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September 10, 2014
Hello father mis you it is still so sireal cant belive your are gone.DAMMIT it makes me mad. But WOW can't do NOTHING.BUT just mis you and I do.well gonna hit the sheets got work tomorrow.love you xoxoxoxo Tam
September 09, 2014
Hey dad, been painfully missing you so dearly. You are in my thoughts everyday. I wish you were here, I feel so lonely without you. I wish there was a way to clone you and have u with us again - Oh what the future will behold. No matter what issues come up for me I always think back to you and tell myself this is nothing compared to the pain living everyday having lost you.
August 17, 2014
Hello pop , thinking and missing you,I reamber every weekend mom would dress us up.just because,and today seems like one of those days,its strange,but ot does
Hope it is nice where you are because it is moce here.Kids start school Wednesday look after them please hey is Ginger with you lol,hope so,kids are getting big right before my eyes.well papa write you again like always have to give you sometime to read all my messages.love you dearly Tam.xoxoxoxoxoxox 4 ever
August 07, 2014
Hello pop well been thinking about you missing you a bunch,wishing you were here,but anyways things here are ok,we all are pretty healthy so I can be thankful for that.I just wanted to say to you that I miss ya and hopes you hear me,I bet you do :) ok Daddy O just saying and mis u a lot love you 4 ALL SEASONS.TammyLulu kid. :-)
July 18, 2014
Hello father well Ahna is hitching it tomorrow :( sad you wont be there we could of hung out together sit at the same table.,and laugh like we always did.but just thinking of you,and missing you so much still not real.love and mis you deep in my heart Tam xoxo
July 12, 2014
Sure missing you Dad! Went to a funeral this week for a friend and cried my eyes out, not so much for him but because burying him made me sad for now having a physical resting place for you. I am grateful to your daughter and my sister who provide us all with your virtual heaven. I love you Dad and I am just thinking about you. It is hard to say that idea of you will ever subside - you were an awesome person and a wonderful Dad. I loved how you laughed, oh those funny videos you used to watch of old timers getting roasted - and I would wake up to you giggling yourself to tears - cherished memories :)
July 12, 2014
Hello father just thinking about you,heard a song on the raido put tears in my eyes cause it reminds me of when we were young.it was a sad and happy moment.love them and hate them at the same time hurts still,it will always hurt tell I hug you again love and thinking about you.Tam
July 04, 2014
Well hello pop ,thinking about,when I look out the window and the sun is almost. Down ,I reamber when we were wound you would say be home before the sun goes down,thats when we would go to the park it just reminds me of you.Im in the big out door swing you gave me we all love it and use it ,Its nice just to sit down and watch the kids play and swing Bella likes it,That is Salinas baby.She loves being outside ,but anyways pop,wish we spent more time together,but I know how it is everyone gets caught up in the moment and time flies,and the next thing we know you are gone right before our eyes. :( Thunny said you know when people die there friends and family cry and think about them for a while go see there grave,and then he said after awhile it all stops,they think of you now and them,but dont worry pop Ill never forget you all aways write you.some im here anytime give me a sign pop,well love you 4 ever me again and always
July 04, 2014
Well hello pop ,thinking about,when I look out the window and the sun is almost. Down ,I reamber when we were wound you would say be home before the sun goes down,thats when we would go to the park it just reminds me of you.Im in the big out door swing you gave me we all love it and use it ,Its nice just to sit down and watch the kids play and swing Bella likes it,That is Salinas baby.She loves being outside ,but anyways pop,wish we spent more time together,but I know how it is everyone gets caught up in the moment and time flies,and the next thing we know you are gone right before our eyes. :( Thunny said you know when people die there friends and family cry and think about them for a while go see there grave,and then he said after awhile it all stops,they think of you now and then,but dont worry pop Ill never forget you all aways write you.I always think about you, anytime give me a sign pop,well love you 4 ever me again and always
July 04, 2014
Hey dad..happy 4th. I think of you often and wanted you to know that. 4th was always fun growing up on Palomino. My kids are getting so big and both great kids, I am very proud of them. Jordyn is senior and will be going to college soon and Theron is a handsome young man who loves playing soccer. I get sad knowing they will never really get to know you or the grandfather they had. I miss you dad and wish we had more time togethet. I hope heaven is treating you good....
July 02, 2014
Well hello pop ,thinking about,when I look out the window and the sun is almost. Down ,I reamber when we were young you would say be home before the sun goes down,thats when we would go to the it just reminds me of you.Im in the big out door swing you gave me we all love it and use it ,Its nice just to sit down and watch the kids play and swing Bella likes it,That is Salinas baby.She loves being outside ,but anyways pop,wish we spent more time together,but I know how it is everyone gets caught up in the moment and time flies,and the next thing we know you are gone right before our eyes. :( Thunny said you know when people die there friends and family cry and think about them for a while go see there grave,and then he said after awhile it all stops,they think of you now and them,but dont worry pop Ill never forget you all aways write you.some im here anytime give me a sign pop,well love you 4 ever me again and always
June 29, 2014
Hello father,it gonna be a hot one today,in the 90s Hate the heat.can you all up there send down some rain,we need it bad.but. heat is what you get when it is summer.Haven't heard from John no phone :( but hope sometime someday he will find his way here.Time will tell.but we are all doing ok as good as we can be.so kee you eyes down and always watch us ok love and miss you dearly Tammy
June 19, 2014
Hello daddy its me Tam,Yeah I guess im a lil crazy writing you all the time,but there is no where to go see you so this is how I heal,I like it,and you can listen to all my BS .well im goona drive now talk to later.love and miss you.xoxoxo
June 16, 2014
Hello father of mine.just wantednto say Hi, How are things up in heaven.What I here all good so enjoy your peace and keep a eye on all of us.thinking and missing you.Tammy Lov ya
June 15, 2014
Hello pop itse again,damm you are probably saying back off daughter,but I know I am wrong I no in a million years you would never say that.So we are Q in up eating and thinking of you.so HAPPY FATHERS DAY for the third time :) love you and miss you very very much xoxoxo Tam
June 15, 2014
Hello Dad HAPPY FATHERS DAY.Well it is 1:30 am can't sleep well dont feel sleepy but going to bed soon.Just wanted to give you a shout out and let ya know that you are still important in my life even through you are not here in person you are here deep in my heart always.well good night and talk to you soon.Love you Tam
June 14, 2014
Hello father,was watching utube and it was about fathers,because tomorrow is fathers day.Just want to let you know im thinking about you today tomorrow and forever.Missing you alot can't call to you on fathers day but I will be writing you.I want to wrap my arms around you at least one more time and tell you I LOVE YOU,I know that isn't possible so I will hug my children in your place and tell them I love them and with you in mind and in my heart.Just thinking of you with tears in my eyes and a broken heart.So Have a Early FATHERS DAY,Somewhere where ever you are.LOVE YOU ALWAYS YOUR BROKEN HEART DAUGHTER TAMMY .
June 11, 2014
Ola pop its me just thinking about you.Here well its ok my boys drive me crazy.but anyways I Just wanted to say hey.miss you alot wish you were here.well I keep in touch always ooxx your daughter Tammy Love you pop. :-)
June 06, 2014
Hello pop well it is12:15 in the am cant sleep so thought I'd give you a buzz.justnto say howdy and we here are a ok.things here sometimes can be a bummer, bjt I guess thats how life is you have your ups and downs.I like writing you I can say what is in my mind but one thing that is sad. :( I get no feed back,but I no anything I say you are always there to let me know what you think and make me laugh.We had some good Times just B.S ing all the time miss that alot well have to get up at 4:20 I guess I should catch some ZZZ.LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART TAMMY YOUR LOVELY DAUGHTER HAHA. :) xxxooo
May 26, 2014
Hello my Dear father well it is memorial day im thinking about you,I am at the park by my house sitting in the grass the wind is blowing weather is so nice.I wish you were here somewhere on earth.but you are in my heart and my thoughts always.The kids are growing so fast,so that means we are getting older :( ,but that is life we got to take it how it comes,what ever hand we get damm it ,its ours.I will enjoy every minute I have we only live once.well sweet and sours better be waiting for me when I join you yum,Still at Target I get my wk end off get off early wow who could ask for more.Moms good Antonio to everyone so just keep watching over us as we watch for signs from you ,I belive so pop till next time with ally heart your loving daughter Tammy PS.GONE TO SOON
May 23, 2014
Hello pop just been thinking about you alot,just getting ready to go home from work.ugly out but hot .momday is memorial day so ill be hitting you up then to
Gonna go see Vera,after work monday,so better get home talk to you soon.miss you alot.Tama Lulu kid. :)
May 22, 2014
Hello pop its me Tam thought id say hi mis you much hope you read this.it is still sir real that you are not here.but think about you alot.love you be back soon
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April 28, 2014
Hello pop how's it going in the heavens hood
Probley great.Well I know. you were around us around Easter,Nikos was dying eggs and your #8 was on it. So we knew that was you telling us you are here with us and you are good..Nice to know that :) Once again Thanks for the great memories
When we played 50s dance in the playroom,the planes we all had neighborhood kids bad them to,riding to the snow and the ocean in the back of the truck,damm these day never.We were living on the edge.well pop Thanks for still being with us showing us your signs that you are Aok
LOVE YOU ALWAYS Still can't belive you are not with us:(
But in a way to you are....haha Love you pop xoxoxo Tam
April 20, 2014
Hello pop well it is Easter sunday just wanted to say I love you and thinking about you.wish I could hug you one more time.just to feel you arms around me,and a tight hug.,and a I love you pop.Im good with that but ill just tell you that is as good as it will get.so I LOVE YOU tell the end of the earth.and please open the gates when I. get there.see you sometime dont know when my # is up but hey you never no.CRAZY love you xoxoxo Tam
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April 19, 2014
Hey Dad!!! I swear I saw you driving today. It was the funniest thing. As I was coming back from the store with my mom we both broke us head to take a double look at his guy in the car in the opposite lane, we looked at each other and said "who did that look like", I said "Dad". My mom told me she wasn't going to say anything unless I said it first. I just started laughing. I was laughing remembering another time Bobbie and I literally ran up to a guy yelling Dad and before we reach him all the way about 2ft away we stopped and laughed at each other too. Ohh the funniest things something I tell ya Dad. I am almost finished with school, super stoked that I am actually doing this - I will not regret taking full advantage of my intelligence Dad, you always told me I had a good head on my shoulders, I won't let you down with that one. Hey Dad, kids are good, Brandon just turned 5 and your Boojuz will be 10 next month OMG - time flies.
Well just wanted to write and tell you I have you on my mind a lot lately. School has me really pushing my emotional and mental capacities bringing up feelings in my new career field. Sometimes it is hard to talk about, used to talk with you, but I know that I will feel better to get it out and just cry sometimes in your memory. I love you so much and miss you still everyday. I hope that heaven will reunite us as I dream oneday, that sounds wrong but I mean it in a good way, I just want to be able to see you and hear you laugh again and throw my arms around you.
Tell Mr. Sinatra your Shanz in doing it her way...hahahaha. Love you. XOXO
April 14, 2014
Hello pop just thinking about you.just wanted to say I miss you alot ,love you with all my heart.I wish just one more time you would pull up in one of your famous car you always had.but that was you.When we were growing up mom had a new car and you had a different car,truck every Friday.good memory.makes me just smile
:) well pop Ill keepa smiling just watch over all us.xoxo miss you much Tam
April 12, 2014
Good morning pop its me Tam just thinking about you.wondering hows it going over there on the other side.Damm you could have a big family reunion there with your mom dad, and all the other members you have there ,friends and all.Oh you could make you famous tocos yum yum.Everyone would love that.Damm im kinda jealous.but at least I no when I get there you and family will be there waiting for me.well pop just wanted to say hi and I love you ....oxox Tam
April 09, 2014
Hello pop just wanted to say howdy see hows going not to bad I bet.no crime pain all good there ,so you got it made.well im at work have to get back just wanted to say hi,let ya no I miss ya a lot still cant belive you are gone
Maybe ill wake up and then you wil be here.but that isnt the case you are gone.boo but it stil hurts deep in my heart.like a knife stabbing at it.but I no you are stil around so good bye for now xxxooo love 4ever Tam
March 29, 2014
Hello father rainy today we need it bad.so how is it over there
Great I bet .here same ol crap wake up go to work kids have school there sports then gon to sleep and start all over again.Damm that is boring.but o well we are gonna go camping this summer.last summer was a blast.trying to keep in touch with the other brothers and sisters we text to say hi so that isgood well pop miss you alot love you till the ends of the earth always Tam
March 21, 2014
Hello father it me Tam been thinking of you alot .you know what I found Vera after so long she is with her dad and step mom,her dad passed in 94 wow if I would of known we could of seen him,but hope you are with them all.I wish there was a place we could go to see you bring you flowers and what ever.but we have this and we know that you are around its all good.Still a shocker that you are not here.Was with mom today nice we kicket it and went out for icecream.Talked about Vera her dad you and the kids.well spring is here so just wanted to say hi and love you.Thanks for the 411 about Vera I would of never found her.one check off my bucket list.buy for now love ya again....Tam
January 08, 2014
Happy Birthday pop,well it would of been,just letting you no we are still missing you alot,still to this day I cant belive you are not here,CRAZY.I think about you all the time wanting to here your voice seeing your face,giving you a BIG HUG,just a simple Hi or just to say I love and you to hear it,But yoou are somewhere where I will not see you hear or touch you,just thimk of you and look at pictures,bitbthat is i guess better then nothing and we have great memories,well LOVE YOU Intell the end of time.....Tammy Lulu kid.
January 08, 2014
Happy birthday Dad I'm thinking of you everyday. I don't know if Angels get wishes but I hope yours come true, even in heaven. I miss you so very much everyday. Today I will be feast on sweet and sour pork in your memory. Rest in peace. I love you.
December 30, 2013
well coming to end of 2013 it's been the hardest year without you Dad. Nothing seems the same anymore because I'm so used to having you around. I remember when I felt happy or sad I'd just come home and you'd be there to tell me exactly what I needed to hear. I watched this movie last night with the kids called Paranorman, funny, buy that'd how I feel, like Norman. I see you, I hear you, I talk to you, but your just a spirit here with unfinished business. I miss you so much Dad. When I go to sleep your in my dreams or I'll fly and know that it's a sign from you. I just wanted to say I love you so very much Dad. Your in my heart por vida.
December 12, 2013
Hi Papa it's your little man i want you too know I love you and I miss you so so much its been one whole year since you've gone and as strong as I am Its still very very hard and I miss you daily.
I hope your looking down on my family and I along with all my sisters. I wish I could hear your voice telling me you love me and things will get better. I hope they do for my children's sake.
I talk to you all the time and I try and make the best choices I can in life even when it's not right in some peoples eyes. I love you and I miss you so damn much. You were the one I loved hearing telling me your words of wisdom and all the positive things I need I stay on track. I love you and words can't say enough when it comes to my feelings and my love for you I miss my daddy and i love you and all that you gave. You are my hero and my inspiration. Your life will live on in me.
I love you papa and I hope you miss me and my Jada and Mateo. Everyone says Mateo is like you cuz he is so dark and I love just the fact they remember you and they listen when I speak of you like I did when you spoke with me as a child. I can write forever believe I could but the tears fall and I love to cry for you. I'm just going to end by saying thank you for everything and being the dad and man you are.
December 12, 2013
I love you daddy and I miss you so much. I wanted to show you a photo of your grand kids but I haven't figured it out yet....... But I'm still going to try ok
December 12, 2013
Hey Dad, it's been a year without u...I'm just remembering u today and want you to know your always in my heart and the boys! I'll see you one day with your scruff beard and chuckle with you singing Frank Sinatra. I love you Dad and miss you so much!
December 09, 2013
HELLO FATHER well damm the year has flown by.At this time you were in hospis.Not fun,but we all got through it,some how.I always tell my kids about the good times,like when you would come home from work,and we all would run outside to see you.Arlinda and Anita would hang on your arms like they were monkey bars.Sometimes you would bring us something and sometimes not,but we didnt care we just loved for you to be home,Then we would all clean up and have dinner at the table,you would say prayer and then we would eat,miss those good ol times.We were a big happy family.You took us to DisneyLand a couple of times.We went to sacramento almost every other week,to see your grandmother,We loved going but we didnt understand what she was saying,but it was fine,as long as we were having a good time.Well pop I wish we could have sweet and sours just one more time,and while your at it maybe some of your famous tacos.Those were the bomb at the block partys.I reamber when we were young,we would chalk all over the road the whole nieborhood kids you didnt mind.When we were done you would just hose it down.well pop ypu gave me a great childhood I always tell my kids I wish I could take them back to my childhood it was great.They would of had a blast,we could walk to the park when we were 7 and didnt have to worry about anyone getting us.But life is diffrent,and more so that you are gone.well pop gonna hit the road,Ill be tuning back in soon..love you forever Tam the one that will soon own TARGET.LOL funny, Well I can dream
December 07, 2013
Hello pop,its me Tam little nippie today hope you are somewhere nice and cozy.Well just want to say we are good here on earth kids,grandkids,mom,and sisters.living each day as it comes.Just wanted to say HI and mis you so gonna go write soon.LOVE YOU FOREVER TAMMY,
December 04, 2013
Hello dad,one year ago today you were ready to leave us,we didnt want you to go.Right now I wish I could go back to that day.Even through we only had a lil time left But you would of been here.Then I would of been able to see you,talk to you,sit by you,kiss your face ,hold your hand,laugh about happy times,watch TV together.Just be daughter and father(family time).Even if you were laying there, we would be together and we would all have you still.But it would never happen.not today,tommarow,the next day,next week,NEVER.Because you are gone.But you will always be in my heart and happy memories,till the day I come to see you.I guess we were selfish we wanted you forever but that can never happen to anyone.but we think things like this will never happen to us.but that is like.NOT FAIR SUKS.It is hard to let go.I have two shirts in my closet,when I first got them I could smell you on them,my lovley father,but now the sent is gone.JUST LIKE YOU.well father I will miss you to the day I die.you will be in my heart forever.When I here Disco Inferno,I see you dancin.realy any music.well pop gonna go for now write you soon.love always Tammy
December 02, 2013
Hello father its me one more time.just wanted to say hi hows it going on the otherside mis you each and everyday.always think back to when we were young.. good time...Nicloe said tell Paul Walker HI..LOVE YOU ALWAYS TAM
December 01, 2013
Hello pop well it is almost one year,that you left us. Mis you everyday,think of you alot.There is a hole in my heart that not sure it can be fixed.At this time last year we were all with you hopeing for the best,but I guess we got are hopes up to high,and you were done,but dammit you hung in there for longer then we thought,dammit father I wish I can turn back the hands of time.But NOPE we cant do that,suks.But just to say I love and miss you HELLA.Intell tommarow.love you TAMMA LULU KID....
November 30, 2013
As I sit home alone, my family out and about, I watched "White Christmas" on Netflix and it reminded me so much of you. Its almost been 1 year and it still hasn't sunk in that you are gone? I know it was you who sent me that message...I am saying "hi" back and I miss you dad. This movie and the songs will forever make me think of you. love you and miss you dad, your Beanie
November 29, 2013
Hi Dad, well the holidays over...you weren't much for celebrations but you always showed up. It's been quite different without you present but somehow I hear your laugh constantly. We had you in our thoughts and you are still alive in our hearts. I love you so much and miss you so much still everyday.
November 28, 2013
hey dad its me again just to say I love you and hope you are eating turcky with your mom.mis you much oxoxox Tammy
November 27, 2013
Hello father today one year ago,I called you to talk.But you were,I guess asleep.so I had to wait tell tommarow.But all this time you were sick and I know you didnt want us to know.that was you never wanted to burden anyone.You always told us if something ever happen to you,that you didnt want us to know intell you were gone and buried.But sorry pop we found out.It wasnt a happy time,but I was glad I got to say my goodbyes and see you laters.I would of been (puffed)hey dad reamber that word, if you left with out us there.even if you were asleep it was fine with me.well my dear father I want to see you talk to you.Someone at work told me to think of you and talk about you and in my dream it will happen,so that is want I shall do.So pop intell tommarow I will let you no how it all turns out.mis your laugh,your sence of humer,I know us girls got it from you,sorry ma our talks we had.we were always laughing about all kinds of stuff,reambering and all the good days.I hate to leave but I will see you in my dreams.If it dosent happen someone at work better watch there back.hahaha love you Tam..oxoxoxox
November 08, 2013
Hello father,its me Tam thinking a lot about u.mis u soo much it has almost been one year.WOW it doesn't seem real.Me I still cant belive that you are gone.Not my father,but I cant control how it all works this world,cause if I could you would be A ok.Well last night I dreamed about you when we lived on Palomino It was nice,When we were young,everytime you would walk by a mirror and would say Hey, who is that good looking guy,and as always you were talking about yourself.but you were and are still good looking,thanks for all the good times and beibg a good father and so understanding,eazy going and all.thanks for the playhouse and the tree house you were always building something for us.I could say that our childhood was great,we never had to want because we always had,you made sure of that.My heart is broken one day it will mend not sure when,We all talk about you I want you to live in my young boys I dont want them to forget you,I will make sure that you live on in my house hold.mis you with all my heart love you...Tam P.S.TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS..HOW LONG DO I HAVE TO WAIT.
September 20, 2013
Hey Dad,
Just thinking of you. Missing your jokes and laughter...brahahha! I love that Israel and Brandon have such strong memories of you that they can pass down and keep with them too. You and Mom kept me so strong, and still do. I have your locket around my neck and it keeps me so close to you. I find myself talking to you and really hearing you answer, cause I know what you'd tell me. Not like a crazy thing though haha. I got to find out some new info from the family reunion, not surprising. As with everyday to you is just another day, I'll never forget I'm a piece of you. Bob and I are missing you so much. She just graduated and seeing her tears as the judge mentioned you had me balling too cause she stayed so strong and tried to hold it together. Dad, life is great today it could be better like a million in my bank or so haha but knowing you very much alive in all your kids puts a big smile on my face and makes me laugh how many of us you made...ya know.
Hope your enjoying your beer w/rootbeer and a good cigar.
Love you so much Dad, always and 4ever. :-* Besos.
August 15, 2013
MY LOVE THIS IS ARE 38TH ANNIVERSARY TO DAY AUG 15TH AND I KEEP THANKING BOY IT WUSENT THAT LONG WHIN YOU AST ME WHAT I WUNTED FOR ARE ANNIVERSARY I SAID LETS GET MARRIED WE WE DID IT WOW BABBY ARE BOY HAS BROUGHT ME DOWN HERE WITH HIM FOR A WILL IM SORRY IM NOT THERE WITH YOU. YOU AGAIN STEEP IN OK OK I GET THE HINT BUT IM STEEL NO GOOD WITH OUT YOU SO YOU NEED TO SHOW ME WHAT TOO DO IM SO SORRY I HOPE YOUR BEAR MADE IT TOO. YOU AND CHIOW ?HAS A NEW HOME YA YA SHES HERE WITH ME IM STARTING TO CALL HER YOYO SHS NUTS IN A GOOD WAY I MISS YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH I NEED YOU SO I KEEP WISHIN AND HOPING MY TIME WILL BE SOON SO I CAN SEE YOUR FACE AND HAVE YOU SAY WELL IS ABUT TIME YOU GOT HERE I LOVE SO I WILL BE TOKING TO YOU REMBER THE 27TH IS JUST TO WEEKS AWAY IL BE SEEING YOU KEEP HOLDING IM UP YOUR WIFE MY HART IS THERE WITH YOU
July 27, 2013
Hi pop well it has been awhile no internet yet.hope soon want to say i misu so much,here we r doin ok kids are getin big and punkie.Have three Grandbabys.they are fun but messy lil ones.but that is fine.i talk to kathy wel text she mis u sooo much when u left u left a whole in all of our hearts.isee u everyday on my fireplace and say hi and ask hows goin.or if something happens at home weird i no it is u.nice.i like it.well father gona jet and no i dont own target yet soon....ya rite.mis your laughter smile and everything about u....lov u for ever Tam.
July 19, 2013
HI LOVE IM SORRY I HAVE TRYD TO KEEP GOING ON WITH OUT YOU ITS NO GOOD I HOPE YOU WELL FOR GIVE ME I PRY TO GOD THAT HE WILL FOR GIVE ME TOO I MITE NOT GET TO BE WITH YOU BUT THATS OK TO SEE IM NOT WITH YOU HERE EVER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOUR SON NOS WHAT IM DOING HE NOS IM NOT HAPPY ENY MORE MY LOVE PLEASE FOR GIVE ME
July 01, 2013
Hi Dad. Just thinking about you. On summer days like this you never put a shirt on haha. Well honestly fear of change hit me.
Making a big change in my life, compete 360 - You always talked to me about faith... hope your looking down, still proud of me to make a better life for my boys. We all miss you so much!
I love you with all my heart Dad!
May 08, 2013
Hey Dad, I just got back from Vegas. My eyes lit up so big seeing that place. I am going to listen to my heart and you and follow them. I am finishing up your wishes and trying to reach out. I've still found it bumpy to think of you and talk about you without tearing up but that's because I love u so much and miss you with all my heart! I feel guided when I think of you and feel so good when I deep down listen and think "what would my Dad tell me to do". You were always there teaching me and showing me a positive way. I'm heading to the Big City of Lights Dad to live my Big dreams, my you continue to watch over me.
April 16, 2013
Hi Dad, Was thinking about you a lot Yesterday. Don't what it is maybe it's when I write the number 12 down. Boy what a way to go 12/12/12 at 8. You did it your way that's for sure. I love you lots. I know we didn't get together much in my older years but I want you to know that you helped make me the person I am today. And I think I'm a pretty good one. I tell my kids the words you said to me and they are good people because of it. I Love you and will never forget you.
Your Yellow Pinky xoxo
April 12, 2013
Hey Papa I love you and I miss you like crazy. I'm sorry I haven't written to you in a while but know that I think about you every day and I talk about you all the time. Dad I wish I was in a better and happier chapter in my life but sad to say I'm not. But I'm still working and taking care of my kids making sure they have what they need to be secure in this world. But missing you is hard Daddy it doesn't get easier but It dose hurt less. I hope you know your the father I want to be and I can say I'm doing a good job in keeping my positive attitude and living happy no matter what challenge may come before me. Things always find a way of working themselves out. I just miss you daddy. Your my hero you will always be my hero. I love you dadio miss me love me
April 02, 2013
Hey Dad hope your enjoying the Bahamas...brahahahaha! Just thinking of you and your sense of humor on April Fools Day. Love you.
March 30, 2013
Dear Dad.......I often light a candle at home as my way of remembering you. So as you look down upon us and see that flame glowing, know that I am thinking of you, I love you and miss you everyday.
February 19, 2013
Hi Dad. I'm trying to find peace without you. Errrr, you were such a huge part of my life it's hard to believe your gone. If I laugh I feel you in the room with us. I try to connect with you in prayer and get lost in trying you hard to be with you. I remember our last talk Dad, and I just want you to know that I respect you, whatever you ask me to do. It's no easy for me not to be mad, you know why, and yet it doesn't matter anymore I can't change that your gone. Dad, forgive me and know that as like you for me I'll always hold your best interest at heart. I scream and cry for you to come back Dad. I miss you just sitting in my chair falling asleep. So simple so memorable. Dad, Dad, if you can hear me, Dad listen, I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS AND FOREVER! Help me find peace. XOXO
January 10, 2013
Happy birthday daddy. I hope all your dreams have came true and your happy and smiling looking over all of us from the heavens above. I really miss you daddy I think about you every day and the more I think of you the more I miss you your voice your laugh the hairs on your cheeks poking me when i gave you a kiss. I miss everything about you daddy you are the greatest man in my world and nobody will ever compare too you. I hope you know you made me the happiest boy on this earth just being the man and father you are. I can't wait too be with you and give you a hug so you can feel how much love I have because of you daddy. I love you papa. I miss you so much.
Love your little baby boy.
January 09, 2013
HI LOVE HAPPY BIRTHDAY .BABE I SEE SO MUCH OF YOU IN JONATHAN ,YOU DID A GREAT JOB...... ARE SON AND I CRY,D, TO GATHER AFTER WE SET ALL THOUGH,S BALLOONS OFF TO YOU .IF YOU MISS,D THEM , THEY WERE WHITE ? JUST LIKE THE CLOUDS THE WIND AND RAIN DID NOT STOP THEM FROM TAKING OFF TOO YOU JONATHAN AND I WERE TRYING NOT TO CRY BUT AFTER A WILL WE COULD ET HOLD IT BACK . HAW WE MISS YOU . I MISS YOU. TO DAY FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY I TOKE THE SNOW MAN DOWN O HOW I,M GOING TOO MISS THAT LOOK ON YOUR FACE AFTER TELLING YOU I DID IT IT,S IN THE YARD , THAT SMALL ON YOUR FACE SAID IT ALL .HAW I,M GOING TO MISS THAT IN YOU .IL BE THANKING OF SOMETHING AND THIN I WOULD THINK WHAT YOU WOULD ,SAY .BABE I THINK AT TIME,S I,M GET,IN STRONGER ,BUT ALL I FIND IS I,M GET, COLD,ER AND I DO.NT WANT TOO END UP LIKE THAT HA HA I NO WHAT YOU WOULD TELL ME .IT,S ALL WRITE . I NO , WELL MY LOVE HAPPY BIRTHDAY 77 AND STEEL !!?? X O X O X O YOUR WIFE
January 08, 2013
Happy Birthday Dad, 36 again? I miss you so much Papa, my life seems boring without you here to make us laugh, but I stop and remember all the jokes and fun times and smile in memory of you papa. I love you with all my heart! See you again one day, in the Bahamas...I'll call you collect!
January 08, 2013
Happy birthday daddy. I hope all your dreams have came true and your happy and smiling looking over all of us from the heavens above. I really miss you daddy I think about you every day and the more I think of you the more I miss you your voice your laugh the hairs on your cheeks poking me when i gave you a kiss. I miss everything about you daddy you are the greatest man in my world and nobody will ever compare too you. I hope you know you made me the happiest boy on this earth just being the man and father you are. I can't wait too be with you and give you a hug so you can feel how much love I have because of you daddy. I love you papa. I miss you so much.
Love your little baby boy.
January 05, 2013
tony my love we already had our heart to heart the night I took kathy to the movies, you know how much I love you and how dear you are to me, and know the same. So al there is left to say is i'll miss you much and I hope you are pain free and happy now with the chance to once again be with your daughter and other family members already long gone. and maybe you"ll have the chance to meet my mom and dad and share a few laughs I'm sure you'd like them. farwell my friend miss you and love you always, Andrea
December 28, 2012
HI MY LOVE I DONT NO WHAT TOO DO EVRRY THIN IS FALLING APART ON ME I KEEP THANKING THE WORDS YOU WOULD SAY TO ME IT WILL BE ALRIGHT BABE HAVE FAITH . I MISS YOU AND I KEEP TOKING TO YOU I NO SOME HAW YOU DO HERE ME SO HERE THIS MY LOVE I TURLLY WILL BE WITH YOU ,SOON I,M NO GOOD WITH OUT YOU BY MY SIDE 37 YEARS IV HAD YOU WITH ME . I,M SO VERY SAD EVEN BEAR IS SAD SHE HAS NOT GOT,N BETTER WELL I WHAT TOO SAY LIKE,YOU ALWAYS SAY KISS IT MY LOVE IL RIGHT TOO YOU SOON YOU WIFE
December 27, 2012
Dear Tony, it has been my sincere honor to have been with you through your illness and to have finally met all your children and family you had always told me about. I know you are in a better place, but selfishly I wish you were still here, you and I talking about our families and how we could be better men and what the right thing to do is. You always reminded me to be kind and to think of others more than myself. In your passing, the love and support to and from Cathy, your kids, brothers and sisters was really special to share in and see, but you already know that. Take it easy Tony, I'll be seeing you, Love & Respect, Craig
December 26, 2012
my love theres so much i need too say we thought we had more time BUT you were gone im just here waiting for you hoping you will come though the door but we defrent i no that IL be with you soon i cant see you BUT i feel you all arund me here at HOME my LOVE GOD HAW I NEED YOU .I MISS YOU SO MUCH WITH ALL MY SOUL I LOVE YOU SO.. YOUR LOVING WIFE
December 26, 2012
Dear daddy I love you and even tho I've already wrote you a message I feel like this is one way I can reach out too you. I really miss you and I talk to you everyday I hope you hear me cuz you always were a great listener. I hate missing you this much! I wish you were home and I could just see you and give you a kiss. Im doing my best to stay strong. Im keeping my head up being positive each day like you would but it's still very hard dadio. I just need to remember that you are always going to be here with me and I can still count on you to listin when I need someone to talk too. I love you daddy I miss you so much. Talk to you soon.')
Love your baby boy...me
December 25, 2012
Tony, I dont even know were to start, this has been a super fast process of lossing you. It has taken me a long time to actually realize that your gone, visiting Cathy today for Christmas, with Jonathan, Jada and Mateo was really sad to know that your not there, we will miss you soo much! You were a great man, I loved that you were always so positive, no matter how bad the circustances were. I loved to come visit to chat with you!! I know that you are in a better place now and you will be watching over us. My condolences and simpathy go out to all your kids and grandchildren. Jada was so cute before we left she made sure to say bye to your ashes. We will always remember your strong positive personality. Merry Christmas Grandpa Tony :) We love you, Xoxoxo, Chela, Jada and Mateo.
December 23, 2012
Grandpa, you were always there for me since I was born. You spoiled me with your love and gifts. I will never forget all the times we had together, like my karate tornaments, teaching to play tennis and icecream on the way home. I will always love you and miss you. My prayers include you everynight and I talk to my Mom about all my memories of you so I'll never forget you.
December 23, 2012
I always looked up to him like my hero. wate a minute he is steel my hero i just got to look higher.miss u.bart
December 20, 2012
Grandfather although we were not extremely close, whenever we did see each other you made a point to hug me and talk with me as if we seen each daily. Love you and I know I will get one of your hugs again someday. Love, Salina
December 19, 2012
My deepest condolences to Cathy, Jonathan, Anthony and family. I heard that song, Tears In Heaven today, and said a prayer for your Christina and your Father, Tony. He was a very good man, so pure of heart.. I always remembered that about him; how much he loved his wife and sons, and his kind smile. I feel blessed to have had the honor to cross paths with him. I hope all of his loved ones find peace in his memory. Rest in Love. God bless you all <3
December 19, 2012
Hi Dad,

I will dearly miss calling and you on the other end "I Babe" Tammy is right your conversations were always short and sweet. I know I will see you again Dad.
You were an amazing man and father. You made our childhood full of wonderful memories. When we needed you, you were there without a question. No words can pin point how I feel right now. I am at a loss. You will always be with me and my family. So Never say "Good Bye" just "See you later." Rest, for later will come quicker than we think. Till then.
December 19, 2012
I Love & Will miss u big brother.You were always kind to me.Even thou we did not spend time together.the time we had was great & always laugh.Love always Mary
December 19, 2012
I Love & will miss u big brother.Love your sis Mary
December 19, 2012
I have great memories with Tony and Toni on Palomino Drive. Although it was many years ago, I always remember him tormenting me with the family dog "Baby". Tony had a big and charismatic personality - he will be missed. My deepest sympathy to all who loved him especially my dearest and closest friend, Toni Marie.
December 19, 2012
We love you
December 19, 2012
Grandpa, we miss you and we love you.You will forever live in our hearts..
December 19, 2012
Daddy I love you so and I miss you like crazy. You will always be my hero the strongest man I've ever known and the man I want to be as I grow older. I can't tell you in words how much you will always mean to but I will tell you I will think about you everyday every minute of my life. I love you so much daddy. I know you'll be watching over me every step of this journey threw life. God bless you for being you my father my hero an my best friend. I miss you and I love you. P.S. I will look after mom I promise. I love you love me.
December 18, 2012
My Dearest Father I will miss you so much. I will miss my calls to you on my lunch, you always kept them short & sweet. I will miss your laughter, your since of humor, your smile, and everything about you. I will keep you in my heart so you can be with me all the time. I love you and miss much.
Tama Lulu kid
Tammy
December 18, 2012
I am going to miss you Tony. You were the only father figure I had growing up. I never made it easy for you and I got into lots of trouble that you had to bail me out of, but you were always there for me and I pray that you have found peace and that you are happy up in Heaven with your mom and daughter. Look for Danny and we will see you one day and we all be happy. Good bye and may God bless you for always. I love you.
December 18, 2012
I have many fond memories of Uncle Tony. So sorry to hear of his passing. My thoughts go out to his children, many of whom I grew up with, and Aunt Mary Jane.
December 18, 2012
I love you Uncle.i know that you will live on in my heart and memorys -for- your apart of my beautiful family and you will always remembered as a loveing man that you are. Rest in peace Uncle, i know your up there with your sisters my Mom and Auntie Lily. MUCH LOVE
December 18, 2012
Gracias por todo Tony. Lo bueno y lo malo. Siempre estabo conmigo y mi familia. En mi pensamientos por vida porque yo tengo su hija conmigo.
December 18, 2012
I miss you Tony. I know you are in heaven with Christina and your Mom. I know you did it your way. I love you so much and miss you.
December 18, 2012
Love you dad, You will always be in my heart. I am the person I am today because of you. Every time I have a Root beer I will think of you - Cheers to your life and the moments we got to have with you. I will miss you.
Anita "Pinky"
December 18, 2012
Dad, I love you so much! When I think of you I see strength and confidence, as you rest now in heaven you look upon me and my family and I carry your strength and confidence in my heart - FOREVER! I always hold my head up for you Dad remembering everything you taught me and my family. You will always be alive in our hearts. The one, the only, the beginning, the end, you are my Alpha!
December 18, 2012
I love you dad and will miss you everyday. You were a great dad. I hope you are dancing up in heaven and showing the angels a few dance moves. I will always be your "beanie"...RIP oxoxoxo
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