You will forever be one of the most incredible people I've had in my life. I will never forget you and impact you had on all of us. Please take me with you in your heart because you sure will stay in mine. I'll see you someday again and inappropriate or not...we will have a shot of Old Grandad and float around on the tire tubes like we did so many times on Whitingham Lake. When I do finally get up there, make sure you're visiting that lake often because we'll have plenty of catching up to do and what better place than at the lake in the sun. Oh and of course we will head straight to your mom and dad's for some fresh veggies and dill dip. I love you girl.