Hi my handsome Angel. I know your two year Angel Anniversary was on the 14th but I'm struggling so much and Having such a hard time. This year has been harder on me than the first year, I've been told that's normal cuz the first year your completely in shock and just don't believe it and the second year there's been some reality so it hits you harder, and the third is worse and on and on. I have counseling later to try and help me get not over it cuz that doesn't happen but helps so that at some point in your life I'll be able to celebrate holidays again, and be able to say your name without going into a deep depression. Life just isn't fair, I don't understand why God took you and not me!! You had your whole life to live, of all things you were soo very healthy we never had a clue there was something wrong with your heart so now my handsome SON you'll forever be 23 & that just breaks my heart <\3. I love you more today than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow even though you're in Heaven. XOXOX'S, forever in my heart Seffy, love and miss you daily, MOMMY.