I don't think I will ever accept that you are gone Doug. You will never know how much I appreciated you and how much you inspired me to want to be a better person. I will miss you deeply and will try to view life as positively as you did. To Doug's family and to his son, Ryan, my thoughts are with you all and I hope that you are able to find some comfort in the wonderful memories you have of Doug. Ryan, I hope you know how much your father loved you and how unbelievably proud he was of you. You were his greatest accomplishment in life and he made that known to everyone he knew. He was a great and caring man and will truly be missed by many.