Hi Seffy, my son, missing you like crazy. Today is the first day of Gold Cup and I know how excited you would be, and it's breaking my heart. I had you for 23 years and in those 23 years you had a good life but it still doesn't make it any easier, you were just a baby and it doesn't seem right that you were taken at such a young age you didn't even get to really enjoy being an adult, you were just starting to live. I miss you solo much my baby boy and would do anything to trade places with you. You were always so wise beyond your years. I still haven't accepted the fact you're in heaven. Nobody really knows what heaven is like and what honestly happens when you transfer to the other side. And then there's those that that swear they have crossed over and came back to talk about it and how beautiful it is there and I want to believe that, that you are happy and with all of your loved ones that have gone before you and have followed in your foot steps. I also pray that when it's my time to go you will be waiting for me. I miss you Seffy and live you dearly and there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you, miss you, and love you, more than I can explain or put into words. Seffy when you left a big part of me left with you, my HEART. I miss you SON, forever 23, XOXOX'S love you always, MOMMY.