Well SON, you have always been my rock and support and I really need you. Stephen's service is later today and I really wish more than anything you were here to go with me. I still don't understand why God took you home, I need you more than you know. I'm at Aunt Rhondas, cuz I'm gonna ride with them, but you, Mariana, and Stephen should all still be here. I really don't feel like I have a life right now cuz I cry everyday missing you. I need you to let me know your ok please give me a sign. I love and miss you soo soo much, I can't wait to be reunited in Heaven with you when God decides to take me home. Until then I want you to know how much I miss you and love you and I'll be waiting to see you again. I need you to give me strength to make it through each day and to try and help me become strong again like I was this last summer cuz right now I am so weak I don't even know if I'll go racing this year without you. I know you wanted to go to Vegas this year for your birthday to watch the races and I want to do that for you but don't know if I have the strength but I'm gonna try. I love you and miss you Seffers, you always have a special place in my heart, but my heart has an empty space that can never be filled cuz it's a void that only be filled by you. Love and miss you SON, and I'll never forget you or stop loving you. Always in my heart Love and miss you from the bottom of my heart, and with all of my soul. I miss you saying mommy, I love you, or mommy do you love me cuz you wanted something and with out a thought I would get it. Goodnight SON, mommy loves you.