To my Lovely Wife Gerdi,
Tomorrow will mark one month since you were called home by our lord Jesus Christ. This has been the hardest month of my life by far. Part of me died with you that day. I miss you so very much. Sometimes the pain of losing you gets so intense I can hardly stand it, buy then I realize you are now in a better place with no more suffering. You are once again whole. I go from room to room in this now empty house hoping to see and talk with you and all I see is emptiness. I don't know how I will ever go on without you, but I know I must as that is what you would want me to do. I stay busy around the house, but you always seem to occupy my memories. I can't get through a day without shedding some tears. Even though we are apart I know the day will come when we will once again be together and that day is a day I'm looking forward to. Till we meet again please watch over me. You will always be in my heart and I will love you forever my darling.