Heeeeeeryyyy Mommy Sunshine,
I miss you soooooooooommuch. I KNOW you were proud of me today. I'm back in school getting my Masters again, it's very difficult but I'm trying. I'm also preaching at Elder Tolberts this Friday night. I've had a very rough week, just not feeling well and missing you. I wish you were here. This just doesn't feel real. I'm doing the best I can. I'll tell you about how Friday night went on Saturday. I want to come and spend time with you at your Moseleum and just cry & talk to you. No one understand my very deep pain and hurt. It's like they don't care. Your baby girl misses everything about you. As we say HUGS AND KISSES. I LOVE THAT YOU'RE MY MOMMY. Im your baby girl forever, your caregiver forever. Love ya my beautiful ray of sunshine, my angel and you are Gods precious daugther -Tasha
Heeeeeeyyyyy Mommy Dearest & Sunshine:
Well today is 1 year and 4 months that you've been with Jesus. I fell horrible with tears in my eyes. I just dont feel right with out you physically with me. I miss you very very deeply and terribly. My pain has gotten deeper. I know you probably wouldn't want me to be this sad and hurt but honestly I miss you and this hurts. Things don't feel the same. I just want you to know that you're a FANTASTIC Mother. I'm so glad I told you this daily in some form. You went to be with Jesus too soon. I appreciate you Mommy. You are the BEST Mommy ever. I LOVED taking care of you. I love being your baby girl. I'm going to make The Lord proud and you proud. Continue to get your sweet beautiful rest. I miss US. Thank you for living a Holy, Saved life's before me everyday. YOU ARE a Proverbs 31 Woman. This is so hard to believe. I'm so alone, lonely, etc. We are HeathGirls4Ever!!!! I know The Lord is pleased and so am I. You are a WINNER. We are always Mom and Daugther, we are always Cee Cee & Tasha. Hugs & Kisses forever LOVE your caregiver, baby girl, twin, etc. Tasha (PS Talk to you more thus week buddy)
Hey Mommy Sunshine,
I'm just stopping by to say I love you so deeply and very, very much. This doesn't seem real at all. I understand you got tired of being sick but I miss you. Everything is very very different and strange. Nothing is "normal" anymore. Well, you would've enjoyed this weekend my beautiful ray of sunshine. It's pastors anniversary weekend. I've been in church all weekend. I miss talking with you about it and how much we would have enjoyed The Lord together. Mom I just miss you so much. Yes, I'm still in a lot of pain, hurt, emptiness, loneliness, etc. You are a WINNER! I'm so proud of you as always. I miss hearing your beautiful voice, laughter and so much more. I think about you everyday.i miss all of our very special things (you know what they are). I love being your babygirl, caregiver, twin, etc and Gods child. You are MY precious Mommy and Angel but you're Gods precious daughter...as we always say, Hugs and Kisses forever - Love your baby girl - Tasha (PS -Talk to you more this week) continue to get your sweet, beautiful rest.
Heeeeeeyyyyy Mommy Dearest & Sunshine:
Well today is 1 year and 3 months that you've been with Jesus. I miss you very very deeply and terribly. My pain has gotten deeper. I know you probably wouldn't want me to be this sad and hurt but honestly I miss you and this hurts. Things don't feel the same. I just want you to know that you're a FANTASTIC Mother. I'm so glad I told you this daily in some form. You went to be with Jesus too soon. I appreciate you Mommy. You are the BEST Mommy ever. I LOVED taking care of you. I love being your baby girl. I'm going to make The Lord proud and you proud. Continue to get your sweet beautiful rest. I miss US. Thank you for living a Holy, Saved life's before me everyday. YOU ARE a Proverbs 31 Woman. This is so hard to believe. I'm so alone, lonely, etc. We are HeathGirls4Ever!!!! I know The Lord is pleased and so am I. You are a WINNER. We are always Mom and Daugther, we are always Cee Cee & Tasha. Hugs & Kisses forever LOVE your caregiver, baby girl, twin, etc. Tasha
Mommy Sunshine Dearest:
Today is your baby girl 29th Birthday. That's right I turned 29 years young today. As you know this is your day too because of the struggle you had to endure. THANK YOU for being my mommy, hero, role model and best friend & more. The Lord blessed me with an angel YOU! All the doctor appoints and diagnosis and other things. Today just does not feel right. I miss you my beautiful ray of sunshine. I LOVE YOU FOREVER. I thank God for you. I love you mom we are Heath girls 4 ever. I can say more but don't want to say too much. Continue to get your sweet beautiful rest. Today is my 2nd birthday with you resting with Jesus.Mom I'm going to make you proud I won't disappoint you or The Lord. Hugs and Kisses - Tasha
HAPPY second 4th of July with Jesus and your baby girls pre birthday. Words can't express my pain today and everyday. I know you're resting with Jesus free of all pain, sickness etc. I wish you were here. I miss US I miss all of our laugher and talks and just being Mom & Daughter, Cee Cee & Tasha I just miss that. I just want to be the daughter you and The Lord can be proud of. I miss taking care of you, blessing you with gifts and surprises and just bing there for you. The Lord gave me the best mommy in the word YOU! As I've told you everyday you are a Queen and now The Lord is treating you like the Queen YOU ARE. You are in his arms and care. I'm still hurting so much. No one understands my pain. I just miss you. I LOVED taking care of you we had ALOT of fun. Hugs and Kisses for ever I'll write you again tomorrow my beautiful ray of sunshine. You are my mom forever. We are twins, best buddies, mom and daughter, best friends, care giver for life, HeathGirls4Ever, hugs and kisses your baby and only girl - Tasha
Today is 14 months (1 year and 2 Months) that you've been resting with Jesus. I wish I can tell you I'm better and I've accomplished a lot but that's not the case. I feel so alone and lonely. I miss you so so much Mommy. I'm trying to heal because I know that's what you want me to do but I'm still in a lot of pain and disbelief. I haven't make any big accplishments since you transitioned and I feel so bad. I'm trying so hard. I just want you an The Lord to be proud of me. I'm so BLESSED you're my mommy. I thank The Lord for you Mommy. Continue to get your beautiful and sweet rest. We are Heath girls forever, friends, twins, etc. I love being your caregiver and daughter. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH & MISS YOU - Tasha
I MISS YOU! This still hurts extremely bad and very deep. Still can't believe what happened. We are HeathGirls4Ever I LOVE YOU my beautiful ray of sunshine. Hughs & kisses forever. Your baby girl: Tasha
Wednesday, May 21, 2014:
Today makes 13 months (1 year and 1 month) that you have been with the Lord. I still can't come to realization that this has happened. This does not make any sense to me at all. I miss you so so so much Mommy. Words can't explain nor describe the depth and level of my very deep pain, hurt, heart break and heart ache. There is so much I need to tell you and talk with you about, etc. I miss US and YOU. Things are so so hard Mommy. I know you are resting with Jesus, but I feel so alone, lonely, empty, hallow, but I am trying to hold the fort down, serve the Lord and continue so I can make you and the Lord happy. No one understands. I miss EVERYTHING about you my beautiful ray of sunshine - your beautiful smile, beautiful eyes, your laughter, intelligence, how anointed and powerful you are, and just so so so much more..I miss ALL of our fun and just being us. I loved taking care of you Mommy and I miss doing our Happy dance and secret handshake and just laughing and being silly just because...I am hurting so much mommy, but as your baby girl I will make you proud and the Lord proud. As we always say, see ya later and hugs and kisses..continue to get your beautiful and sweet rest my beautiful ray of sunshine. You deserve to rest in the sweet arms of Jesus. You are a winner and I am proud of you (to be continued) Love your best friend, baby girl, caregiver, travel buddy etc. Tasha I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!
You are very intelligent, my hero (shero), beautiful, strong, anointed, a woman of elegance, excellence, class, graceful, virtuous, full of wisdom, precious & rare jewel/diamond, fantastic cook, great sense of humor, fun, humble, caring, loving, besides Jesus I pattern my life after, the one i want to be just like, shoulder to cry on and so so much more. Some of you however, know her as Mother Heath, Missionary Heath, or affectionally as Cee Cee or Cecelia, but to me she's MOMMY SUNSHINE DEAREST. Mommy words can't express how much I miss and love you. Thank you for being my Mommy, twin, travel buddy, best friend, thank you for believing in me, teaching me what you could, thank you for never giving up on me when people counted me out because of my disability. You stood up for me. Thank you for just being YOU! Thank you for showing me a life of holiness, I used to hear you praying in Tongues in the morning, you've taught me the importance of prayer, etc. There's so much more I can say. If I can be half of the awesome woman and person you are I'll be alright. I won't let you down Mommy. You are the best mom ever and I thank The Lord He blessed me with you. HAPPY 2nd MOTHERS DAY WITH JESUS! I miss you today & everyday. Mom this still hurts very very much. Continue to get your sweet, beautiful rest. I'll see ya later my queen. As we always say 'hugs & kisses'. Love your baby girl and HeathGirl Tasha #tears (to be continued) — feeling emotional. & sad
ONE YEAR AGO TODAY: My heart is very heavy, because my life changed unexpectedly. On Sunday, April 21, 2013 at 8:40 AM at the young age of 58 my twin, my best friend forever, the one who understood me, never gave up on me, my travel buddy, laugh buddy, etc. MY MOM went home to be with her father. Nothing is the same. I feel weird. This year has been extremely difficult. Mommy Sunshine words really can't express how much I miss you. I miss everything about YOU and us. This pain is still deep and great, I still feel very empty & lonely but you are a winner. You fought a good fight. I'm so proud of you. I miss taking care of you. So Mommy Sunshine you deserve your sweet beautiful rest. I miss you terribly. I Love you. Hugs and Kisses. With tears running down my face, feeling hallow. Lord I'm grateful my mommy is safe in your arms...I will make you happy and proud of me. I won't let you or Jesus down. Continue to Rest in Jesus my beautiful ray of sunshine Cecelia Ann Merritt Heath aka Cee Cee 12/19/1954-4/21/2013 love your baby and only girl...Hugs & Kisses, see ya later. #heathGirls4Life. Well be together again, reunited again... In the meantime, I'll hold the fort down here while you're resting...sigh. (to be continued)... Your Baby Girl, Tasha
Happy first Ressurection Day with Jesus. I know you're resting with Jesus but your baby girl misses you so so much. Words still can't adequately express my very deep pain, emotions, heartache/heart break, loneliness etc. Absolutely nothing is the same mommy. I miss everything that we did together and I love taking care of you. I want to make you happy and proud. Continue to get your sweet rest my beautiful, intellefent, anointed, etc ray of sunshine. Guess what? I just want to remind you that you are a QUEEN and I thank The Lord for you. We are the Heath Girls for ever! To be continued...I LOVE You my best and only friend, Heath Girl for LIFE, Hugs and Kisses - your daughter and baby girl Tasha
Hey Mommy Sunshine,
Your baby girl has to preach this morning. I miss seeing your beautiful smile and words of encouragement and I miss cheering you on and encouraging you etc. I miss you and LOVE you so much.
I just want you to know like I do everyday that I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much. I wish you were here...Hugs and Kisses for ever. I wish you were here we would be on our way to Maryland together. I love you my angel, twin, best friend mommy sunshine, my inspiration, hero, mighty woman of God etc- I'll write you more very soon Tasha
Today is 11 months that you've been with The Lord. The very, very deep pain, emotions, brokenness, hear ache and heartbreak are still so very fresh, real, and present. I think about you throughout the day, several times a day EVERY DAY. this wound is still very fresh. I miss you so much no words can describe. I know you are resting with Jesus, but I need you Mommy. I wasn't ready. I took care of you with my all. I'm hurting so, so much and no one understands. I feel like I'm all alone. I'm lonely, empty, lost, and hallow etc. I'm trying so hard at everything. I will write you another note very soon. I LOVE YOU MOMMY SUNSHINE. We are still twins, the Heath Girls and best friends, etc. I miss you terribly. I won't let you down or disappoint you. I want to make you proud and happy. Im so proud of you my queen and beautiful ray of sunshine. Continue to get your sweet beautiful rest. (To be continued) Love your loving Daugther, Caregiver, Twin, Best friend, Heath Girl etc FOREVER - Tasha
It's now 10 months and 3 days (Sunday, April 21, 2013 - 8:40am), that you moved to your new home with Jesus. Words can't even express how much I miss you. I know you're rnjoying resting with The Lord in paradise, but I'm having such a hard time. My extremely deep pain, hurt, heart ache, emptiness, loneliness, etc are so very raw, real, and present. I love you so much mommy sunshine. I'm still in disbelief. I feel like I'm in a bad dream. My wounds and scars are so deep. Continue to rest my sweet angel, sunshine, twin, best friend, Heath Girl forever. I love being your daugther and caregiver and you are still the best mommy ever my queen. I'll write you very soon. Love your baby girl forever I'll continue to make you happy and proud, we are still a team!!! - Tasha
To MY Valentine,
Happy First Valentines Day with Jesus. I miss you so so much. This has gotten harder Mommy. I miss taking care of you and doing things for you and I just miss seeing you everyday. This still isn't real. You mean so much to me. Yes the pain is still ever so present, deep, and real. Mommy I'm lonely, alone, lost and empty. I know you're having such a wonderful time resting in the presence of The Lord and I know we will be reunited again for ever so this is a see ya later but I miss you and want you Mommy. Happy Valentines Day Mommy Sunshine. As we always say Hugs and Kisses. Love your baby girl, caregiver, best friend for life Etc - Tasha
I miss you so much. I know you're with Jesus resting in paradise, but I miss you. I'm trying so hard. This hurts badly...hugs & kisses forever. I'll write more to you very soon...love your daugther & best friend forever and caregiver for ever - Tasha
I'm still in disbelief, speechless, numb, hurting, in indescribable pain and so much more. Today is 9 months that you've entered into your sweet beautiful rest with Jesus and went to your new home with Jesus. Words can't express nor explain how much I miss you. This pain is extremely deep. I know your free of sickness but Mommy, Tasha misses you. Mommy, I think about you all the time. These 9 months have been very very hard emotionally and other areas. I miss taking care of you, I miss all of the fun we had, I just miss YOU and US. You're still my mother and I'm still your baby girl...with tears in my eyes I want to THANK YOU for being my mommy. I LOVE YOU...I'm so PROUD of you. You're a WINNER, continue your sweet & beautiful rest my sunshine and angel. We will reunited and see each other again. I love you and miss you terribly, your proud daughter, caregiver for ever, best friend, Heathgirl forever, hugs & kisses for every my sunshine. ~ Tasha
Well, I just want to say Happy First New Year with Jesus. It's January 1, 2014 and the pain is unbearable Mommy. I miss you so so much. I'm so proud of you. You're a WINNER! I'm so glad you're my mommy. I know your resting and enjoying Jesus but this hurts. I don't want to fair or dissappoint you or The Lord. I LOVE YOU! Your only daughter, best friend, twin, baby girl, Heath Girl, Caregiver forever ~ Tasha
To my Mommy Sunshine, Twin, Heath Girl etc., Merry First Christmas with Jesus. This does not feel right at all. This is very tough and hard and very painful, with tears rolling down my face I'm speechless. Merry First Christmas Mommy with Jesus. I miss our Christmas' together and everything. You're a WINNER and my Queen. I love you so much...have Fun. Hugs & Kisses forever..love, your best friend, caregiver forever, twin, etc. - Tasha
Merry first Christmas Eve with Jesus. Mommy this hurts and hurts very bad. Words can't express how much I miss you. I know Mommy you're resting in the arms of Jesus and you deserve your rest and all the pleasures of being with The Lord, but I miss 'US'. I'll write you more tomorrow, hugs & kisses...I love you Mommy. - Tasha
Today makes 8 months that you've been with Jesus (Sunday April 21, 2013 at 8:40 AM). The very deep pain, emotions, heart ache and heart break are still very very deep, real and present. Mommy I think about you EVERYDAY. Mommy, the bottom line is I MISS YOU & LOVE YOU so much. This does not se real at all. I want to continue to make you proud and happy. I wish you were here. Continue to rest in Jesus my beautiful, intellegent, strong, virtuous etc ray of sunshine, twin, Queen, best friend etc. You ARE the best Mom ever. Hugs & Kisses..I love you a lot. I'm very proud of you you're a winner. Your Daugther, Twin, Best Friend, Caregiver forever ~ Tasha
Mommy Sunshine(Birthday Girl):
Today is a sad but special day. My best friend, my Mommy entered this world on this day. Who is she? This incredible woman is beautiful, intelligent, smart, funny. strong, anointed, and so so much more. But to me she's MOMMY SUNSHINE and so much more. Happy First Birthday with Jesus, you're 59 today. Im sad, teary and a whole lot of things. This time last year we were getting ready for your party. I miss you ALOT. I am proud of you Mommy you're my Queen! Happy 59 Birthday Mommy. I LOVE YOU, hugs and kisses.
Love your Daughter, Best Friend, Caregiver 4 Life etc
Lord, I am thankful and HURTING all at the same time. I woke up not feeling right and strange. With tears running down my face and feeling a whole bunch of emotions at once: frustration, lonely, empty, etc...I just don't know what to say. Mommy Sunshine I want to say Happy first Thanksgiving with Jesus. Words can't express how much I miss you Mommy and how much this hurts. We would go to Cracker Barrel on Thanksgiving. I don't want to say a lot but Mommy enjoy your first Thanksgiving with Jesus and I love you! I hate the way this makes me feel Mommy, sigh. ~ Your Daugther, Best friend, Twin, Caregiver for life,etc. ~ Tasha
On this day 7 months ago (Sunday, April 21, 2013 at 8:40 AM), The Lord called you my Mommy Sunshine home to be with Him. Mommy, words can't express how much I love and appreciate you THANK YOU for being my inspiration, role model, very best and only friend, travel buddy and so so much more but you ARE the BEST Mommy ever. I want you to know I'm proud of you as I told you everyday. Yes, the pain, emotions, emptiness heart ache, etc is still very much real and very very painful. I miss you so so much and I won't let you down. As we always say, LOVE, HUGS & KISSES forever. We are the Heath Girls forever. Love your caregiver, twin, daughter, friend forever - Tasha
Dear Mommy Sunshine,
Happy Labor Day Mommy Sunshine. I love and miss you dearly. I can't put into words how much I miss you and love. We are the Heath Girls forever. Love your daughter, best friend, caregiver for life: Tasha
Natasha, when I heard of the passing of Cecelia, my heart was hurt,She was a caring and loving woman that I had the pleasure of spending time with. She left a mark that I will always remember her and the times we shared together.Truly, she will be missed but never forgotten.
Rev. Steffond Swilley Sr.
Mommy Sunshine, I just want you to know you were and still are the BEST mommy the Lord could have blessed me with. You were more than a Mom but my BEST and only friend among other great things. We had ALOT of fun together,etc. I'm rejoicing because you're with the Lord now, but it hurts bad that you're not physically with me. I was blessed to have you physically with me for 27 years and You raised me very well and I want to say THANK YOU. I appreciate everything you've done, taught me, etc. it's because of YOU and The Lord that I am who I am today. I want to say, HAPPY FIRST MOTHER'S DAY with JESUS! I love you so so much. Rest In Jesus my ray of Sunshine: Sunset: 4/21/2013. Hugs and Kisses for ever.
Your Daugther, Friend, and Caregiver for LIFE,
To my Aunt Minnie, cousins Kathy, Bobbie, Terrell and Natasha. Please except our condolence. My heart is heavy as I think of the years we spent in Dawson over the summer and the heart felt times we spent at 486 South 13th Street
Im so sorry for your loss,You have my deepest sympathy [Class of 1973]
May God's blessing shine on the family today and always. May Cee Cee rest from her labors. Our prayers will always be with you.
Rest in His peace, CeeCee. You will be missed.
To the Heath and Merritt families:
Your beloved Cecelia, "Cee Cee," worked with us at D19 several years ago. She brought many smiles to the workplace and such "excitement" to our team! She was very proud of her children and loved her family dearly.
A co-worker and I were just talking about her generosity; especially, the wonderful gestures she'd extended to both of us by nominating us for certain business awards. We will forever remain grateful for her kindness!! Cee Cee will be missed by MANY! May God comfort you and keep you in perfect peace. My prayers are with you all.
Rest In Peace Cecelia, we will continue to keep your family in prayer. The Harrisons'
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time.
I can't believe that my Auntie is gone... I keep looking at the obituary and it just hasn't sunk in yet... My prayer is that the Peace of GOD will forever surround Tasha and Terrell and the kids and my grandmother. We know that Ceecee is resting now and she is at peace but it still hurts... BUT Earth has NO sorrow that Heaven can not heal... Rest in Jesus...Love you very much...
NaTasha and Family,
Praying that the Peace of God, that passes all understanding, will keep your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus as you remember one who is deeply loved and will be greatly missed. Rest in Him, Cecelia Heath.
With Prayers and Love,
Pastor Gwendolyn G. Young
My prayers are with you and your family during this time. I will miss my friend. I am so happy I came to visit you and had dinner with you in December. We had a good visit, talked about everything. I will always have you in my heart. CeCe, I will miss our talks & I know you are in a better place. Rest in Paradise My Friend!
My thoughts and prayers go out to the family at this time.
Rest in Peace Aunt CeeCee. Our prayers go out to Heath, Merrit and Salter family. Love Latonya and Jeremiah
My prayers are with you and your family,sorry to here of your loss,god bless your family.
As the days and weeks pass, and as you return to life's routine, may you continue to feel comforted by the love and support of family and friends.
My prayer go out to the family and I will keep you in my prayers.
Love Denise Wesr-Bey
Pastor &First Lady Valentine & the Entire Freedom Restoration church family express our condolences to you and your Family
NaTasha, my deepest sympathy to you and your family. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family at this difficult time. May God give you strength, and comfort in your time of sorrow.
Sherry Robbins, Hampton, Virginia
(Heath Family) What shall We then say to these things? If God be for Us, Who can be against Us? (Romans 8:31). Be Bless.
Wayne Robert Scott
I am saddened by the loss of your loved one, my prayers go out to each of the family members. May you find comfort knowing that GOD's makes no mistakes and HE will see you through and comfort you. We were class mates and neighbors for many years. She was a wonderful person.
Im am sorry to hear this news. I worked with Cee Cee at Poplar Springs Hospital many years ago and she is such a delight. My prayers goes out to her family.
Our thoughts and prayers go out to your family. The Ethington family.
Heaven gained an angel. Ms. Cee-Cee will be missed. Praying for the family
As a member of the class of 1973 of PHS we knew Cecelia to be truly a loving person. She will be missed by all. Our prayers are with her family.
You will be truly missed.... I know your in the clouds smiling down on us all!
We will truly miss you but we have a heartful of memories to remember you and your laughter and smile-Terell and Natasha know that we love you and you will always be family -The Johnsons, Rudi, Zuri, and Mom
My prayers are with you and your family.
We were so sorry to hear of your loss. Please let us know if there is anything we can do to help at this time.
No bond is as great as that between a parent and child. My deepest condolences are with you as you grieve.
To the family; May the love of God be with you and your family during this time. We will keep you in our prayers.
My condolences to her family... She was a great office manager at the time I worked for her.... She was a great person and I am very grateful I had the chance to work with her...didn't know she was sick or anything.... How did she die????
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and the family during this difficult time. Know that she is now at peace and with our Heavenly Father. Celebrate a life well lived. We will cherish her memories forever.
May God bless you and your family in this time of sorrow.
Natasha, my deepest sympathy to you and your brother. Cecee was a beautiful person and will surely be missed by all who knew her.