In memory of your birthday today. You are still in my heart everyday and we (family) miss you very much.
Instead of feeling sad and hopeless-I can remember "Our ways are not God's ways" and I am happy we had the years and good times we had. I don't think love is ever ending and I am greatful for the memories I have had- along with the memories of others who were close to him. He was a good person, I wish was still here but I know nothing in this world is permanent and unchanging and we all we die also so it's best to make the most of it till we do. I look forward to seeing him on the other side of living in this world.
I just hope to make life here better by putting my hope in the good things and way of living a good life with God's help to get through. Because I can't go back in time and do things differently to bring him back.
Love you always, John-and like you used to say "Amen". (After talking a lot and hoping it had meaning) :)