Lauren you were one of my dearest friends of all times for me. To hear that you aren't out there smiling with the ear to ear grin hurts more than i can tell you. You were there in my time of need and I apologize to for not being the same friend to you. Why I was searching for you today I can't say, but finding you this way is not what I would have expected in a million years. I know that the lord has taken you to be with your dad finally, and I know you missed him dearly. My thoughts and prayers are with you forever dear. I can see your smile as I type this, so I know you still are smiling. Sorry I left so suddenly but its what I needed to do for me. Your best buddy forever.