Thank you eveyone... my husband was a very great man who was very loved by many... He was not just my husband or the father to my children.He was my best friend.. I cherish every moment I had with with him even the hard ones. Because every moment was one I had with him that I cant ever have back... life is so precious... so why waste it focusing on negative.. live well, laugh often, love much... We arent promised tomorrow so live for today and do it well... lotts of love