This is Christmastime. Your favorite time of year. Filled with happiness, love, children, and family. It's not like that this year. Having you gone makes it hard to celebrate without feeling like a hypocrite. We have lost "3" major family members in year 2012. Your death was the most unexpected. We miss your presence and so wish you hadn't died as you were the most innocent of all. We are not celebrating this year. We are thinking of you in sadness and wish we could rewind to give you more love and happiness you deserved. You will be in our hearts forever. I hope to someday meet someone as loving, caring, innocent , trusting and honest as you .