I miss you more and more everyday. I miss so badly being able to tell you about my days good or bad. even tho you never really wanted to listen, but you always did. just to make me feel better. i miss coming home and seeing you at the kitchen table relaxing drinking a beer, watching one of your shows. i miss your jokes, your laugh, hearing you tell me you "love me way past the stars" my life feels incomplete without you here. i know your free from pain and with grandma and grandpa now, looking down on all us making sure we are all okay. but so selfishly i want you back. Even just for a moment.