I hate feeling like I have to move on in my life without you by my side.
I hate thinking of me being in the future without your guidance. I hate it a lot man.
I miss you, more than I can even begin to think about. More than I can even begin to say.
I wish you knew I was still heartbroken. I wish you knew my smiles and everything only masked the amount I missed you.
But, the thing I wish the most is, is, I wish I could have you just hug me, and tell me its ok. That things are gonna work out.
I love you pops.
P.S. I shaved my head, after many years of you guys wanting me to.