Well Doug, I keep losing the ones I love. I tried so hard not to think about the loss of you, and now that my mom is gone, all of the losses are piling up and I'm feeling them all very acutely-especially mom of course, but you too. I hope you and mom and your dad and my dad are together along with all of their friends and family. That would be ok even though all of you are so surely missing from our lives. I love you all.