Mom I didn't know what to say until now. So much was put upon us that I didn't have time to realize that what you were going through was really happening. That no matter what I did, I knew you were going to leave. Yes, I'm angry, but there is no one to be angry at. I'll miss our talks mom and the ways I would try to make you laugh. I am grateful for all that you have taught me. I know you were very tired at the end because I saw your beautiful smile(peaceful) smile on your face when you left. That gave me peace mom. Knowing you would be okay. Like Jen said say hi to everyone and see you when we get there!