My dear Musa you were not supposed to go without saying goodbye. February 2012 when we last spoke on Skype I never knew it was the last. That voice, that laughter, it is hard to imagine I will never hear that again. Musa, you were supposed to live longer because you were so strong, so wise, so sincere, so honest, so great and so phenomenal a friend. You are a person who truly cared for my life and everything that was happening in it. No one to share everything with. Thanks for sharing a lot since we reconnected in 2009 when I was in Afghanistan. I am so glad we found each other again. Not a day passes without me thinking of you Musa. I did love you, unconditionally too. I am sure you heard that, I am sure you knew that Musa. I am still so broken hearted, so lost. I need to hear your voice one more time, just one more time. I am so sorry I did not make it in 2009 when I promised to come. I thought we had time. Musa, I did not realize the time was near. When I was set on coming you departed before I could get my act together. I am so very sorry. I wish I had done things differently. I wish we had met, one more time. I am sure you are now in a better place. My dearest friend, I hope your soul is resting in eternal peace. Till we meet again my love. You take care and remain blessed.