It's been a few months since iv'e talked to you. I'm still in Albany not working it's been 6 months. I'm not doing to good I seem to be in a very nasty rut, Not sure what I should do. Part of me wants to go back to Binghamton It is hard to leave Chris and the animals. You know how it is with the animals so difficult. I don't have any money what so ever completely broke its kinda scary. Thank god i'm not on my own . We'll i guess i wouldn't of been in this situation. Don't think I told you that Johnney passed away in June he's buried at breezy pines with misty. Did you know that Jack Pichura died to in June just a few months after his mom, I;m not sure maybe you have seen them, Dad i need some kind of sign from you to let me make this very difficult situation. I've been putting job applications in binghamton so if i get an offer that maybe be a sign. I;m just so torn but I'm not myself I've sheltered myself so much here. I hardly ever go anywhere. Chris works and on the weekends he only wants to rest, Dosen't even want to go for a ride unless we take the convertible which i won't ride in. So anyway if you could give me a subtle sign to sway me one way or another. We all miss you so much. We all have your obituaries pic and i have mine on my dresser i say good morning to you and tell you I love you most everyday. Anyway sorry for talking so long its been awhile. Love you forever and always dad!